Cahya Looking for Light
Strong Because Rafa

Cahya was shocked, she did not have time to cover her face, she just kept quiet for a while until Rafa approached her.

"What do we want? buy a car like Deri's?"

said Rafa, Cahya then carried Rafa.

Devan wakes up and approaches him and wants to hug Cahya, but Cahya dodges.

"What is it going to do" asked Cahya

"Have you forgotten me, he's my son, right?"

""No, he's just my son" replied Cahya

Devan told Deri's father to leave from there, not forgetting he thanked her.

Devan tries to get close to Cahya and her son

"Devan stop!" yell Cahya

Devan smiles, it means Cahya still remembers it, Rafa hugs her mama tightly, she is scared because indeed she does not know Devan, not long Rafa then cries, Cahya tries to calm her.

Devan looked at them, the people he had been looking for, he did not expect to meet them here, all this time he searched all over Bandung, Semarang and Jogja, he said, he didn't understand why Cahya had come this far.

Not long Rafa fell asleep, maybe he was exhausted because he was with his mama working, Cahya asked Devan to quietly wait outside, he would put Rafa to bed first.

As Cahya exits the room, Devan is seated in the guest room, as she wants to leave the house, Devan holds her hand

"Speak here" said Devan

Cahya complied and sat on the sofa away from Devan.

"Why have you gone so far, your skills have always run from me, do you really like to stay away from me!" ask Devan loudly

"Silence, slow down your voice, Rafa is asleep" that's how a mother is, she'll be fierce when it comes to her child.

Devan nodded and closed his mouth, Cahya then explained the reason for leaving because he did not want to be found by Habib.

"Why does it have to be this long? don't you know, I'm almost crazy looking for you"

"No crazy ass, you can joke with other women"

"I? when?" devan was confused

Cahya did not explain anything else, she asked Devan to leave, she wanted to rest, for her there was nothing more to talk about, they were all grown up, there was no need to be melancholy with this state, there was no need to be melancholy with this state, everyone has their own life.

Cahya realized, he who left Devan so whatever happened to Devan he did not care too much, the important thing is Devan survived the stabbing tragedy, Cahya then walked away wanting to leave.

Devan certainly did not accept being chased away by Cahya, she pulled Cahya into her lap and hugged her tightly.

"Shut up, I've been looking for you for so long, and then you've just kicked me out, you're a very bad woman"

"Devan we are grown up, we are separated,,, ekhmmm"

Devan kissed Cahya, she really misses this woman, the evil woman who keeps driving her crazy for not stopping running away from her.

Cahya refuses, but she will not be able to fight Devan's power, until there is a small hand that beats Devan.

"Don't bother my mama!" rafa shouted while continuing to beat up Devan.

They were shocked, Cahya then came down from Devan's lap and held his son, Devan also wanted to hold Rafa but Rafa did not want to.

"Mama, who the hell is this?"

"I'm your father" Devan said

Cahya looked sharply at Devan, she did not like the way Devan should have slowly told Rafa.

"Of course, I'm your father, just look at your very handsome face, it must be because your father is handsome"

"Mama said, my father is so ugly, I'm handsome because my mother is beautiful"

Devan was shocked to hear that, he had to give a lesson as soon as possible to Cahya Because he dared to badger her, it was Cahya who only held a smile.

Cahya then sits down, and Rafa is in her lap, Cahya explains that Devan is indeed her father.

Devan sits near them, trying to take Rafa on, Rafa initially unwilling, but seeing his mother nods him and wants to.

"Dad why so long come, I've been waiting a long time, mama said that if you come will definitely buy me a toy car like Deri's"

Rafa immediately hugged Devan, he was very happy that finally his father came too, Cahya got up from his seat and wanted to get up, but pulled Devan to continue sitting next to him.

Devan then brought Rafa to buy the toys he wanted, and many other toys as well, Cahya did not come with him waiting at home while doing homework, morning to noon he worked at the rubber plantation to tap the rubber sap, so did housework in the afternoon and evening.

Devan and Rafa come home in the afternoon, and when Cahya finishes cooking, Rafa looks very happy.

"Look, I have a lot of toys" said Rafa cheerfully, Cahya smiled at him

"Alright, save the toy first, now you have to eat first, can play if you have eaten, if it does not mean?"

"Ok mama, don't you eat ma?"

"No, I'll be going to work again soon, Rafa's at home with mommy huh"

"What do you mean Ayy, why are you so hearty?" devan

"I'm sorry, I'm just cooking for me and Rafa, you just go Mr. Devan Edhi Suseno, there's no way you're eating in a hut like this right?" said Cahya who then tried to push Devan out.

"Dad, eat both the same as Afa would?" rafa haggling, Rafa,

Cahya was shocked to hear, why they were quickly familiar, so far Rafa was very difficult to approach other people who had not been known.

"Rafa is indeed very kind, the most fatherly son

smart" said Devan and sat near Rafa.

Cahya could not do anything else, for a long time unconsciously she smiled at the interaction Devan and Rafa, of course they quickly get along, they are the father and son.

Devan suddenly looked towards Cahya, making Cahya startled and covering her face with her hands and trying to remove her smile.

"Your smile is always charming from the past" said Devan.

Cahya just scratched her neck awkwardly, and covered it by asking Rafa if she was full or not, Rafa nodded then after washing her hands she immediately approached her toy.

Before Cahya cleans the table, she asks Devan to leave, she doesn't feel good to the neighbors if there is a man in her house until night.

"Why am I your husband?"

"But they don't know, get out of here"

"No way" replied Devan who then walked up to his son.

Cahya cleaned the table and washed the dishes, she then dried the clothes that had been washed but had not been dried, after finishing she approached her son.

"Rafa's booby, tomorrow you have to get up early again, want to come with mama again right?"

"No ma, I want to be home with dad"

"Rafa baby, he, I mean, mom, your dad's not here tomorrow, he's gonna have to go again, and there's no room"

"Deri also sleeps with mom and dad, so dad can sleep with us ma"

"Rafa really is a smart kid, where are you going in the morning anyway?" devan said, then smiled mockingly at Cahya

"I have to work, you think it's easy to take care of the child" Cahya gets upset and goes to the kitchen again, she prepares for breakfast tomorrow fearing tomorrow morning misfortune, bad luck, because it looks like Rafa will sleep late at night because he has a lot of new toys.

Devan asks Rafa to play his own toy for a while, Devan then approaches Cahya.

"Sorry Ayy, your life must have been very hard all this time, sorry that I didn't look all the way here"

"No need to apologize, this is my choice, now get out of here, if you don't want to add weight to my life, I don't want to be burdened with anyone else's talk anymore by having you here"

"until when are you gonna be here, if you don't miss me, at least don't you miss your mom?"

"Don't ask about missing, I'm strong because there's Rafa"

"You're strong because of Rafa, then me? you never thought of me, even from the past, you were just busy running from me"

"You think I'm happy with my escape?? me,, "

Cahya could not continue her speech, it felt tight to tell, she did not want to cry in front of Devan so she turned away from Devan.

"Hurry and go, you don't want to scare Rafa with my screams or cries right?!"

Devan no longer forces Cahya, he then goes out and tells Rafa.