Don't Call Me Fat
Bab5
The sky was so beautiful back then, was I with the man I liked.
I kept staring at her who was in front of me.
"It's late afternoon, go home yuk" Reno broke my daydream.
I just nodded, and after we finished paying, we went home.
Reno drove me home.
I almost forgot to keep my parents' identity a secret.
"Emm, Reno, just take me here" I said.
"How come here, I take you home? urge Reso.
I keep getting off the bike.
"Gpp really, it's not far from here" I replied as I walked backwards and waved at him.
Reno only sighed heavily then nodded.
"Yes, thank you well Lidya, today is fun" he said as his motorbike slowly moved away.
Reno's words were ringing in my brain, making me fall in love.
I walked home, not too far from where Reno was taking me.
"Okay non, just returned home from school, magrib like this, in cariin tuan loh" said bi Minah worried.
"Tumben that guy's looking for me?! answer me ketus.
Papa was already in the living room while enjoying his warm coffee.
"Where have you been!!!" ask papa in a high tone.
I smiled cynically.
"Tumben cares" I answered briefly.
Papa got up and slapped me.
"Not polite to parents, you bastard don't know in profit!!!" peekik.
"Keep what? it's not me who's haram, but your behavior, it's not my fault I was born in this world !!!" yell me.
Almost every day we are like this.
Papa's strangling me. I tried to struggle, my breathing was tight and sick.
The aunt who witnessed it panicked. He immediately broke me up with papa.
"Aware sir, Istighfar" said bi Minah as she pulled me towards the room away from papa.
Papa throws his coffee glass on the floor, until it breaks into pieces.
I stared in the mirror, looking at the mark of papa's giggling around my neck. I'm confused, what kind of man my papa is. He always hurt his own son.
"The master was having problems at his job, so he was stressed and venting at home, Miss took a bath, after that dinner, aunt has cooked her favorite miss" said bi Minah.
I didn't respond to her. Papa's usual stuff like that. I'm not dead yet.
I locked the room. Taking a towel and soaking in the bathtub, the smell of the bathroom that always keeps me calm.
After the shower I looked in the mirror again.
My body is getting bigger.
Moving a little I was tired.
Aunt knocked on my room door.
"Miss, dinner's ready" she shouted.
I unlocked the bedroom door and came out wearing a home nightgown suit which was of course big size.
I'm down for dinner.
Papa's not seen anywhere. My aunt said she went out to dinner with her relatives.
I smiled cynically again. It's like this should be her. I didn't expect Papa to have dinner with me either.
I ate rice with fried chicken Ter yummy made by bi Minah, with a lot of side dishes even though I was the only one who ate at a table this big.