DISPUTE OF HEART
No Sadarkah?

Asha threw away her gaze when her net looked at the figure who was smiling at her, greeting her with a call that Asha now hated.

“Ayang ..” Briyan approached and chuckled to himself, Asha turned her face away. Briyan deliberately called him that way just because she wanted to remind Asha of her past.

Mamih who saw the interaction of the two immediately broke the awkwardness that occurred.

“Bry .. do not tempt Asha, let's eat with Mamih and Asha” Mamih ready to reach for the plate for Briyan, but immediately Asha stood up, until Mamih hand movement is done.

“Mih, Asha went home first, pity Bi Inah at home waiting Asha” Asha reasoned, smiled thinly and then prepared to say goodbye.

“But Sha, you still haven't finished the food you” Mamih glanced at the bowl of Asha who had just eaten half of it.

“If you are not comfortable because there is me, I go aja” Briyan said sluggishly, his face looks so sad, and looks very sad, to make Asha feel bad and feel guilty.

“Eh, no, I did finish” Asha shook her head. In his heart he cursed, why should there be this feeling at a time like this?. Hhuuhhw ...

“Mih Asha said goodbye come home” Asha grabbed Mamih's hand, kissed the back of her hand, then hugged Mamih for a bit.

“Sha, it's night, you should go home delivered Briyan only, it's not good girls out night alone” Mamih offers something that clearly makes Asha feel like eating simalakama fruit. It is clear that Asha does not like the presence of Briyan, not followed how possible? Asha is not good with Mamih.

“It's okay Mih, Asha brought a car anyway, besides the distance of our house is near” Asha refused gently, while Briyan just listened, inwardly pounding incoherently, hoping Asha nodded her head, then say ‘YES’.

“Is that? Though Mamih was very worried about Asha” Mamih reviewed a disappointed smile, making Asha not feel good to see it.

“Yes already, Asha ushered Briyan course” Asha finally nodded in agreement, although inwardly continue to curse the situation, why should it be like this???.

YES!

Now, we can guess whose heart is the happiest now.

Silent.

That's what happened in the car that Asha and Briyan were riding, they were both immersed in memories of the past as well as imaginations of the future, for another heart together like this is so painful, but for another heart something like this is a dream that turns into reality. The Lord listened to his prayers, giving him a chance to say something that was never delivered. This is a golden opportunity for him. In the future, this opportunity may not be repeated. So thank him to the beloved Mother who has supported him wholeheartedly earlier.

“Sha ..”

It was Briyan's voice, the man tried to break the silence, greeting Asha with the softest voice of his.

“Hm” Asha muttered briefly, as if reluctant to respond to anything sourced from Briyan's voice.

“There is something I want to say” Briyan swallowed his saliva chelate, why is it so difficult now? Even to say what he wants to say.

“I think I feel awkward sitting this close to my ex-husband, especially in the past our relationship has never been good, silence will be the best solution for our relationship now, in the future no longer appear before me, for any business that” sound ketus Asha makes Briyan feel crushed, painstaking looking for a moment like this, then Asha says cruel things like this? Oh ... can Briyan curse Asha's words?.

“But Sha ..”

Damnit damnit! Why is the distance between Asha and Briyan's house so close? Until they arrived so quickly, even though Briyan still wanted to continue with Asha.

“His car breaks down again Den?” the voice surprised Briyan, Briyan immediately turned his head, it turned out that the security guard who the other day Briyan tricked was standing next to him.

Briyan snorted in annoyance, then picked up some red banknotes, then gave them away in annoyance.

“Make your mouth shut!” he said he immediately returned his car to return home.

The security guard who was paid money by Briyan was clearly ready to accept the money, refused Briyan had passed, wanted to be thrown away dear, it was clear where the money would end. Be clear! Get in his shirt pocket. Whistling softly, the security guard thanked Briyan inwardly.

While it was ...

Inside the house, Asha massaged her chest, anxiety, anxiety, hate, longing, everything melted into one, making Asha feel uncomfortable. Soon the girl ran to her room, pulled something out of her bag, grabbed a few drops of medicine, and then immediately downed her, until her body felt normal and calm.

“I love myself, I can forget everything” he murmured slowly.

***

“Good morning Bu!”

Asha smiled at the few employees who were greeting her, deciding to go to her boutique this morning was the best decision, in front of the sketchbook, Asha felt that she was in another world that could distract her from all the turmoil that plagued her life. Meeting with several clients makes him able to forget all the burdens that accumulate on his shoulders. Interacting with some employees can also bring back the smile of Asha. Really, Asha needs it all to be able to make herself more sane again.

“Pagi ..” Asha answered kindly, then immediately moved to her private room.

“Bu, there was a delivery for Ibu” an employee told before Asha actually entered his room.

“O yes? Who's the sender?” Asha frowned feeling like she never ordered anything.

“I don't know Mom, maybe a fan of Ibu” she replied with a cry, Asha just smiled and received the post with a curious look.

“Thanks”

***

‘Hay .. Happy eating! I deliberately send you breakfast this morning, so that you live the day, the spirit of work, the spirit of setting the future, especially if it is with me! Don't feel burdened, for what I say is the truth! Haha. You forbid me not to see you again, it's okay. But I can still meet you through breakfast, lunch, and dinner that I will send you every day. Don't pout! You're more beautiful when you frown, and I don't like you looking beautiful in front of other men. Don't forget to smile (Emot smile).’

From B.

Asha squeezed the paper tucked between the food box that was now in front of her, without wanting to open it, Asha already knew who sent her the food this morning. Asha immediately called one of his employees, gave it to him, and asked him to immediately remove the traces of the food, Asha really hated Briyan, could-be the man so aggressively approached him.

Don't you realize Briyan? What has he done in the past?.