Cahya Looking for Light
Hot Proposal

"You're sure he won't run again" Retno asked Devan

"You know, this time I won't let her run away from me again" Devan replied

"Mama actually knew from the beginning of her time to Jogja, mama knew where she lived, and whatever she did mama knew" Retno's mother began to tell me things that made Devan shocked

"Why didn't you tell me you saw me suffer for a year in Java?"

"Mama wants you to try yourself, and also want to know how much you love her, mama also monitor Cahya through the mama's man, mama saw your sincerity to her when she went to Bali, she said, but at that time you thought you would still change your feelings, but seeing you find her again and still be with her, from there you started to keep watching her, and Cahya is very worthy of you, she said, he always keeps himself from temptation, but Van, you're looking for a wife to be your successor, he's going to take on a big responsibility later on in our family, a lot he has to take care of, are you sure he's capable?"

"She will, I will always be by her side, she is independent from childhood, she can do all by herself, but ma, after marriage let us wander first, either here or in Bandung, Bandung, I will follow the will he wants to live where, we want to date first ma, without having to first think about, plantations, farms, and others, let alone our Halfway House" said Devan

"Your father is often sick, inevitably you and your wife who have to take care of everything as soon as possible, for the halfway house, it is definitely your wife who has to take care of it, now mama can still but if your father is sick, it is definitely your wife who has to take care of it, mama has to focus on taking care of your father, you're also getting older Devan, you have to get married soon"

Devan did not answer anything else, to get married of course he really wanted, even since a long time he was ready, but Cahya who was not ready.

Devan picks up Cahya back from college, he takes Cahya to the flower garden they once went to, he wants to try his luck on something.

They reached the garden and sat side by side,

"Ayy, are you still not ready to get married?"

"Later after I finish college"

"My mom came because she forced me to get married as soon as possible, she'll find me a mate if I don't get married soon either"

"Yes you are married" said Cahya trying to hold back her feelings

"I don't think you love me, because that's how you say it" Devan said

Suddenly Cahya approached Devan and she kissed Devan, she let go of the kiss and smiled as her eyes began to tear up.

"Married, I'm not sure when I'm ready, as my aunt said last night, now I'm the reason for college, later I'll find another reason again, I love you, I love you, I really love you so much, even when I run away from you I don't receive any other love, and because I love you, you get married as soon as possible, I don't want you to be tormented for waiting for me" Cahya could no longer hold back her tears, she tried to smile in the middle of her cries and slightly moved away from Devan.

Devan did not expect with Cahya's answer, he immediately approached Cahya and immediately kissed her, she took off the kiss but she kept Cahya from seeing it.

"I'm so tormented waiting for you, but I wasn't able to get through all this time, let's go through anything together again, don't run away from me again, I beg you"

"Don't you have to get married, what do you want to make of me if I can't go?"

"Basic Bodo\*, I won't marry anyone but you"

"Then did you say?"

"I just want to know how much you love"

Cahya is upset and immediately wakes up from her seat resting on both knees and beating Devan, but her hands are held and Devan pulls Cahya's hands, until Cahya falls into her lap, she wrapped both of Cahya's hands behind her neck, and then kissed Cahya tenderly.

Devan then drove Cahya home, he also told Cahya not to come to his cafe tomorrow because tomorrow will take his mother home first.

Devan said only one day but in fact he has not returned for a week, so Cahya thought that was not.

"She may be having her wedding there" Cahya was sad, but if that was the truth, wasn't she the one who told her yesterday, she got upset with herself.

That day he lethargicly came home from his lecture, Devan was already waiting for him, Cahya was startled and immediately approached him, Devan was waiting for him,

"Why is it here? want to know your wife yes" Cahya jokingly looking for someone around Devan and also in his car

"You said it's only been a day but a week, I think you're really married"

"Yes, I'll get married soon, now get in the car quickly"

"No want"

"Don't make a fuss here Ayy"

Cahya according to then get into the car because many are watching them, Devan brings Cahya to his house, Cahya already understands the road because it has been there twice, Cahya, when he arrived as usual he hesitated to enter but this time he hesitated not afraid of Devan.

