DISPUTE OF HEART
Can an Asha get away from a Briyan?

What makes you survive one-sided love?

Why do you always have to overcome the name of love for something you really want to have?

Oye! For some people sincere love he said as long as you see him who you love happy, then you will be happy, that is the definition of the craziest and most hypocritical love that Asha ever knew.

For Berliana Asha, that love must clearly have each other and must reciprocate, no matter what, always stay next to our loved ones, and forever take care of each other. When you wake up, there must be him beside you, when the activity must have news from him, and when the night is approaching and you will go to the contest, then the one you love and the one who loves you should also be by your side, not knowing anything that happens.

Selfish? For Asha all is not selfishness, for Asha to protect what should be hers is duty, to lose makes Asha to be in an endless fear, to him a person who leaves his life is like asking him to die.

‘Sha?’ the voice from there greeted, making Asha immediately rise from her sleeping position, removing the oxygen hose still attached to her nose.

‘Ayang? You call me first?’ the girl's eyes sparkled, what a very rare occurrence when a Briyan could contact her first.

‘Hmh, I'm hearing Lo sick?’ briyan's eyes looked at the girl who was reviewing the smile on her pale lips, her eyes were so soft as well as puffy, it looked right if the girl was like a girl who was heartbroken.

‘Hmh, I'm sick’ Asha nodded and showed some infusion hoses stuck in her hands.

‘Where now? Already improved?’ briyan asked in an attentive tone.

‘Tadi not yet, now has’ Asha giggled, but a moment later Asha again noticed the face of Briyan who looks pale also weak.

‘A sick?’ asha continued without giving Briyan a chance to talk back.

‘Hmh, yesterday fever’ Briyan nodded in lie.

‘That don't hurt! Have you taken medication? Check with the doctor? Or does anyone want me to go there now?’ Asha nyerocos, with the body moving restlessly.

‘Gue is okay Sha, now it has healed’ said Briyan while forcing his smile.

‘Sha?’

‘Iya Ayang?’

‘Gue would like to apologize to Lo’ said Briyan with a guilty look.

‘Apologies for what?’ Asha frowned, the girl completely forgot about all the mess she had made yesterday, the behavior of Asha who attempted suicide, making everyone panic, especially Bi Inah, the old woman even fainted immediately after calling Asha's in-laws, until now Bi Inah was still syock to see the blood pooled, as well as the cutter knife that was then used by Asha to slice her own veins.

‘Yesterday Lo misunderstood Sha’ Briyan trying to explain.

‘Burn?’ asha's heart ached again considering that yesterday the one who picked up Briyan's phone was a woman, until the girl was prejudiced, and did want to harm herself because of frustration of all her thoughts.

‘Yesterday who picked up the phone I was sent by Gue Sha, his name is Angel, we happen to be working on a task that must be collected tomorrow, we are working on the task of ram-rame kok Sha, he said, and I happened to go to the bathroom again when Angle picked up the phone Gue’ explained Briyan at length, of course the explanation of the man was a hundred percent is a lie.

‘O yes? Sorry yes, I can't believe that Ayang’ Asha looked down, her face full of regrets.

‘Other times do not make up your own mind Sha, I asked first’ Briyan looked at Asha from the screen, the girl was seen bowing her head, her habit if she felt guilty or felt afraid.

‘I promise I will always believe the same Ayang’ Asha brandishing her little finger.

‘Yesterday I was jealous, I was afraid Ayang cheated on me and went away I’ Asha pursed her lips.

Briyan was still staring at Asha who was now looking at her.

‘What's not so bad about? I'm not going to leave you, right?’ Asha leaned into the question at Briyan who immediately let out a heavy sigh.

Briyan only nodded doubtfully without asking Asha a question, but the nod from Briyan had clearly made Asha satisfied, just like that was enough for Asha.

‘I hold Ayang promise, if Ayang tries to cheat or leave me, I will go and die immediately, we will never see you again’ threatened Asha seriously.

Briyan smiled, inwardly muttered ‘Can an Asha go away from a Briyan?’

‘Lo break ya Sha, I have a task, I'll call again’

Asha nodded obediently.

‘I love the same Ayang’

Briyan simply nodded lethargicly without wanting to reply to the expression from Asha.

Briyan decided to end her chat with Asha when the man heard the bell ringing, the man came to the door and opened it.

A girl was standing there with a bag of crackles in her hand.

“Bry? You've been snuffing out? This I make porridge for you”

Raisya. The girl went into Briyan's room without waiting for an answer from Briyan, placed the porridge on a small table and passed to the kitchen to pick up the bowl and spoon.

Preparing food for Briyan who was now sitting cross-legged in front of his small table.

“Eat first Bry, you look pale and lemes gituh” Raisya thrust a bowl that already contains the porridge.

“I'm not a laper Sya” Briyan shook her head.

“Let's eat Bry, finish it take medicine, or want me a bribe?”

Raisya offered, his hand nimblely directly grabbed a spoon of porridge and thrust it into Briyan's mouth, the man had refused, but Raisya forced, until finally Briyan ate fed by Raisya.

“After this you directly take medicine and rest yes Bry”

Like the mother of her child, Raisya takes care of Briyan who is sick, Briyan likes the tenderness of Raisya, Briyan likes the attention of Raisya, Briyan also likes Raisya who looks mature and understands her better.

However, now Briyan's guilt towards Asha also flashed, until when did Briyan have to continue lying to Asha and Raisya simultaneously?.

Briyan doesn't know.