DESTINY IS NOT WRONG

DESTINY IS NOT WRONG
Sunda Strait Will You Be a Witness?


No waving nyiur, no chirping and dancing seagulls like that


cheerful, do not see sea animals that can muffle all the rumbling anxiety


in the heart, just highlight the lighthouse lights from a distance, as a signal and


navigation, although the presence is only as a complement, but so


consistently he stood up, even though the waves tried to shake but he


stay faithful, even though he never knows what to wait for, even if he does not


never know how long he stood on the shore.


 


 


A breeze of wet wind penetrates through each pore hole, washing away the visible face


so tired, as if he were wiping it spoiled, like a mother who


trying to calm her child when crying.


“Haidar, you guys don't cry!!!” I tried to hold all the anxiety in my heart,


like the waves that are ready to hit the reef, sometimes time will break as well.


I tried to shake off this sadness, looking for busyness and Vicky caught the grief


as I felt, I knew he was pretending to be looking for a topic


to remove all the burdens of the mind that he knows.


“Pe, we buy yuk coffee? Or we find food, I'm laper.” Pe, the name of the greeting that it is


give it to me, even if it has no special meaning.


“Below there is a canteen, we find food there. All coffee, the grandson is cold.”


We passed one by one the stairs, the ship we were riding was not


it's too crowded, probably because it's nighttime and it's not a holiday, so


looks detached.


“Pak, indomie boiled two, coffee one and iced tea sweet one.” Without asking again, Vicky


already ordered it, maybe the principle of a guy who has ever felt like a person


this rich, what he eats should be the same as what I eat. But as far as I know he is


I have no money at all, heeeem, at the end of which I pay, habitually


longtime.


At length we tell stories, ranging from the problems of my marriage to the problems that he


the middle is natural, as if drugging and making us unconscious, siren sound


it surprised us and became a sign that in a few moments the ship would be leaning.


As soon as possible we finish the food and drinks we have ordered, as strong as possible


whatever this mouth is, it won't be able to sip boiled noodles and still coffee


hotter. Inevitably we have to separate it all and pay for it.


“How much is everything pack?”I asked the man with the bushy mustache. “Ninety-eight


thousand.”


“Maaaaaaaaaaaaaac! Expensive kallllliiiii..” Than I protested loudly with Vicky's act


want to order food without considering the state of the money in the wallet, want to


anger feels like I have to rethink, it is my responsibility anyway, because


I asked him to accompany me.


To reduce the annoyance, I tried to joke a little,”Pak, on board there is a clinic


heart no?”


“For what mas? “


“You check my heart, there is still nothing!”


Vicky immediately laughed out loud and he understood my point of asking


that was, because he knew the price for two bowls of boiled noodles and a glass of black coffee, he said,


plus the sweet iced tea is not as expensive as the waiter of the canteen said. But


natural because the price on the ship, twice as high, bahak


they just want to raise the price.


We don't have much time to debate pricing matters, given us


had to get down to the garage, a little late maybe we'd be left behind


bus. What has happened for what we are concerned about, is enough to be a story


and valuable experience, so that similar things do not happen again.


****


Bakheuni,


Through the Middle of the Night


The ship is now leaning on the dock, again there is no sun that we can see, no


there is a view as an entertainer of a troubled heart. At the end of the island, now


I leaned the little raft on the pier of the heart, the time felt so terseok ticking


every second, this far fetch my soul mate.


It turns out that it is not just in the lyrics of songs and poems of poets, when love calls


undaunted by the stepping foot, though the vast ocean would be flooded, the mountain


the high one I will climb, the sea of embers will cross, even if heard


exaggerated but it is a fact like this that I face.


An impatient heart awaits the sun behind the hill, an impatient heart awaits


the warm smile that came out from the lips of my girl who was waiting at the border of Musi


Two and this heart impatient soft voice called me, “Welcome duhai


my future priest, welcome to my heart space.”


