Cahya Looking for Light
Rafa and Rahna

Devan stroked the soft hair of his sleeping wife on the edge of the bed, it seemed like Cahya waited for him too long to fall asleep, Devan was indeed quite a long time in the bathroom, he said, he tried to hold back his anger and sadness first before going back to face Cahya.

Devan then fell asleep under the bed to keep his wife for fear of falling, if moved Cahya would have awoken, Devan continued to look at his wife's face from under the bed.

"Ayy, I'm sorry for making you like this, if I didn't force you to conceive again, this wouldn't have happened, you wouldn't have had to go through something like this, forgive me for always forcing my will" Devan continued to say softly while looking at his wife's peaceful face in her sleep, cahya's pregnancy has entered the end of the third trimester that makes it sometimes difficult to sleep, so when Cahya sleeps like this, Devan does not want to disturb him and just continues to keep him.

Long enough for Cahya to wake up and open her eyes, she still looked straight at the bathroom door, she thought Devan was still there.

"Darling, why so long, hurry out, forgive me," said Cahya slowly, Devan kept looking at her from under the bed.

"If I give birth by cesarean section, Dede baby does not have antibodies as good as those born normally, I do not want our child to be sick because I am not able to give birth normally, he said, the healing after the surgery will also be very long, and longer than the normal body, I will be afraid to go back to doing the activities you do every day,,," Cahya continued to talk without knowing that Devan had been listening from under the bed, Devan smiled at Cahya's heart, he did not think that he was also the cause of his wife did not want to do the cesarean section.

Devan then sat right in front of his wife who was still lying down, making Cahya scream loudly because of shock and reflexes hit Devan's head while closed.

"Aaawwhhhh, Ayy's sick" Devan held his head which hit Cahya.

"Why surprise me, how about I go straight!" Cahya held onto her chest that was still stubborn with shock.

Devan then got on the bed and asked his wife to shift so as not to fall, Devan grabbed Cahya and gently stroked her hair.

"Ayy, I'm not that crazy, I am indeed very addicted by your touch, addicted to your body, but I also won't impose my will without thinking about your condition, I promise I'll wait for you until whenever you're ready to go back to doing that after you give birth, but right now you have to be willing to do a cesarean section"

"If we used to do it again after Rafa was 3 years old because only then did we meet again, it means approximately 4 years, so if later also you fast for that long to wait, then, are you willing?" cahya asked with an amused smile, her face was still in Devan's arms.

"What, Aappa?!!" Devan screamed and let go of his embrace and looked at his wife's face, Cahya smiling cutely looking at him.

"Eatya do not be strong, so ever teased a plump girl" Cahya mocked her husband.

Devan was immediately silent and looked sad because Cahya re-emphasized the mistakes she had done, seeing the expression on her husband's face made Cahya feel guilty and immediately apologized, then re-entered Devan's arms.

"You haven't forgotten that yet?" devan said then stroked his wife's hair because Cahya did not want to let go of his embrace, it seems like he was embarrassed and felt very guilty for bringing it up.

"Sorry baby, forgive me," Cahya held tightly onto Devan's back and was unwilling to let go of his embrace.

"It's okay, I understand Ayy, it's not easy to forget, but I promise I won't repeat, thanks for sticking with me" Devan no longer tried to let go of Cahya's embrace just because he wanted to see his wife's face, Devan just continued to gently caress his wife's hair.

Devan realized, he just did not like when he saw Habib holding Cahya's hand, let alone Cahya who saw him so close and had been spiced by the Queen, fortunately he could fight, because otherwise, he could fight,, for sure now he will not be able to embrace and live happily with Cahya.

"Ayy, don't think about it, I'm not angry baby, and if I have to wait for you that long I must be too," Devan gulped, unable to continue his words, made Cahya smile and kiss Devan's chest.

"I won't be strong if I have to wait too long, because I always miss your touch" whispered Cahya made Devan smile happily.

"Aaaauuuwwww, baby let's go to the hospital now, it looks like I'm going to give birth soon" Cahya endured the pain and woke her husband up.

