DISPUTE OF HEART
Let go

In life, people come and go, there will be nothing left but memories with different sweet and bitter tastes.

Briyan was in that position, hating Asha to the pulse, trying to get rid of her without a heart, but .... on this earth, who can oppose the destiny of your Lord? It is easy for God to turn the hearts of men.

They say, don't love too much, or you'll hate, don't hate too much, or you'll love.

Today is the third day Briyan is admitted to the same hospital, his condition is still unstable, Mamih and Papih are still faithfully waiting for him, he said, leaving the younger brother Bintang and a myriad of other work in the homeland just to accompany the beloved eldest son.

“Bry ... Mamih and Papih want to eat for a while in the hospital canteen, are you okay if we stay?” Mamih approached her son, asking for permission to momentarily fill his empty stomach.

“Mamih same Papih go, Briyan is okay kok” Briyan shook her head and smiled forced, actually his heart is still filled about Asha. How's the girl doing now? Briyan's heart now could not be as indifferent as before.

“Oke, if there is anything you directly contact us, Mamih and Papih will not be long Bry” Mamih tucked in his son's forehead, then waltzed away with his husband to the hospital canteen.

Stayed Briyan with her memories with Asha, her net stared at the sky of the hospital room which now feels creepy for her.

“Sha? Now that there is nothing else that Nerror I by phone, I think I live lonely without Lo who is noisy Sha” Briyan chuckled, while the corner of his eyes melted tears.

Krriegett ...

The door of the room opened, Briyan glanced at the person who had broken his dream, immediately Briyan was fixated when he looked at the figure who was now staring at him gently.

The figure walked gracefully closer to the weakly rolled Briyan, “Bry? Are you feeling better? Sorry I just had time to visit you” that soft voice is now heard in Briyan's sense of hearing, that sound is the sound he likes the most in recent years, but now it feels like a bland sound in hearing, but now it feels like a bland sound in hearing, it felt asha's voice that was often shrieking and noisy sounded more melodious to Briyan now.

“Nothing Sya, I've better” Briyan fix his sitting position, staring fixedly at the figure of Raisya who is now standing next to him.

Raisya, now that the girl looks not as beautiful as before, there is something lacking for Briyan when she continues to compare the levels of Raisya and Asha, now Raisya's face looks swollen, swollen eyes, dark circles under the eyes are clearly visible.

“Thankful ..” Raisya sat on the chair that was beside the gurney.

“Sorry I Sya” Briyan opened the conversation after a moment of silence.

“Sorry for what Bry?” Raisya looked at Briyan fixedly, the net back watering, the feelings of the girl had gotten a bad feeling about Briyan's next speech.

“Sorry, because I can't continue this relationship anymore” Briyan wiped her tears flowing.

Breaking up with Raisya? This was a tough decision for Briyan, however the figure of Raisya once occupied his heart, had accompanied him until the last few years, now Briyan looks like a jerk man who toyed with two women's hearts at once.

“I will accept whatever punishment you will give me Sya, I know you are disappointed at my decision after everything we went through with” Briyan continued her words with her nasal tone.

Quiet ...

Hygiene ...

“I understand, choosing the halal for you is a must for you Briyan, I am nobody” Raisya shook her head, her heart was broken when she had to take off the man she loved so much from their time in high school.

“You are precious Sya, you have your own place in my heart, thank you very much for fighting for me, you left your dream just to follow me, from now on pursue your dream is Yes, meet a good man, I hope you are happy” Briyan sobbed when saying everything, all the shadows of his memories with Raisya like a photo slide in his head.

“Hmh, I can't get away from you Bry, letting go is like letting go of half my life, but I realized, there are more entitled to have you than me” Raisya held his sob as hard as he could, tears have melted since.

“Sorry Yes ..” Briyan tergu.

“Love is unique yes, she will never bring happiness if there is only coercion in it, now I am sure, your love for Asha is already there, I hope you are happy too, I hope you are happy, because you have sincerely loved Asha” Raisya tried to smile, standing from his sitting position, looking at Briyan deeply for the last time.

“I want you to be happy” Raisya sobbed, not strong restraint, finally Raisya scattering on Briyan's body, Briyan received it, then they hugged for the last time, sobbing, sharing pain, each other, this goodbye is not easy for both of them.

“I will go home, move to college in the designer department, like my dream” whispered Raisya slowly, Briyan nodded weakly, then let go of their embrace, Briyan and Raisya both smiled, and both smiled, trying to let go of each other with an airy and sincere heart, even though everything feels difficult!.

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“You will get even more hurt if you try to unlock your memory, everything will be more painful, are you sure you will be strong to hold it?” the doctor asked doubtfully.

“I want to do it” Asha stays firm on her stance.

“I'm not sure, you can Asha” the doctor sighed, then shook his head slowly.

“I want to remember everything, I don't want to continue being a fool! I'm sick of myself” Asha yelled, her hands are already shaking violently, her emotions can't be controlled.

“Quiet, patient Sha, you can definitely get through this pain, sure! God will help you out of every problem” the doctor calms down, again whispers a word that makes Asha can regulate her emotions.

“Inhale Sha, slowly” doctor interrupts.

“Exclude slowly, then your problem will disappear along with the breath you exhale” the doctor smiled gently at Asha.

“I want to have memories with Mamah and Papah in my mind” Asha escaped her tears, really not an easy thing to be Asha.

Blessed with a very beautiful face, intelligent brain, abundant wealth, handsome and rich husband, good in-laws like his own biological family, in fact does not make Berliana Asha feel happy, her heart is empty without the presence of both parents, she said, his soul was empty without a single memory of the two most precious humans in his life, his soul weak with all its pain.

“I miss Mamah and Papah, then allow me to get to know them, even if only through the memories of”

Asha tergugu, her tears broke with grief.

We all know, if our parents are everything, there is no right word to describe all their infinite goodness and sincerity, then are we still willing to ignore it?.