DISPUTE OF HEART
Very Hard Your Heart Sha

The news that Asha heard made Asha's heart feel stopped beating, remembering the story of the beautiful past they had passed together, between Papih and Asha, Papih who was always good, Papih who was always good, the wise man who always accompanied him after his parents went before God, Papih took Papah Asha's responsibilities as a Father.

Papih who always smiles, Papih who always carries Asha when Asha is sad, Papih who always comes when Asha is in trouble, even when Asha creates a lot of problems in school, The papih that Asha had always been proud of the world, was now lying in a hospital gurney, her eyes closed, her face withered, not as fresh as the day before, not as before, the day that five years ago Asha decided to leave also all the sweet memories and wounds that Papih's son had once inflicted on Asha's heart.

“Flag ..” Asha was no longer able to stem her tears, the clear circle fell down on the hand of Papih that Asha was holding. The sound of a monitor that monitors Papih's heartbeat is heard, Papih was declared into a coma after Papih had previously fainted due to the disease he suffered. No one knows what will happen next. Age is not a human affair.

“Saafin Asha who has not been able to repay all the kindness of Papih” Asha's cries began to sound, in her heart cursing everything that had happened, just because of the pain that Asha suffered due to Briyan, she said, Asha becomes obsolete to her former in-laws. There is no problem between Briyan's parents and Asha, only the pain incised by Briyan is the trigger of all the confusion that occurs.

“Sha ..” The soft hand is now holding tightly onto Asha's vibrating shoulder.

“Papih always said, if Papih dear Asha, Papih also said he said Papih apologized for not being able to take care of Asha, like when Asha was still living near us”

Asha raised her head, looking at Mamih who was now also staring at Papih who was still silent, Mamih's eyes were so swollen, maybe before Mamih was crying too much because of Papih, Papih, he said Mamih had also fainted a while ago.

“Asha also dear Papih, sorry Asha has ignored Papih” Asha back sobbing, no longer strong to say anything, Asha drowned in her sadness, she said, a shadow as Papah left Asha forever flashed in memory, traumatizing Asha again, to make Asha feel the greatest fear.

“Papih knows that dear Asha Papih” Mamih patted Asha's shoulder soothingly.

Hygiene ...

A few moments were heard only the sound of the supporting tools for the body Papih, Asha and Mamih chose to be silent, drowning in their respective daydreams.

Meanwhile, outside the room where Papih in the care of Briyan was scrambling her hair frustrated, feeling that she had failed to become a child that could make her parents happy, Briyan chose to beat the wall repeatedly as an outlet for her frustration. Until the cry of nature is heard, Briyan realizes one thing, that Papih and all that are on this earth are the property of God, Briyan does not regret or feel possessed, Briyan does not regret or feel possessed, because in fact all is an almighty duty, everything will be taken back when the time has come.

Walking gontai, Briyan chose to leave the place, stepping towards a mushola, Briyan knew, for now Papih only needed do’a.

***

Kkrriiiieett ...

The door was opened, visible there Asha was still sitting on a chair beside the Papih Brankar with Papih's hand still in his grasp, the hijab woman fell asleep beside Papih with the rest of the stuffing that is sometimes still heard, while in a chair not far from her, Mamih was also sitting with her eyes closed, apparently too long crying makes the two women of other generations feel tired and unconscious asleep.

Briyan sighed heavily, at the sight beside Asha there was also a Koran that was still open, possibly while waiting for Papih, Asha had read the Quran, Briyan felt touched, probably while waiting for Papih, his chest warmed up to see Asha now, Briyan's admiration was growing, and all those feelings could not be prevented.

“Sha ..” Briyan tries to wake Asha up slowly, fearing interrupting Mamih's rest.

However, Asha did not budge, remained asleep so soundly, even though his sleeping position was very uncomfortable, it is certain Asha will experience aches and stiffness when waking up later.

Briyan's hand was ready to wake Asha, but soon stopped when she saw Asha's clear eyes blinked, Asha scaly her eyes, then immediately circulated the view, feeling her stiff nape, stiff neck, asha's gaze stopped on the figure of Briyan who was now staring at him without blinking.

Asha gasped in shock, it's already night? It was still afternoon, why did time pass so quickly? Asha rubbed her face, immediately she tidied up her appearance, grabbed the bag she was carrying and started to leave the room, having already said goodbye to Papih who was still asleep for some time.

“Sha, I anterin, it's already night, not good girls out night alone” Briyan offers with kind heart.

“No need, I can myself” Asha refused blatantly.

“Sha, your danger ..”

“I want to take a taxi online, you calm down, everything will be fine” Asha brushed off Briyan's hand, with a low voice Asha again refused Briyan's offer.

“Don't ngeyel Sha, it's been very night, out of danger for you”

Without further ado Briyan pulls the end of Asha's sleeve, then takes her out of the room to the parking lot, not wanting much drama, Asha enters Briyan's car by force.

Along the way, the atmosphere was so quiet, no one intended to start the word, both drowned in their respective daydreams, until arriving at the grounds of the magnificent house of Asha Briyan stopped the speed of his car.

“Thanks for accompanying me today Sha”

“I left because I love Papih very much, not because I deliberately want to accompany you” Asha asserted, making Briyan a little stunned but also can not deny the spicy words of Asha.

“Alright, thank you for your affection for Papih” Briyan straightened out, it is better to give in than He should return far from Asha.

“It is appropriate that I do this for Papih, for me Papih is Papah” said Asha while opening the car door, leaving Briyan who is now gripping the steering wheel firmly.

“Very hard your heart Sha” Briyan muttered in annoyance.

Meanwhile, Asha began to walk towards her house, no matter what Briyan was still in her car, there was no intention of asking Briyan to stop by first, Asha doesn't care about that.

Asha's step was stopped when he only realized there were many sounds of notifications on his phone, slowly Asha opened his phone, he said, his eyes widened when he saw how many calls and chats from people who had been promised by him this afternoon.

‘Sha? You where? I waited for you’

Abhimanyu ...

Asha's mind grimaced with tears.