The shouts of the conductor surprised me and Vicky quite a bit, the noise made


other passengers wake up from sleep,” Musiiiiiii..get ready Musiiiii!”


Julie gave the reference I had to follow to get to the people's residence


old man, “Jembata Musi I what Musi II yes?” I approached the conductor to


answered doubt.


“Pak, what's the Musi?”


“In front of the bridge Musi I,” The answer is like the busiest person in the world, jutek. And


I assure you that this is the Musi Bridge, on the left side there is a river


big, but why deserted the area so well? Worry ripples in the heart,


still hesitant to believe that in front of that is where Amelia promised


to fetch me.


Blow the sound of coins clashing against the glass on the door, making sure I get down immediately.”


Aaaah, this must be the place!” I try to believe in my heart, but what can I do


even if the place we were headed to was wrong, this leg had already stepped forward


we left the bus we were riding.


As soon as I called Amel, it was really


unwanted it happened, apparently we went the wrong way. These eyes are in


along the way, looking for an angkot that passed and we had to find an address


given by Amel, Musi II Bridge descends below and in the


there was Gandus' police station, I was told to wait for him there, Amel immediately


fetching us.


It's really hotter in Palembang than in Jakarta, maybe too


the distance between land and sea. Just a few minutes waiting, though,


this sweat is pouring. Behind us it seems the market was shocked, right on the edge


musi River which at that time looked so heavy and there was no one


the brave to drive by boat.


If not large current, the residents there are used to shopping on the boat


and use the boat as an alternative transportation to the third, after angkot


and a motorcycle. Maybe for those who have excess money, can afford


buying a private vehicle.


But indeed in the birthplace of the book of Simbur Cahaya, which was compiled by Queen Sinuhun


keeping a long history of Islam in the archipelago, Mahmud Badaruddin I was so


famous gave birth to descendants who later became the heir to the history of the sultanate in


Palembang Raden Muhammad Hasan or Sultan Mahmud Badaruddin II


Muhammad Husin or Sultan Najamuddin II, Prince Adikusuma, who later


prince Ariya Kusuma, Prince of Natakusuma, later titled Prince


Suriya Kusuma, all of which lead to Sayyidina Maulana Muhammad ‘ainul


Yaqin R. A. is none other than Sunan Giri, the area


it has a medium to low economic level, we still find a lot of houses


which is only bamboo walled and roofed rapids.


Almost half an hour looking for public transportation, not even we found, only


inter-city inter-provincial buses. Across the street, the middle-aged man shouted,


“Nak kemano?!”So loud he shouted, against the sound of the wind


it was so big and he approached us.


“Nak kemano?” He repeated the question.


At least I understand the dialect he uses, “ want to go to Musi Dua Bridge.” Answer me


a little awkward and didn't know what else to ask, because we were


I cannot speak Palembang.


“Come, Ngojek I bae.”


“How much money?”


“Duo tens of thousands bae.”


Without haggling any more, I did his offer, one bike for three


it was not seen protesting with our luggage and weight, so


enjoy the ride and so agile ride with his bike. Right downstairs


Musi II Bridge and we stood right behind the police station.


Just waiting ten minutes, a girl appeared with an accent hijab


flowers approaching us, “ How can you stray the bang?” Ask Amel


reaching out and reaching my hand, apparently he wanted to open a greeting as


form of welcome for me.


“Yeah, maybe because of embarrassment ask.”


“Makanya perverted on the road well Bang?” Replies


“Kita naek ojek aja yah? Into it is still far.”


I still didn't expect to find a soul mate so far, almost decades I


living in Jakarta, never thought of going all this time across the island,


as far as I go, it still revolves around the island of Java, once you went


to Jambi, it was also just one day-one night, no more, it was using


the plane is not on a ground like this.


Wish tonight I could enjoy the calm atmosphere, take off a moment tired a full day


on road. And tonight there's no choice but to rest, let's get some rest tomorrow


feels fresh.


I don't know why this heart is so restless.......