Cahya Looking for Light

Cahya Looking for Light
Duties And Obligations


Cahya does not come to the room, she chooses to sleep on the sofa, while Devan sleeps in the room with Rafa, who has a bed, although they are still legitimate husband and wife but too long time separating them there must be a sense of awkwardness in the heart of Cahya.


Cahya recalled the words Devan who wanted to quickly take her away from here, actually she thought to return to Bandung when Rafa was older, now he is, so that he can continue his studies and can work in a better place.


Cahya was still afraid that Habib was still expecting her and would come to her again, she was also afraid that Habib would again hurt Devan, the best way was that he would not be with both.


Cahya wants to ask for a split with Devan, but what if Rafa is taken later, he will not be able to do without Rafa.


Devan comes out of the room, Cahya sits down to see him and asks if Rafa is asleep,


"What do you want when she's asleep?" devan Goda


Somehow Devan can be ordinary, from the past after being far apart and reunited, Devan can always be relaxed as usual and there is no awkward feeling.


Cahya does not answer Devan's temptation, she wants to catch up with Rafa, when she wakes up, Devan holds her hand asking her to sit back talking about her foresight.


"You don't intend to stay here forever, do you?" ask Devan


"Of course not, I'm planning to go back to when Rafa was older,, Devan, it's better that we split up, that we live each other's lives, that you can still see Rafa because no matter what your son is, he's your son, but he'll stay with me later"


Devan did not answer anything, he just kept quiet, he did not believe Cahya asked for it when they had just met, he did not even do anything wrong, he also kept looking for Cahya all this time.


Devan suffered so much, there were times when he even wanted to give up, all this time he lived with his parents and in-laws in turn, she didn't want Mama Cahya to be lonely because her son went somewhere.


With his position and wealth he can get anyone all this time, the person he is waiting for and he expects from the past always runs away from him, even when they are married and must be separated again, he said, when we met again, why is this what Cahya asked for.


"I'm tired of Ayy, please don't say nonsense!" Devan is angry to hear Cahya's request.


"We can live in peace like we used to, Habib won't stop hurting you if I'm still with you"


"My energy is up Ayy, I don't want to argue anything right now, you just have to follow your husband, it's your duty" Devan was angry but tried to hold it back.


Cahya checks on Rafa, when it appears that Rafa is sleeping well he asks Devan to leave because he will accompany Rafa to sleep.


"Have you forgotten your duties and obligations?" devan asked, looking at his different eyes.


"You avoided your obligations all this time, didn't you have to redeem her from now on" Devan instantly caught Cahya, held her head and kissed her straight away, no matter what Cahya's refusal, she kept attacking those lips, she said, the lips that he so longed for, Devan cornered Cahya to the wall without letting go of his kiss, his hands looking for the twins, his favorite spot on Cahya's body.


"Silent if you don't want Rafa to wake up" Devan threatened shortly after releasing his kiss, he headed to the twin mountains, he pulled Cahya's clothes, the fruit was sticking out against him, looks bigger because Cahya has given birth and has children, Devan immediately devoured it.


Cahya moaned slowly, no doubt she also missed Devan's touch, because carried away the atmosphere she increasingly puffed her chest, Devan's hands had removed her pants and lifted Cahya's skirt, she forced her way into Cahya's narrow hole, Cahya, a hole he hadn't visited in a long time.


Cahya pushes Devan strong and re-justifies her shirt and skirt.


"No Devan, can't, can't, I'm serious, let's split up nicely" Cahya said


Devan looked sharply at Cahya, he could not be denied, without retaliating Cahya's words, he more blindly pulled Cahya's clothes and pants, without any warning he forced his way into Cahya, very difficult, very difficult, cahya screamed in pain, for years she had not touched, Devan closed Cahya's mouth tightly, so as not to wake Rafa up.


Devan's movements were full of torture, he did not care about Cahya who was in pain, if he wanted to talk about pain, he was also sick all this time waiting and looking for Cahya.


"Hand, after that you can ask to separate from me again" Devan said as if mocking Cahya.


Devan then goes to the room to check on Rafa, when he sees Rafa who is still sleeping, he then falls asleep next to Rafa, he smiles happily, his son and wife have been beside him.


Devan did not care much for Cahya's request to part from him, as she would not let him go from her.


After bathing Cahya entered the room to pick up clothes, she was shocked that Devan was lying there next to Rafa, Devan looked at Cahya who only wore a towel, Cahya who was difficult to walk because of her behavior just now.


Cahya did not care about Devan, she took her clothes and came out again to wear clothes in the bathroom, then with a little pain-bearing she prepared the cooking ingredients, for fear that Rafa would wake up to ask for food.


Devan hugged her from behind which made Cahya startled,


"Ayy already, you don't need to cook, after Rafa wakes up, I'll ask him to buy a meal outside, you just rest, later in the night you have to prepare, prepare your body and energy, prepare your body, I will do it continuously to replace your holidays during this time that do not do the task as a wife" said Devan in his ear and bite slowly ear.


Cahya encourages Devan to be shocked by Devan's actions,


"Devan, I told you I asked for us," Cahya did not continue because a voice called out to her.


"What is your mom doing? why don't you go get Afa to sleep?"


"Rafa is up, let's play with dad, soon we'll take a shower and keep getting ready for a walk, Rafa will, right?" Devan answered and approached his son and carried him.


Cahya does not know how to, Devan is not possible to release him, but he will not calm down if he continues with Devan, Habib's shadow will always haunt them, Cahya does not want Devan back injured.


Cahya kept the ingredients back, not so cooking, she then approached her son who was playing with his father.


"What's the pain?" ask Rafa


"Mama is not sick" replied Cahya astonished at Rafa's question


"Dad said, mama is sick, so can't go for a walk with Afa, but mama don't be sad, mama rest later on the return of Afa as I bring a lot of food for mama" said Rafa


Cahya did not answer anything, she looked towards Devan who turned out from earlier also Devan looked at him.


Devan missed his wife so much, he approached her and fell asleep and placed his head on her lap.


"Father beware, you can't!" rafa shouted, then pulled his father away from his mother, and he sat on his mother's lap.


"Why is that Dad?" ask Devan


"Don't be dad, you're a big man so don't be spoiled" Rafa replied


Devan was anxious to hear it, he then tickled Rafa's stomach asking him to joke, they laughed together, then Devan hugged the child and his wife.


"May there be only happiness for us, and may we never be separated again" Devan said.