DESTINY IS NOT WRONG
Welcome to Dream Town
If you say, I am the most existent in social networks. At first I was indifferent but because of being an antidote to my taste, until I finally existed in cyberspace, began to greet each other until a serious discussion was once I followed in a conversation via on line.
Besides that, I like to write on my personal blog, even though the domain is free and I often post my writing on media forums and I like to read articles that I find interesting. So, there is no reason for us to fool ourselves with the existence of internet facilities that at any time we can access anytime and anywhere.
I started posting, started responding to responses and commenting on the status of friends who seemed upset, or responding to their status. For me this is a colorful world, and a place where I understand what the market wants.
There are account owners who are always shouting about conspiracies, hardline Islam and sectarian differences. It's a funny sight for me, “ Is there a well? People who justify their own religion with illegal and perverted lebel, with trivial reasons differences in the way of thinking alone are different.
Without realizing they themselves are blaspheming each other, justu has entered into the realm of conspiracy and provocation west.” There are also those whose status is upset, waiting for a mate, jealous to see his friend married,”gue?Howdy?!” There is also a request,”Oh my god!Hard bangeeeet siiih nyari job vacancy. Pliiis doong, find me gaweaaan!!!.” There are more that always appear with the words ‘RIP’ anonymous word from Rest in Peace which has the meaning of rest in peace. At a glance Wall on facebook is like a wall of wailing that is believed to have ‘Shekhinah’ and if praying there is the same as praying to God.
For me, what I post on facebook and twitter is not purely what I feel and think is more likely to discuss social issues that often friends on facebook naturally. And this is a wealth and a source of ideas that I can develop into a source of writing. And this is where the media for me to share my writing and do not rule out many of my friends on my account, most of the writers and publishers and some Ustadz whose status I can read at any time.
Including activities that I am experiencing at this time, I must have posted. Half of my day was friendly and let go of saturation on facebook what else during quarantine, there was nothing I could talk to because the two maids only come in the morning and go home in the afternoon.
After dusk a house as big as that I live alone. It is not the sound of his own atmosphere that gripped him, it is precisely this loneliness that does not make me dissolve in longing, about the late Father, Mamah and my brothers and nephews who are far away there. Almost, I was killed lonely and indeed this experience of my life for decades, only this time away from parents for a long time seems.
My schedule after completing the screenplay, hunting for a shooting location with the producer and production team, there was a chance for me to return to Jakarta, when there was a screen rule of some scenes that were worked on there. Even if one day, it was enough to quench thirst and it was not to meet them, but to prepare the completeness of the administration that I had to take care of for the manufacture of passports. Approximately six months from the initial process to production and screening of the film after a long discussion determined by the title, the, ‘Between Germany and Masjdil Haram’ activities that are quite tiring and need extra stamina.
One week we searched for a location that fit the scenario, Mas Febri, Kang Belman, Edo DOP, and Mas Lucky, this team as a determinant of a place that does have a similar point of view, if one of them does not agree then we cancel and look for another location.
The consideration is, the location is not leaked or too crowded with visitors who want to watch the filming of the film, from the sound should not be contaminated with other sounds.
And there are many more reasons for the location that is feasible or not feasible to be a shooting location later, based on conditional considerations and budget analysis, especially, great, and I just found out how complicated it is to work on a big-screen movie, not to mention the issue of venue licensing and security. One week, like a year for me because I'm not used to it and I have to escort the production of this film to completion. Huuf! It was exhausting, but my gratitude did not stop to speak at the hands of God until this very moment.
Schedul esetah completed the manufacture of triller, now entering the stage of selling this film to several clients who have long wanted to enter as a sponsor and this has become the task of Kang Dana and Mas Ryan as Marketing Communications or called Markom. And Alhamudulillah, there is no most crucial obstacle, which will make the team think until it has to work twice.
After that, the big shots began to be prepared within 40 working days, the shooting schedule had to be completed. I learned to be an assistant director and gave input so that the film remains realistic, in accordance with the script in the novel, although there are some scenes that must be cut because of the duration consumed.
We also finished shooting domestically for a month of work and this is the most difficult and critical stage we have to face, challenge after challenge, obstacle after obstacle, and kendal for the sake of obstacles we have to face, starting from the weather that can not be thought of, and again fun shooting we have to play cat-kissing with security officers, and again, ormas and anything else intent on finding an opportunity to make a dime or their side. Fortunately, this has been prepared carefully by a technical analysis team in which three producers.
After shooting or sometimes there was a break time frame I tried to steal the opportunity to just find out Vega, the girl I made sure would be a special guest at the primary gala later. She's the woman I'm going to appoint in front of the media for me to be my wife, the number one seat in the VVIP room I've prepared for her. Although still, he gave the answer,”Ngot know!” Every time I ask,”You want to be my wife?” but I kept clean hard trying to melt his heart to receive my proposal later.
“What's first?” Ask me to start a conversation.
“Nonton.” Usually if he has answered this short something that makes him upset.
“Just watch tivi?”
“Heeem.” If he has spoken words like this, he is usually sensitive and angry.
“Yaudah deeh you continue his activities, I continue shooting.”
“Neither, the usual gedeg horrors grannies the same grandparents fight. Tivi I gedein up to 25 volumes. “
“What do they fuss about?”
“WIL.”
“Na’udzubillah min dsalik. Papah?” “Iya.”
