DISPUTE OF HEART
Wedding Dresses

If .... on the way this time Asha wanted a car with Briyan, surely Asha would have heard how Briyan's heart beat went wrong. Briyan is unable to change anything that has become Asha's decision, including to leave by car each time they are on the way to the top, now Briyan can only hope, what he would do later could make Asha's heart melt even more. 

The car drove slowly as Briyan drove it, occasionally looking at the rearview mirror, making sure Asha was really behind them. 

“Do not keep looking, later stye!”

The voice of the Star interrupted Briyan's unfocused driving activities, and instead continued to look back, it was very desirable that Briyan bring Asha to want to sit next to him in place of the Star. 

“Although you see Asha continues, Asha will not want to be with you again, not muhrim” Mamih added. 

“Sabar, later also met, if God wants” Papih not to lose, contribute a voice, make Briyan became furious, but unable to say anything, Briyan continued to drive without a word, Briyan continued to drive, only the eyes are able to talk, how Briyan harbors all the feelings for women who are now driving themselves behind their cars. 

After passing the journey of a few hours from their home to the top, they finally arrived at the courtyard of a Villa, this Villa they had not visited for a very long time, not much had changed, he said, because Papih did assign someone to regularly take care of his Villa, Villa still looks neat, clean, and well maintained. 

Briyan got down from his car, followed by Mamih, Papih and Bintang, Briyan turned his gaze around, closed his eyes for a moment, still vividly remembered, in this Villa, Briyan fooled Asha, lying to him if Briyan is going to study abroad, even though Briyan is planning her affair with Raisya, there is really nothing more stifling for Briyan than all her regrets in the past. 

“Mamih same Papih entered first into” Mamih patted the shoulder of his son who is still a henchman staring at an artificial lake that is not far from the Villa, in that place too, he said, Briyan and Asha little had spent time together, where Briyan who always behaved less well to Asha, and Asha who did not want to give up on Briyan's attitude. Too many memories between him and Asha in this place, almost in every corner of this place has its own memories, both for Briyan and for Asha. 

Briyan did not expect this day to come, the day that regret was so suffocating her own neck. 

“Everything has not changed ..”

Briyan opened her eyes, then turned to look at the source of the voice that was now beside her, leaving a few steps away from her, Asha was staring at the same scene as Briyan, who was looking at her, the girl looks more beautiful from time to time, pink peach pashmina hijab makes Asha look more fresh and look soft and graceful. 

“Ada” Briyan replied without taking her eyes off Asha's face, which she could only see from the side. 

“What?” Asha again asked without turning to Briyan, a breeze blew on her face, the cool and fresh air instantly filled her chest cavity. 

“My feelings for you” 

Asha was speechless, the girl no longer wanted to listen to Briyan's next utterance, Asha intended to turn the body to immediately leave Briyan's side, but Briyan's voice again undoes Asha's intentions. 

“Then, maybe I was too naive, at my age who was too young I had to have a serious relationship with you, I can not think long, please forgive me Sha, I was almost crazy for all the burdens I had to bear, but .. once you left and I realized all my mistakes, I wanted to die because I had to bear my feelings alone, i. ... love you so much Berliana Asha” Briyan's heart feels relieved after saying the word, after her reunion with Asha, Briyan has not had time to say what she wants to say, about her regrets, about her regrets, his apologies, his struggles, as well as his love and affection for Asha after Asha decided to go and let go. 

“Everything has passed, what has passed will never come back again” Asha clenched her hands strong, then closed her eyes, when she felt her chest rumbling incoherently, all the shadows of Briyan's treatment, the sacrifice of her parents, and the, also the sacrifice of Asha which Briyan never considered continued to haunt his mind. 

Taking a slow breath, Asha tried to smile, Asha must be strong! Asha must be sincere so that her heart is happy again. 

Asha again undoes his intention to return away from Briyan, now the position of Asha has turned his back on Briyan completely. 

‘Which past time?’ asha's heart was upset itself feeling her increasingly unguided chest. 

“Sha, I want us ..”

Asha no longer wanted to listen to Briyan's words, the girl chose to leave Briyan with all her words hanging, Asha could not listen to the words of the man who had incised the wounds and love in her heart, everything has been imprinted on Asha's heart, and may never return to fullness as before. 

*** 

“Kak Asha is getting more beautiful?” star speech makes Briyan who is fanning grilled chicken turn to the object that is being talked about Star. 

It was already night time, and they decided to barbeque in the side yard of Villa, Briyan and Bintang in charge of fanning chicken, fish, also sausages, as well, while Mamih and Asha are in charge of preparing food and seasoning in the kitchen which only has a glass partition in the backyard, while Papih only sees their every activity, while occasionally commenting unimportantly, the atmosphere was so warm and cheerful, the joke of the Star was able to melt the atmosphere, plus the jokes dimeh from Papih and Mamih made the atmosphere become somewhat warm, while Asha looked more silent, while Asha looked more, only occasionally smiling in response, and Briyan, the man just fell silent, reluctant to comment at all. 

“Since when did you call Asha Big Brother?” Briyan frowned confusedly. 

“Since he apologized and explained about the misunderstandings in the past, after I thought about it, everything was my fault, I can not think mature, I can not think mature, I'm also the one who thinks childish” Star admits its mistake.

“Now I have bad relations with Kak Asha after knowing how good Kak Asha” Bintang bowed his head with a sigh of heaviness.

“Emang Asha does what kind of kindness do you have?” Briyan asked with a curious look.

“Kak Asha made me a wedding dress, but it turns out it was actually ..” The stars hung up her words, her breathing sounded like tightness.

“Actually?” Briyan was very curious. 

“The bride's dress was not specially designed for me” Asha stopped her hand which was fanning the meat in front of her.

“Then?” Briyan stared at her sister intensely, an impatient expression beginning to dominate.

“The bridegroom was designed by Kak Asha for his own wedding, but Kak Asha said, maybe for the rest of his life, Kak Asha will never use his dream dress”

The words of the Star made Briyan flabbergasted, in the heart a million questions instantly swarmed his head. 

“Why?”