DESTINY IS NOT WRONG
Small Heart Whisper,”Peace With Destiny”
Among the prostrations, I rested with all the limitations, if I did’a just to tell about the wounds that are now starting to become inflamed, reddened and even bruised it has made me have to surrender to enjoy his pain, even complaining I think it will still be painful and make me uncomfortable, I'm ashamed. Let me tell Allah of my happiness, for He knows not of tears. That is how I felt his pain, and I gave all my business to God by way of trust.
I went back to knitting my own nights, and asked destiny which brought me to pervade every gust of the night wind that would lead me into the mihrab of love, I was dissolved in dhikr and the canticle do’a hope that the news of my story in Al-Lauh Al-Mahfuzh there was my designation taken into account, including my household that was on the edge, and no longer know what God wrote in the Book of the Mubiins. What book is that ?
The Book in which God has recorded all the events in the Mahfuzh Way, from the beginning of time to the end of time. Both the story of the prophet and the apostle, the punishment that befell a people, the knowledge of the revelation of the prophets and apostles, of the creation of the universe and others. Even if we do not see everything, it is in the Mahfuzh Way.
Just so you know Haidar that Fate you can change!
“How great is it that man is able to change that destiny, while the Jinns and the devils alone do not allow God to peek at the kingdom of heaven. As for how I can be just a human being, it should be noted that my worship is more than my charity and worship.”
Heh! Heydar, you do not justify or dare to draw conclusions from the presumptions you think you do not know that all the destinies of God's creatures have been written by Him in Lahul Mahfuz, it could have been removed and changed by God or God decreed according to His will.
“But that's not logical in my judgment, because of the limitations we have right?”
But you never know, there is something you can change!Understand that Haidar!!
“Where can man's destiny be changed or erased by God, while it has not yet arrived
to-mu the science of it.”
Before the fall of Qadr there was a Qadha that you could ask Allah, your Lord who governs the affairs of his servants.
“With what, can change my destiny?! While only a holy soul alone is not able to change it all, is not?”
Who said?! The Prophet himself made the statement, "no one can change destiny but prayer and no one can prolong life except good works"
Obviously, that is if you can also be prejudiced against Allah. Remember that! Even if you are prejudiced against Allah, it is not important. But come back, it is only according to my glasses, let me be the first to hear your sorrow, and will be glad to hear you happy, that is all. The rest of God also restores us all, and it is God who will take into account all our deeds, though what we seek is not merely reward, or hunt heaven and fight hell, isn't that it?!
Haidar, almost half of your story I have heard, starting from your introduction to the girl I originally asked you to consider your good intentions to marry a woman from Palembang, Palembang, and I know that good will, because I have felt your attitude and your conduct Haidar, then there is no need for me to divide your heart to know how clean and pure it is.
May Allah repay your goodwill in marrying for the sake of Allah. And you proved yourself, that the sustenance of Allah is Vast, when you decided to marry, right?
“Well, you know that too. I got married only with sincere intentions, until within a month was able to collect tens of millions of rupiah, which you also know I was only an unemployed person at that time, the first time I wanted to marry Amel. “
And one thing Haidar, do not ever regret with your beliefs only because of the bitter experience you have experienced, he said, simply keep it neatly in a room of life experience that is not easily described and calculated using mathematical formulas even.
I am sure that Al-Jabar itself is unable to detail all the wonders of the hand of God that help you, from the process of marriage to the veil of secrets that God has revealed for you, be thankful that not everyone can be like you, that is marked by God so dear and do not betray His love, and not many people can get it.
Haidar, if a man is cheating is not very good at hiding him because of his careless and almost average nature experienced by a husband. But not so with a woman or wife, it is not easy for men to know her in addition to her indifferent attitude, plus many more important affairs than having to spy on her partner.
Not with you Haidar, God shows all of his unmitigated just by the recipe do’a Kumayl and Ratib Al-Haddad, and the practice of sunna prayer which is said to be able to change the determination of destiny, as well as the, without you realizing it has proven that destiny can be changed by do’a. Uh, where did you find your wife working with that guy?
“In kost-an number of entertainment centers in West Jakarta.”
And the one that I am proud of you is Haidar, when you are able to place and control your passions which may be easy for you to take the life of the man, but you yourself are so forgiving, maybe you have your reasons for not punishing them.
“Simple, let God judge, so that it will make me more able to hold my chest. And I thought for a long time, it's a state of law if I kill one of them, what's the big deal? No, it is not only I who feel the suffering of life, but will look to the father who is sick, and often complain no longer strong and ask God to take his life. Then, what is it with me killing, this affair reaches the world alone? No, it is the reckoning of God that will pursue me and drag me into the fire of hell, khalidina fiha abada. Then how about my dream of bringing Father and Mamah to be God's guests, not to mention with my work that OTW to be lifted to the big screen?! Could-can mess all affairs, just a case like this..”.
When was your novel taken to the big screen? There must be a big dream you are planning?! For this one you haven't told me.