“Tuuuh that's why I hate men and finally I choose you for me to marry, like that's a man. Sumpaah! Until anytime I will not choose a man to be my life companion!” My candle to warm up the tension.
“By the way you are the same bedug.”
“Hahaha...Sometimes you're funny well.”
“............ ⁇ .......” He was silent, maybe smiling. “Kok papah can cheat? Though it is beautiful.”
“Neither know it, nor do they know it and only they know.”
“Heeem, means only mamah allegations and no valid data.” “But...”.
“But what?!”
“Hellllloooooow from small gw so on.”
“Wadddddddddduh!!” It turned out that the quarrel between mamah and his papa was ingrained, and I began to realize that Vega was really big in a family environment that was not harmonious.
“Eneeegh bangeeet no siih?! And the last three years began to dread the words divorce from mamah. Until I can just say, do what you have to do and I can take care of my own life because you don't care. And if you say I have no heart and no feelings, yups, you’re right I now have no heart and no feelings anymore.
This reason seems to make Vega afraid of losing the people she cares about and trouma her past so great for the size of a girl, it feels difficult to be able to accept me to be her lover, moreover, I demand for him to be my halal companion.
“Troumatis in life is also not good, household background and the past should make you more powerful. For me, a big storm must have separated a big building. And the rainbow will look beautiful when we have to enjoy the roar, thunder and heavy rain.
And I am sure that there will be a heavenly bidadara who will bring you to the edge of the most mighty land. You must know, Muhammad became a great man not because he lived on the facilities and parents or royal heritage of his father Abdullah. But a great Muhammad was because of the fruit of the upper
cut, straight, the jep God gave him. You know gold?”
I tried to throw in a simple question just making sure that he was still
listening to my words.
“Yeah tauuulaaah.”.
“For
to make you pure gold, you must be prepared to be sifted, sifted, burned
to be melted, then forged until the pure gold is formed, until
must be polished to look beautiful sparkle and high selling value.”
“Entaaahlaah.
“Iaaang, the household of mamah and papah is angry, as well as you who failed to marry, because Allah has a reason and He is Most Dear to you.”
“Where do you know that God loves me?!
While you know for yourself the background of my past is super angry. And as for my future companion, I dare to make sure that he will never exist.”
“Eiiiits, do not justify yourself as such and do not also obey the destiny of God, without you realizing at the end of the world either there is no future companion of yours who is looking for you, but he still seeks navigation and guidance from Allah in do’a and his night prayer to be soon met with you, until finally he himself was tired to look for you, then the hands of God will unite you, until you will finally smile and shed happy tears in the shade with him later. And here, no one else can feel the happiness as dear as you feel with him.”
“Heeeeem I knew for a moment that Vega must still be listening, only that she was the girl who wanted to confess her heart to what I was saying because her argument was broken with the assumption I was making.
“And that is when gratitude will be spoken from your little lips and tears that fall into tears of truthfulness of God's destiny. The sun tomorrow morning is more beautiful Iaaang.because there is a night that makes us cornered in silence and loneliness, the darkness is so gripping. Be a strong and resilient woman of the last days, soothe your heart in the never-ending dhikr, moisten your tiny lips with the Asma of God. Pastii....God will embrace you in His love and love.”
Now I began to realize with the reason that had begun to concoct why he decided his heart and feelings for me. For me Vega is a white rose on the edge of the abyss, which is not easy to pick, only the advantage is able to take it, if you want to pluck it must face a sharp thorn in the
sekastar. But it will be a pride in itself, when able to bring home white roses. And he will tell you not because of the flowers, but the struggle of the advantage when picking, while the white rose is just a special gift from God.
“Remember darling! Muhammad became an apostle that he did not easily get but there was a process that he faced from the time of grief, insults and scorn until finally he poured out his heart and soul until Allah considers this Muhammad worthy to be brought to Lahulu Mahfudz, crossing Shidrotul Muntaha it is because of a gift for a Muhammad.
I say, you are God's chosen woman by being faced with problems that maybe not all other women can go through and face. Because there is a special gift that God will give you. Think and befriend destiny someday you will feel peace in his carry. Sorry, not that I stole you looh!”
“It's okay, relax! I'm a little more calm. Tanks yaah love wejeungan for me.”
“So, the conclusion would be to marry me?”
“Heeeem...nggaaaak tauu! Already well, I want to shower and pray first.”
“Ooh yowis is okay. Assalamuailove you.”I try to intersperse jokes so that he feels I do not rush with questions like that.
“Iiiish, what siiiiiiih!!!” And little did I hear there was a laugh and a spoiled smile behind the speakers
handphones.
“You should answer, Wa’alikum sayaaang..or Wa’ailove you too.”.I don't mean to play with greetings, but it's my way of removing such a heavy burden on his head.
“Good...Assalamu’alikum.”
“Wa’alikum salam.”
I don't feel like my wife's time I spent talking to Vega, until Bablas hadn't had lunch, and I stole time for prayer, he said, then after lunch I returned to control production in the country. The day after tomorrow, I had to prepare for my departure to the city of my dreams, because of the schedule of the next shooting to Germany and the Grand Mosque, my plan of transit and deportation to Milan-Italy, he said, then I put a small hajj or umrah to the Grand Mosque.
“Bismillah walhamdulillah, walailahaillah wallahuakbar, walahaula walaquata illabillahil’il adzim.”