DESTINY IS NOT WRONG
Trapped by the Past

Forced BB belongs to Haidar must be upgraded because the loading is heavy. Plus the batrai that are not worth using. New problems arise, hampered communication, to reply to SMS only, must glare at ‘hrs of sand’ in the middle of the LCD.

“Ampuun bye! Can be high blood if this continues.” Haidar

Inevitably, it must be reinstalled, if you understand the name is also a given phone

people.

And the risk if it is not backed up, the data will be lost all. Includes, all BBM contacts on HP. True also his assumption, almost all lost, including the phone numbers of important people, friends of writers, publishers and artists from across the profession that Haidar had wrestled, including entertainment.

What to say, all has happened the only way, collect it one by one, ask there and here, plus promotion on facebook account.

Starting to arrive those who had a BB Pin, and from those who appear or reinvite, Haidar must ask one by one friends who are related to him.

Like a high school friend he got back from Andriansyah, if from my artist friends I ask back from Ibn ‘Elkayas’, if, Mas Eddy ‘Coffee without Susu’ as well as other author friends he searched from inbox on twitter and facebook. Although the results are not maximal, but little by little will be collected as well.

Well, what can I do, “start from zero well?” Mumbled Haidar in his heart imitating SPBU officers.

And there is an unexpected, the name of a strange woman appeared in his memory. “Who

this one?  Manda the name that was played on her blackberry id ?

Who the hell? I have no friends in the BB under the name Nanda. The name is too awkward in the ear, but for the sake of friendship finally Haidar accept the contact

From the beginning he accepted his friendship, the girl who claimed to be named Nanda was quite disturbing. Every time he wrote status, many times he also commented on Haidar's writings.

It's conceited! Sok perfect is what Haidar's mind. Exasperated by him, there are things that make him upset. Ever one time he wrote status, ‘ I Need Someone ..to rise up’

The girl suddenly commented.

“What do you want?!”This time there was no limit to his patience anymore, he actually went up.

To the extent that he was forced to persuade her just to ask for his mobile number, want to know what exactly he wants, and who is he? Which has disturbed the calm.

Sometimes midnight the girl interrupts with ‘nge-ping!!!’ and unimportant cross-broadcast.

Until finally Haidar can get his HP number, a series of questions I've prepared.About who he is? Where to stay and there may be other unique stories that I can find from ‘women who are not clear’ it.

"Is he the answer to my anxiety?" Hope Haidar.

Haidar recalls all conversations with him, starting from ordinary conversations. Around the house and daily activities.

“Gue lives in Pondok Indah," replied the girl.

Elite area in South Jakarta. But it wasn't easy to make Haidar believe him right away. He began to match back who he really was, which was enough to make him curious.

“Loh, work or college?”

“Gue work SPG in Bekasi. But now continue to study in Palembang.”

Since that night Haidar contacted him more often, he noble told me about him.

Before living in Palembang, South Sumatra, Nanda had lived in several places in Jakarta such as Olimo, Permata Hijau and in the Tanggerang area, to be exact Cileduk.The daily activities of this woman are only as SPG and as a teacher on the playground.

“Well, you yourself live where?” Ask the girl I saw on facebook wearing a hijab.

“Gue? Stay at home laaah, masssssaa in goat pen!” Answer Haidar who might make him keki. Haidar finally told me who he really was.

“Gue lives in Kencana Lima Daa area, my activities only help in the creative team of TV programs and now again the street reality show on TV seven. I was the first of six children and someone died first. My father had a stroke and Mamah was lying down because there was a pinched nerve in his waist.” Haidar began to tell me all without having to cover up.

“Sorry yes, so sad the story. Eeeh, by the way the five badge where?” Haidar knew he switched the conversation, maybe so that the atmosphere was fun again.

“The problem is I have a friend in Kencana Dua.” Add

“Decision Where was this?”

“My best friend lives in Kencana Dua.”

“What's the name?” I was curious, and finally ventured to tell the truth.

“Anggraini"

“Dewi Anggraini mean loh!” Haidar tried to reaffirm.

“Iya..kok loh know also?”

“Sempet deket also with him..”.

“Oooh Heydar!!! The Goddess has many stories about you! Waah, kasian really well often in-two-in the same him. Ckckckck...babar huh?!”

Finally I must be honest, that the girl named is a piece of Haidar's past that ends with a choice.

If he heard his name mentioned again, as if being a trouma prolonged in his life, many times he was betrayed by the girl when Haidar knew him, he was still sitting in the first grade of High School, he was still in the first grade, while Haudar's age with him is far adrift and I have worked in foreign companies, electricity distributors were quite well known in Francis at the time.

Appetite is quite large when compared to ordinary employees, especially Haidar only graduated from High School, entering work was only capitalized photo copy of ID card, considering that the owner of the company had known me for a long time.

Haidar met Dewi Anggraini introduced by his cousin, Faradillah who at that time they were praying Tarawih together and coincidentally on that night, I served as Bilal or Muadzin.

Saying greetings and greeting each other becomes the opening gate to know a Goddess who does live in one region and only a few different RT only.

Often he is caught being absorbed in love with a guy who does not know VIA mobile phone, if Haidar snatch he must be furious, big angry, and for three years having had a relationship with him during that time he was never allowed to see her. This-does the so-called love need openness?!

Everything has been given, until Haidar had to endure his pain in solitude for all the infidelity that was originally considered reasonable at that time, because girls his age was fairly unstable.

“Hellllooo Haidaaaar wake up brooo! You must be aware, many times the tablets are hurt. Your eyes are blind with love! Loh's wits are paved with the so-called pseudo commitment!!” He murmured in his heart.