"Is there a wife inside? not now if you want to know me, I'm not ready"

"What are you ready for? all unprepared, where are your cool words telling me to get married?"

Cahya Manyun heard it, she then tried to organize her heart, and walked after Devan, there was no one in the living room, Cahya then sat on the sofa.

"Stretch very Ayy" said Devan

Cahya did not answer because she was tense, Devan went into the room, Cahya set her breath and took her phone to just cover her awkwardness.

Devan comes out of the room, Cahya closes her eyes for a while and opens her eyes to prepare for whatever will happen, she turns to Devan who turns out to be carrying a bouquet of roses, Devan approaches Cahya and gives the flower, Cahya reflexively wakes up from her seat

"Ayy, marry me" Devan pulled out the ring box, then put the ring on Cahya's finger.

Cahya was still, Devan then approached Cahya, put the flower Cahya held onto the table and immediately kissed Cahya, at first the kiss was very soft but became hotter.

Devan continues to kiss Cahya while pushing her slowly towards the room, Cahya is startled as she enters the room door, she realizes something she is trying to get out of the room but Devan is faster, but she is more, he closed the door and locked it.

"Van, this is not true, yes I want to marry you as soon as possible but now open the door first"

Devan did not answer anything, he hugged Cahya and whispered something,

"I love you, don't be afraid, I'll do it gently"

Cahya muttered to hear it, she tried to escape but Devan immediately took the key to the door and threw it into the closet.

Devan seemed to care nothing more, he immediately kissed Cahya and pushed her into the bed, as strong as Cahya against him would never be able to fight Devan.

Cahya screamed as Devan forced her inside, it was very painful, Cahya cried, Devan kissed and bit Cahya's lips so that Cahya slightly forgot the pain in her lower part.

Devan continued to do what he dreamed of with Cahya, he was a normal man, really all this time he was very tormented because Cahya continued to refuse marriage, today he forced Cahya to accept everything, be it love or her body.

Cahya still continued to cry while closing her eyes in pain, Devan kissed her eyes and all over Cahya's face, Devan was getting closer to her threshold, she then accelerated her movements, Cahya getting louder, crying, and more, Devan covered Cahya's mouth with his mouth, until finally the seed was planted in Cahya's womb.

Devan hugged Cahya tightly, then kissed Cahya on the forehead

"I won't apologize, because I knowingly did it, thanks to Ayy, I love you"

Cahya was already unable to cry anymore, she was just silent, she was completely finished this time, she was only silent as Devan descended from her body and hugged her.

Devan sees blood splattered, but he doesn't care about it, he covers it with a blanket, but of course he is very happy, then takes another blanket to cover Cahya, he knows Cahya in shock, and then takes another blanket, so he just wrapped around and hugged her.

Devan is asleep but Cahya can not sleep, he tried to escape from Devan's embrace, He tried to wake up even though the lower part is very sick, Devan woke up because of Cahya's movement.

"Where are you going Ayy, I'll help you if you want to go to the bathroom"

"No need, I can do it myself!" Cahya slightly shouted out her words

But when he was about to walk, it was very painful, he had to tiptoe, but Devan immediately carried him and took him into the bathroom, he then got out of there, but before leaving he teased Cahya,

"I need to help also inside" said Devan Jahil, Cahya did not answer and immediately closed the door loudly.

Devan was not angry to see Cahya like that he instead smiled, he then saw his bedsheet that was a lot of blood, he then replaced it quickly before Cahya came out of the bathroom, he said, he folded the bed sheet and kept it in a box.

As Cahya opened the bathroom door, she immediately approached her and carried Cahya back to the bed.

"Rest first, I'll make some food for a while"