DISPUTE OF HEART
Bad Memory

The smell of the morning with the air so fresh emanated from her sense of smell, Asha closed her eyes while breathing the morning air that was soothing, a little tranquility peeked in her chest cavity, as she closed her eyes, away from the frenetic make it more able to relax.

This is where Asha now, enjoying all the natural beauty that God presents, fled from the reality that made his heart so tired, now he can no longer meet the man he had previously loved, he said, even to look into her eyes, it felt asha's chest was so sore.

For a moment, the girl needs to pull over, calm her heart, make her mind up, so that when she decides to return, Asha is ready with a new person as well as a new life page.

“I remember something, but I don't know what, the shadow feels blurry even I have a hard time recalling it, but my head feels squeezed strongly as I try to keep remembering it”

Asha revealed what she felt to a middle-aged woman her age Mamih-in-law.

The woman was sitting on the side of the bed, while Asha was now sitting on a sofa chair, slipping her legs until she felt comfortable.

“What does Miss remember?” ask her while smiling gently.

“I heard no scream Mamah, growling Papah, also there ..” Asha stopped her speech, then her eyes closed in remembrance even further.

“Do not be forced if you do not remember, and it would be better if Miss does not remember him” he said later, making Asha look at him confused.

Instantly Asha's eyes bulged, when the blurry shadow had seen real “Blood! I saw a pool of blood soaking my clothes, and .. awwwhhhh ..” Asha again held her head tightly, her eyes were already watering withstanding the pain.

“Do not force! It will hurt you even more Miss” doctor approached, holding both shoulders of Asha to calm down.

“No! Since yesterday, the shadow had gotten stronger, I seemed to be in such a bad situation, but I don't remember anything.” Asha grimaced.

“It could be because of sympathy, maybe Miss cares too much for others who experience bad things, then Miss feels like Miss also went through the same event” doctor suggested Asha back.

“No! I'm sure it's me, but why don't I remember it at all?” Asha asked with a curious look that was so noticeable.

“Quiet Miss, relax, everything will be fine, Miss is a very strong woman” the doctor smiled at Asha who was still with a look of confusion.

“Really? Everything okay?” Asha looked at the woman before him with an agitated look.

“All is well, Miss is stronger than anything, all can be passed easily” he said again calm and confident.

“Yaaaa, I've started to see that bad shadow ever since I came to this place, and passed through the silent streets before I headed here, I guess this place is storing something? Is that why Mamih forbade me to come to this place?”

“No Miss, maybe Miss is just exhausted, Miss has just been heartbroken, and it makes Miss think of a no-no” doctor reassured, he said, trying to raise a thin blanket that has now covered part of Asha's body, so that the girl is not too shivering with the cold weather.

“Break of heart? Hhhh .. I remember that traitorous man” Asha again clenched her hand strong.

“But, wait! What should I remember about my relationship with my unfaithful husband? Nothing, other than my protracted stupidity. Letting my heart fall too deep, until I get hurt bloody.”

“I hate him! Hating him half dead!”

As soon as Asha's mind was diverted back to Briyan's betrayal, Asha's hands clenched, her teeth clenching in anger.

“Nona, drink this, this is a multivitamin that can make your rest calm” the doctor handed over some medicine caplets, until Asha down, in a matter of a few minutes, Asha calmed back in her sleep.

“Ya, Sir?” the doctor raised an incoming call on his phone.

“How is my nephew doing?” ask the man across there in an anxious tone.

“Now better than before, it's just ..” the doctor hangs his words.

“Why? What happened to Berliana?” ask him in a panic.

“Remember Miss Asha now little by little has returned, Miss Asha has remembered the blurry shadow of her bitter memories with her parents”, clearly the long-haired woman with a long sigh.

“How can? Didn't you lock up Berliana's memory of the incident?” panic is the sound at the end of it.

“Yes, but apparently the memory is back, even though it is only half-half and still blurry, it could have happened Sir, if Miss continues to be depressed, overstressed, and tries to think hard, he said, Miss Asha is also now back to the scene where it once happened, to trigger memories that could have returned” explained the doctor later.

“Then how? What am I supposed to do? What if we just open Asha's memory back? For him to remember that truth, would it be good for him?”

“If we reopen Miss Asha's memory, then the risk is that she will experience more pain than when she sees all those events, it will hurt Miss Asha even more, I'm afraid Miss Asha won't be able to resist it” the doctor's remark made the man across there shuffle his hair in frustration.

***

“Finally you come also young” cynical gaze aired from a man towards middle age, his age is approximately under Papih Briyan, but his stature still looks fresh and youthful.

“Om Hans?” Briyan was wide-eyed, when he realized that the person he met was the uncle of Asha, his wife.

“Yes, this is me” the man called Om Hans glanced with one eye, letting the handsome young man before him fix his sitting position comfortably.

After that, now they have sat face to face, looking at each other with a view that is difficult to interpret.

“Your eyes are so beautiful”

Om Hans started to open the conversation, looking into Briyan's eyes so sharply, making Briyan's forehead shrivel in confusion.

“Means Om?” briyan asked curiously, these words of the man before her, Briyan sure are not just pleasantries.

“You don't remember him Briyan?” asked Om Hans with a mocking look, making Briyan even more confused.

“Considering? What is Om?” about Briyan wondered.

“How do you have such beautiful eyes? How can you now see the world, try to realize your dreams, how can you see other beautiful women, to dare to betray my nephew, do you not remember anything?” Om Hans intimidated, making Briyan frown deeply, until his mind wandered far away, the more he remembered about the past, the more Briyan's head hurt.

“M means Om what?” briyan's tears almost flowed, her hands clutching her head tightly which felt increasingly painful.

“I mean is ..”