Devan immediately woke up and prepared everything that had to be taken to the hospital, Retno's mother and the whole family who were deliberately in Devan's house to accompany Cahya, they immediately prepared, they immediately prepared, mother Retno approached Cahya and stroked her waist to make her calmer.

"Darling, how long have you been contracting?" ask Retno's mother who already knows about pregnancy and birth.

"From last night ma" replied Cahya while enduring the pain and holding tightly to Devan's two hands that were touching her from the room, hearing Cahya's words all became shocked.

"Why didn't you say Ayy!!" Devan panicked, Cahya did not answer and just continued to hold her husband's hand, Retno's mother calmed Devan down.

"Devan, it's quiet, now we have to hurry" Retno's mother takes over to pick up Cahya and asks Devan to get the car ready immediately.

"Have you had very frequent contractions?" retno's mother asked again, Cahya held the door when the pain came back and did not immediately answer the question of her mother-in-law, Devan returned after the car was ready, so quickly Devan immediately held Cahya.

"Why Ayy, why are you like this, isn't the doctor saying it's still a week away" Devan continued to show his panic.

"This is the birth of her second baby, so it can be faster, you've calmed down and focused on driving" retno's mother answered and continued to wipe the waist of Cahya who sat in the back seat so that Retno's mother could continue to accompany.

Cahya was immediately placed in a wheelchair to quickly get into the birthing room after they reached the hospital, Cahya asked to stop and hold her husband's hand.

"Why are you like this!!" Devan then cries, but Retno's mother continues to calm him so that Devan relents and obeys his wife's will.

"But ma,," Devan tries to seek help from his mother.

"His mother is more entitled to determine, mama is sure that Ayya is strong, quickly enter the delivery room and accompany her"

Two hours filled with scenes of pain from his wife, the scratches and pulls of his wife on his body and hands he did not care about the pain because he knew that his wife was more in pain.

"Ooooeeeekkkk"

Finally the beautiful baby was born, Cahya immediately smiled instantly forgetting the pain, when the baby was directly placed on his chest, Cahya and Devan continued to pay attention to the beautiful baby, and the baby continued to look, occasionally Cahya bit her lips to feel pain from being stitched up, but the pain was meaningless to her because her baby had been born safely.

Devan still continues to hold Cahya's hand and ceaselessly kissed his wife's head while continuing to look at the beautiful baby.

All the process is not missed Devan, even when Cahya asked to take a shower to clean himself, Devan also came for fear of Cahya why-nothing or fainting in the bathroom.

"It's okay doctor, I've bathed her a lot, even almost every day" said Devan saw the doctor who continued to feel astonished, hearing Devan's words made Cahya pinch her husband slowly because he was still weak, the doctor smiled in embarrassment.

Devan is not disgusted or anything, because for him Cahya is everything in his life, especially now that he sees his wife's struggle during childbirth makes him love his wife even more.

"You're scaring me" Devan placed his head on Cahya's shoulder that had returned to sleep after taking a bath, Cahya smiled, she was still not free to move.

"Is it still sick? I'm sorry I hurt you" said Cahya looking at her husband.

"No Ayy, it's nothing compared to the pain you feel"

After two days in the hospital, Cahya was allowed to go home, her mother and mother-in-law took turns to look after and take care of the baby who was still not named.

"Darling, have you prepared his name?" when Cahya is finished being fed by Devan, Cahya can actually eat by herself, but Devan continues to force and not let his wife do any activities.

"Rahna, but I haven't thought of her last name, you rest first yeah, I'll see Rahna"

"Darling, don't do everything yourself, I can also do something, if it continues like this I will become spoiled"

"It's okay Ayy, I do want you to be spoiled for me, Ayy,, you are everything to me, you are the perfector of my life, from now on we will live happily with Rafa and Rahna" Devan held Cahya's hand.

"Thank you for the light of my life" replied Cahya and returned the hand of her husband, they smiled happily at each other.

💙 FINISHED 💙