Cahya Looking for Light
Trying to Let Devan go

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It turns out that Devan brought Cahya to find a house, he wanted Cahya to choose

"Not now Van, I can't, I don't know, let's get out of here"

"Well I'll choose, you just have to follow me"

Cahya did not know what else to say, they entered the house ready to live, look beautiful and comfortable, there are 3 main rooms and one guest room

"One room for the two of us, two for our children, one guest room, in the back there is a yard, you can plant your favorite flowers there"

"Van, not like this, I mean not now, we still have a lot of time for this, we just dated first, you also just came back from Java, just gradually first, do not like this"

"We can date every day even if we're married, and it's even better"

Cahya was more afraid to face Devan, she did not know that Devan would be this serious and so soon buy a house, when only yesterday he said, and it was not serious.

Cahya approached the window and looked out, then Devan went behind her and immediately hugged her

"This is proof of my seriousness, all this time I have no intention to mess with you, sorry if I burden you, if you do not want to get married is okay, it's okay, I'll wait until you're ready"

Cahya turned to face Devan, looked at him and hugged him

"I'm sorry" that's all Cahya said

"Why are you sorry? you are innocent, I must apologize because I keep urging you to get married, now do what you want, you want to go to college or work is up to you, I'll also work as you wish, while waiting for you to graduate"

Cahya further tightened her embrace, Devan smiled, as this was the first time Cahya had the initiative to embrace her first.

They then go home, Devan drove Cahya home after that immediately returned without stopping by because it was night.

"Where did you just get home, my mama's phone isn't active"

"My phone ran out of power ma, had gone to play with Devan, sorry ma had forgotten the news"

Cahya did not explain out of fear that her mother had told her to get married

POV Devan

Devan follows Cahya's will, he will not force her to marry, Devan tries to find work again, all this time he has never been difficult to get a job, hopefully this time also he immediately got a job.

That morning he drove Cahya to work, he immediately looked for a job afterwards.

Days kept changing, Devan was already working and Cahya was still as usual, working while waiting for the beginning of the semester to start college.

Cahya still keeps thinking about it, but Cahya who is a high prestige, does not want to ask directly, but she continues to think until she does not concentrate on doing anything and does not appetite.

Cahya even continued to make mistakes at her workplace tomorrow morning, as she still kept thinking about the matter, and that day Devan came back unable to pick her up even this morning and did not pick her up to take her to work.

Cahya increasingly not focused on working, she then asked permission to go home first because she felt dizzy and her heart was not good.

"What's really going on? even he didn't send a message" Cahya inner

Cahya asked for permission again the next day, she felt bored, then she contacted Dena to invite him to play for refreshing.

They went to a flower garden, there Cahya really enjoyed it because she really liked flowers, she felt a little calmer, she then confided to Dena about her problem.

"Maybe he's looking for something else because you don't want to get married"

"What do you mean?"

"Ayyy, he's a grown man, he could be like that, he's not strong anymore"

"I'm not ready to get married, you know what marriage is all about, for me it's so scary, let alone how my mom left my dad"

"If he chooses another woman how?"

"Leave it, it means he's not my soul mate, why should I understand him, if he doesn't understand me"

Cahya was very hurt to say that but want how else, if it was Devan's decision he could only accept.

They then go home because it was late afternoon, Cahya still did not understand what happened but if indeed Devan could not wait for her to be ready to get married, for her it was okay, it was okay, for her, he's gonna try to let Devan go.