DISPUTE OF HEART
Lo That's Great!
This afternoon the sun is at the top, the atmosphere of the metropolitan city is not spared from the hot weather that makes anyone feel his skin burned, he said, dust pollution and traffic jams on the streets during lunch break make most people upset, upset because they do not want to overheat, but on the other side of the stomach they have also been protesting for rations, he said, like the Emak-Emak who marched in line. It must be calmed down so that there is no chaos.
Asha came out of her luxurious car, walked gracefully with great courtesy, the clothes she used were so beautiful similar to the hijab that adorned her head, perfecting the beauty of Asha which had been plenary for a long time.
His eyes circulate looking for the figure who had invited him to lunch together, meeting Abhimanyu was actually not an important agenda for him, but .. Again Asha felt bad for the handsome man, again, because it has helped him too much in the business of establishing his business, just think of this as a form of Asha's return to Abhimanyu.
“Sha!”
Asha turned to the source of the voice, seeing Abhimanyu already sitting on one of the chairs in the restaurant, Asha approached, glancing at the man who was developing his smile.
“I should have picked you up Sha” he said starting the word.
“What's wrong, I prefer to drive my own car, if we are too often together, fearing a lot of slander” Asha smiled thinly while flipping the menu book.
Abhimanyu shrugged his head, now that Asha is a hijab woman, of course it will be more difficult to approach her, Asha is very distant and trying to keep herself very tight, she said, a new challenge for Abhimanyu to melt the hardness of Asha's heart.
“What do you want to eat Sha?” Abhimanyu switched the chat.
“Anything, I love all food” Asha again smiled, circulating a glance around the restaurant that turned out to be so crowded.
“Ramai Sha, because this is lunchtime” Abhimanyu as if he knew what was in Asha's mind, Asha just nodded lightly, then the atmosphere returned silent, then, Asha did not have the chatter material to just open a speech with Abhimanyu, but in contrast to Abhimanyu, the gentle figure was also funny again opened a small talk, Asha responded calmly, occasionally smiling, smiling, and making a few small talk, occasionally answered, and occasionally Asha responded to every word Abhimanyu said.
“Sha, someone wants me to talk to you”
Asha had guessed, if there was anything else Abhimanyu wanted to talk about when the man invited her to lunch together. Asha nodded lightly.
“Iya, can”
“Later after we finish eating Sha”
Asha again nodded in agreement, continuing her lunch quietly.
Asha's eyes re-circulated when they had finished their lunch, as Asha's body pecked when her eyes met the eyeballs she had once admired, in one of the chairs in the corner, Briyan was looking at Asha and Abhimanyu with a look of annoyance and disappointment. Asha turned his face, immediately saying goodbye to Abhimanyu to go home first, walking hastily Asha did not care about Abhimanyu's call to him.
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‘Who is happy to applaud?’
Prok .. prok .. prok!
Duk ... duk .. duk!
‘Who is happy to hug Brother Asha??’
‘AKKUUUU!!!’
Asha chuckled amusedly when more than ten children embraced her affectionately, they scrambled to hug the beautiful Brother who had visited them many times lately.
“Let's not wrestle hugged Kak Asha, later Kak Asha crowded!”
Asha gave a sharp glance at the woman and a man who was looking at her ignorant, but could not do anything in front of the children, Asha could only enjoy the moment with pleasure.
Feeling dizzy with all the turmoil he felt, Asha preferred to go to one of the orphanages that the last year he often visited with Gendis and Vidi, too, the couple was so compact to accompany Asha to meet her foster children, Gendis and Vidi are also donors in the orphanage.
Together with the children make the burden of Asha a little reduced, seeing the pure laughter makes Asha understand, if on this earth, not only filled by fake humans, see the naivety make Asha understand, if on the face of this earth, not only filled with false humans, see the naivety make Asha understand, if all this time there are still people who love him and pray for him wholeheartedly, seeing the cry of loneliness because they do not have parents, make Asha aware, if on this earth, if, there are humans who suffer more and are sick than themselves, sometimes, there are times when we can realize many things from the figure of a small creature that they call children.
“Where is Lo's heart now? Are you safe?” Gendis thrust a cold drink at Asha, they were sitting on an elongated bench, looking at the children in the distance who were laughing cheerfully who were being nurtured by Vidi.
Asha turned to her friend who was now also staring at the same scene with her.
“Seneng yes if you have a husband who is the same frequency as us, whatever we do is always supported wholeheartedly” Asha muttered, but the mutter was heard clearly by Gendis.
“Sha .. If Lo thinks between Gue and Vidi during marriage never have a problem, then Lo is wrong Sha, and, I'm the same Vidi even though we have the same hobbies and likes is still a lot of Sha problems, just that I never shared household affairs I'm the same general audience” Gendis explained, gendis drinks his drink occasionally.
“Didn't you guys love each other?” Asha frowned deeply, however, a pair of people who loved each other would not hurt.
“It's just a prejudice Lo aja Sha, the same, the name is also human, must always be youuu just have a problem, have a burden, often fight, the same Nyokap aja who has clearly been menggahirin I, giving love from Gue Orok until this big, I often fight, let alone the same Vidi, he was originally a stranger, I don't know who he is, just by chance God predestined us to be a match, just by chance, just like Sha we also often fight” Gendis glances at Asha who is now closing his eyes.
“Sometimes I envy Lo Dis, Lo has everything, has complete parents who love Lo, has a husband who loves Lo, follows all the wishes of Lo, sometimes I think, why the hell do I have to marry Briyan at a very young age, so widowed in adolescence, have severe trauma, my parents are gone from my life for good, why don't I meet a soul mate like the Dis?” people Asha further closed her eyes, imagining all the turmoil in her heart.
“Sha, each person was tested in a different way, what Lo has now could be someone else's dream, Lo beautiful, pinter, rich since in the womb, Lo cute, cute, funny, Less especially as a Sha woman?”
“But ... I'm ..”
“Sha! One thing you have to do now so that Lo's life is calm, try to make peace with yourself Sha, many are grateful, Lo don't see them? They are cold, hungry, have no one, have nothing in the world Sha,” Gendis points to children who are laughing out loud, chasing each other and catching each other, they look so happy. Gendis grabbed Asha's hand, then held it firmly, as if to give her fragile best friend full strength.
“Don't keep torturing yourself Lo with a past that makes life so difficult, trust me, Lo it's great! Life without parents, without a husband only Lo can be as cool as now, Lo can be independent Sha, Lo will often say the same I, there is always wisdom in every disaster, now Lo just needs to make peace with himself, and everything will be fine Sha”