Cahya Looking for Light
Losing Moments of Togetherness

Devan finished being treated and sitting on the bed where she was treated, Cahya helped her husband change clothes because the one was torn and full of blood, he said, Devan quickly hugged his wife who was standing in front of him and combed her disheveled hair using her hands.

"Ayy, were you so scared?"

"Of course, sorry that I didn't rush to help you right away, I was looking for a way that I could help you and not trouble you at such a time, I called the police but it must have taken a long time for them to arrive, I remember you had a gun so I looked for it first, then I went out the window just before anyone checked into the room, luckily I wasn't caught" Cahya then kissed Devan's head and gently stroked her hair

"I keep hoping that you don't get out of the room, it's okay that I'm hurt as long as you're safe" Devan tightened his arms, remembering that his wife was very smart, when escaping from Habib was also very shrewd.

"I didn't expect to have such a strong and smart wife"

They went home after the examination was over, Cahya who was still driving him and stopped at a restaurant because they had not had lunch

"Well, since when can you drive?"

"When I went and became a teacher, Joko taught me"

"What?!"

"Why really? you should be thanking him, because you don't have to bother teaching me"

"I'd better bother if you know that" Devan was upset and quickly bit the chicken in front of him, Cahya smiled at him.

"Let me drive" Devan stretched out her hand and her face was still sweet, they had finished eating, Cahya approached her husband pulling his shirt collar, then Cahya tiptoed and kissed her husband, Devan held Cahya's head and continued kissing her, Cahya's hand then opened the car door and pushed Devan into the car

"Ayy, I'm not done yet!" Cahya smiled wryly and went back to kiss her husband but she immediately dodged not giving her husband time to hold his head.

Cahya returned to driving with her shrewdness making Devan even more sullen,

"You're very shrewd, how long have you studied with her?"

Devan continued to show his jealousy imagining his wife and another man in a car

"You're jealous just because of that? I've always kept my distance from any man, but you? you even clung to the women who approached you" Cahya said and showed Devan his murderous face, seeing him just gulp at his wife

"I forgot how horrible you are when you're angry, forgive me my love" Devan then stroked the hair of his wife who was seriously driving the car, Devan was surprised that they didn't go home but stopped at a hotel

"Ayy, you secretly can't stand it anymore huh? why do you keep showing your endless charm?" Devan smiled shyly

"But it's okay if you want us to sleep in a separate room from Rafa and mama" Cahya smiled and played her eyes, Devan immediately woke up and quickly got out of the car and pulled Cahya's hand to get inside the hotel.

"Ayya, Devan, are you all right?" mother Retno immediately approached when they arrived

"It's okay ma, I'm just a little hurt, by continuing to rest in the company of my beloved wife, will definitely be healed soon ma" said Devan got a blow from Retno's mother

"Rafa dear, what are you learning?" Cahya approached her son who was writing in a book

"I have PR writing stories, I write about great mama, mama loves Rafa very much, but sorry because Rafa can not join the mama to Bandung because said the father and grandmother if Rafa want to quickly have a baby sister, Rafa must live first with grandmother and grandfather, and the mother, Rafa, actually Rafa wants to join the mama, Rafa also wanted to take care of a sick mama so that she could recover quickly, so that her baby sister grew healthy in the stomach of mama"

Cahya immediately turned to her husband with her eyes full of dagger ready to attack her husband, Retno's mother was no less surprised and just smiled awkwardly.

"Rafa rest first yes, here mama accompany" Cahya tidied up Rafa's stationery and gently rubbed his body so that Rafa quickly slept, after Rafa slept, Cahya pensively sat on the edge of the bed.

"Yes, have pity on your lonely mama, if Rafa you guys bring it you will definitely be very lonely" Retno's mother approached Cahya and rubbed her hair

"Yes mama's son, you focus on your recovery first, only after that, still don't take Rafa" Retno's mother tried to melt the atmosphere, but she did,

"Mama, I don't want Rafa to lose a moment of togetherness with his mother, because his childhood will not be repeated, they are only briefly with us, later when Junior High has started many friends, because his childhood will not be repeated, it will be very difficult to play with him, especially when High School or college, I do not want to waste his childhood, I know very well what it feels like to live without parents" Cahya held back her tears, she said, Devan then approached his wife and brought her into his arms.

"Sorry Ayy" is all that Devan can say, he feels guilty to his son and wife, maybe there is good intentions until finally Devan chooses not to take Rafa, he said, but for Cahya it will be different because she is a mother, it will certainly be very hard to part with her child.

Cahya cried, she was actually still shocked by the incident that happened to her earlier and now plus a message full of haru taste from her son, finally she could not hold back her tears.

"Say psychologists, children who lack attention from their father and mother, they will tend to close themselves, raise small problems, experience emotional turmoil that is unstable, can not control sad emotions, can not control the emotions, and it's all there is to me,, I don't want Rafa to be like me"

Cahya cries in the arms of her husband, Devan increasingly realizes how hard Cahya lived as a child, which is what makes her emotions become unstable.

Cahya then slept next to Rafa, Devan continued to look at the faces of his wife and children, not long Retno's mother also sat beside him, her mother, and her mother, who was also sitting next to her,

"Mama did not expect that Ayya harbored such deep trauma and pain, she was very cute as a child with her chubby cheeks, while playing with you was also very cheerful, she was very cute, it turned out that after that he experienced great sadness and suffering until his teenage years, even until now his father had never been responsible and instead continued to hurt him"

"Ma, is it okay dad's just alone at home?"

"It's okay, indeed your father asked like this, calm your wife first, she must be very shocked and scared"