DISPUTE OF HEART
I'm A Widow

The beautiful panorama in a luxury restaurant makes Asha a little admire all the ornaments created because of the designer's cold hands, surrounding his gaze once in a while Asha clucked so amazed, the typical music chants accompany the view of Asha, the, occasionally his hand knocked on the glass table in front of him with a circular shape, a stiff smile was carved with a forced, then to eliminate nervousness as well as his annoyance Asha occasionally sipped cold drinks his order a few moments ago.

Meanwhile, in front of him now sits a handsome man with a typical European face, a tall stocky body, also eyes with a distinctive lens color that makes Asha a little amazed, but ... just to the extent of it, nothing else, white skin as well as neat hair, the nods that are so polite should also make many women fascinated. Not to mention her background that comes from a good family and being should make Asha scream because she is proud to have been introduced to the smart and almost perfect man.

“You turned out to be beautiful, exactly as I expected”

His words made the atmosphere of silence and cold now changed, Asha responded with a smile, then nodded “Thank you” only that Asha was able to say, something stuck in Asha's heart when looking at the man in front of her.

“My name is Robert” he said politely, start introducing myself.

“I Asha, Berliana Asha” said Asha with a faint smile.

“Wow, a Beautiful name, like his person” said Robert in a sincere tone of admiration.

“Thanks”

Brief introductions occur, meaningful pleasantries begin, from the short chat Asha began to understand where Robert was talking.

Robert was betrothed to Asha by both parents because of age, the age of Robert who was more than three heads made his parents worried, and took the initiative to betroth Robert with Asha, who was already over three heads, in fact, he is known as the nephew of Om Hans, the famous businessman in the country now.

Asha chuckled amusedly at the reason Robert was betrothed, Asha thought the reason to be betrothed because the ripe age only happened in her homeland, only, but in fact, in foreign countries, there are also parents who think like such a conservative.

“After this short meeting, I was able to conclude one thing” Robert said after a long time of conversation.

“What?” asha asked a glance at Robert, then immediately lowered her gaze. Actually, if not to appreciate Om Hans, Asha does not want to meet Robert, let alone be paired, oh! Comeon! Asha still did not want to have a serious relationship with any man.

“Sounds like you”

That short? Why is it easy for someone to drop a heart and say love?

Asha shook her head, for her it took quite a long time to decide to fall in love and then heartbreak, including Briyan first, Asha took a while since she was little to fall in love, Asha also took years to be ignored, just decided to separate and ready for heartbreak. Ah .. indeed the matter of the heart is such a complicated matter, Asha realized it all, the level of human sensitivity must be different.

“Thank” Asha nodded her head appreciating Robert's decision.

“So, will Asha marry me?”

Shocked? Of course not, Asha still displayed a flat, cold face, but forced herself to keep smiling.

“Thank you very much for your offer Robert, but I think to establish a relationship it's good we get to know each other further.”

Robert chuckled, The man is getting more handsome if he smiles like that, Asha admits it.

“Asha, I already know who you are, your family, and how you are, that's why I decided to invite you into a serious relationship”

Oho! Of course Robert will think so, Robert's family is a family of business people, obviously all the benefits they have calculated including from the relationship that will be established with Asha, he said, but Asha was not sure whether Robert knew his status?.

“Do you know my status now?” Asha asked carefully, Robert speechlessly frowned.

“Status? Aren't you a girl?” Robert asked again.

Exactly right! As As Asha had expected, Om Hans did not explain his status to Robert's family. Om Hans covers up the truth, while Asha no longer wants any lies when he has to establish a new relationship with anyone.

“I am a widow”

Asha's confession made Robert speechless, his eyes lowered, his hands drooping, Asha still paying attention to the situation.

“Lumayan lama”

“Reason for divorce?”

“Not soul mate”

“Have a child?”

“Not”

Robert was silent for a moment, as if weighing something, until finally Robert said.

“Oh ... status is not important to me, everything is the same, we live in modern times, is not it Asha?” robert asked with a big smile.

“It should be so, but it would be better if you say this news to your family” Asha said later, Robert nodded in agreement. One thing Asha now knows, Robert's family is not an open family and a free family like a family that lives in other western countries. Asha understands. Everything could have happened. Not all families live in a freedom of opinion and free to make decisions, some families are still old-minded, also closed to modernization.

Today's meeting ended, Asha came home and refused when Robert would take her, they separated and went home to each other.

Asha sighed heavily upon arriving at the Om Hans residence, her steps were a little careless, Om Hans was the only one of her family left, how could Asha possibly refuse Om Hans' wishes? Who constantly betrothed Asha?.

“Home home Nak?” the gentle greeting of Aunt Inggrid made Asha come to her senses from her daydream, Aunt Inggrid immediately led Asha into her house.

“Sit Sha!” Om Hans who just hung up the phone immediately approached Asha, Asha said, then immediately sat opposite Om Hans, while Aunt Inggrid immediately left after giving a glass of water to Asha.

“Why did you tell Robert if you were a widow of Sha?” Om Hans massaged his forehead in annoyance.

“Because it is such a fact that Om” Asha looked up, looking at Om Hans who looked so frustrated.

“Sha, haven't you been touched by Briyan? You're still Sha” Om Hans girl looking at Asha inside with a disappointed look.

“But in reality so Om, Asha can not lie anymore, touched or not, but Asha has been married to Briyan, then we divorced, it's fact Om!” Asha began to panic, her tone of voice rising.

“Sha, you don't have to worry about all that! You just say if you're a girl, because that's also the fact, your marriage is only limited to paper, it won't change anything! Ye know? What happens after what you do?” Om Hans stared at Asha sharply.

“The Robert family canceled this matchmaking, they did not want to have a widow's son-in-law” Om Hans heaved a heavy sigh.

“Asha is getting remarried to a man and his family who are willing to accept Asha for who Om is, look! Just heard the status of Asha, Robert's family had refused outright, then how could Asha live with such a family in the future?” Asha looked up, looking at the Om who looked dizzy.

“Forget Briyan! Don't let the past cover you up Sha! It was a long time ago, you shouldn't still remember it! Don't you think Om doesn't know what's in your head!” Om Hans stood up, then left Asha alone in the living room.

Asha clenched her hands tightly, indeed who could resist feeling? Is not love a fitrah?.

The sound of the ringing of the phone ripped the daydream of Asha, immediately Asha grabbed the flat object and stuck it in her ear.

‘Yes, Sarah?’

‘Bu, all the business here is done Ma'am, according to Mother's orders, I have signed a new building contract that the other day I suggest Ma'am, so we just move in our goods, we just move in, location and place I have sent the same Mother, how do you like it?’

‘Hmh, I like, the place is good Sar, you set it up, start moving tomorrow, the day after I return to Indonesia Sar’

‘Oke Bu, see you the day after tomorrow at Bu’'s new place

‘Hmh ..’