Don't Call Me Fat
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I turned to look the other way.
Mai is still watching me.
"Change, follow a diet program, beautify yourself, that way they won't underestimate you" she advised me.
"Why should I follow your words, I'm fine, just like this I can know which ones are sincerely friends with me or not" I protested.
"You're sure all those who are friends with you are sincere?!" her word again.
"No, but I know who I can trust, besides I don't have many friends, my only friend, Bimo" I said.
Mai laughing.
"You still don't understand? how hard her life as a ugly woman" she exclaimed.
I watched the mai from head to toe.
Her face is beautiful, her skin is pure white, her body is nice, tall and slim of course.
Then why is he talking about ugly women? my inner.
"Should I say that, you make fun of me? you're beautiful and slim, definitely don't understand my feelings" I replied.
Mai was laughing. And I don't understand why he laughed.
"You're praising me?" ask her.
"If I tell you my secret, are you willing to change?" mai asked as she blinked one eye.
I was curious but hesitant to change.
"Well, what's your secret" I asked.
I don't understand what he's saying.
"Fake how?" I can't wait.
Mai smiled cynically.
"I used to be just like you. In bulli, it is considered trash only because it is black and ugly. I don't understand, what physicality is as important as that for ordinary students like us. The beautiful-faced ones, despite making their mistakes as if closing their eyes. While we are always the subject of their banter even though they do not make mistakes" Mai explained.
"So, what are you doing with your body and face?" ask me curious.
"Our case is different baby, maybe you'll work harder than me, I'm not fat, I'm just ugly and black, but look now, look now, I even became a prima donna in this school hahahhaaa" he replied.
I feel there's something odd about her explanation but I'm trying to believe, if she's a prima donna why I don't know her, I just saw her this time.
"I just moved yesterday from my old school, there are so many bad memories, so I decided to move here. For 1 year I struggled to change my life, sorry I was too confident calling myself a prima donna in this school, but not necessarily, hahahaha" Mai laughed again. Maybe his hobby is laughing even though nothing is funny.
The bell for the school sign rang, I immediately went back to class to pick up the bag and went home. Mai went to her class who didn't know where I knew her yet.
In the class only 3 people left including me and son.
I stared at her cynically. Obviously my eyes are still swollen from mostly crying.
My son saw me for a moment.
"How was my surprise today, is it not enough to make you.." I cut out the son's sentence.
"Enough!!!" I threw him my big math book.
He was silent for a moment then smiled sinisterly while clapping...