
I combed my wet hair after I finished the bath, I let my long hair loose freely. I lyrically glance wall clock and then step towards the ground floor of my house.
At the dining table there is already a father who is having breakfast while reading the news on his gadget.
I sat next to my dad for breakfast before going to school.
The clink of the fork broke the silence that morning. Papa was always busy until he was unaware of my presence beside him.
I ate my food as usual. My appetite is so great, my stomach is always hungry. He wants to eat again and again.
"Look at your appearance, getting fatter, don't get greedy, be aware you're a girl!!!" snapped papa when I wanted to add rice again to his 3 times.
Silence turned out papa was watching me.
I fell silent, papa's words this morning pierced my most shallow heart?
Papa rarely talks to me. He was very rude and always hurt me.
Mama died while giving birth to me, after that I was in the care of my grandmother, but not long after that grandma also followed my mother. I was just 1 year old at the end of his papa, papa was forced to adopt me when he just graduated high school at that time, I was his biological daughter but he treated me very rude.
Due to papa's treatment, I also grew up to be a rude woman. Papa always scolds me when he sees me overeating, I know he cares about my body getting swollen, but I don't care about my own body. I always do things that make me happy.
My name is Lidya Wijaya. The gluttonous woman who was eager to eat, until my weight now reaches 75 kg.
Fat and ugly.
I've always been not confident anywhere. In school I was also always a bullian material for my seniors and peers.
Very fat body at the age of 17 years.
I took a heavy breath and stopped taking food.
"I say "my words without kissing papa's hand. He and I did not get along.
No one expected our status as father and son to see how unfamiliar we were to each other.
Papa is a famous and famous businessman. But he did not acknowledge my existence in public. She was ashamed to have a child out of wedlock with her mother.
They weren't married, I was born for their mistakes while still in school. Papa was reluctant to marry mama when mama was pregnant with me, because papa was still sitting in 3rd grade of High School.
Papa from a family of wealthy businessmen, he only compensated, paid for mama while pregnant and giving birth. After that, my mom became a single parent.
Papa has told mama to abort her womb but mama still hold me.
You can do nothing but receive compensation from your family. Mother of a poor helpless family.
But one by one my family died. Because of the insistence and threat of the family from the mother who can not take care of me, the end of his papa want to take care of me as his son. Even though it is limited to just at home and covered from the media. Even at school, other than the teacher, no one knew that I was the son of a famous young businessman, the current age of 35.