Don't Call Me Fat

Don't Call Me Fat
Just dreaming.


"Li.. wake up, you why" cried mai worried.


My breath was soaked and sweat soaked my forehead.


I opened my eyes slowly, I saw the Empress in the tent staring at me strangely.


I'll sit down soon. When did I get back to the tent?


"You've been back, since when?" ask rani.


Did I have a bad dream again?


"The feeling I'm not where, last night I just kebelet then nyari place pee safe, abis it back again" exclaimed Rani.


"Well, didn't you go to the forest?" exclaim me.


"No, I'm just around here ajja" he replied.


"on your own? you're not scared?" ask me.


"No, just urinate, not far away" replied Maharani.


Thank goodness it was just a dream.


"You must be a nightmare?" ask Mai.


"Eh yes Mai, my dream is real, really serem" I started to mewek. I remember the son.


The son told me to read the prayer before going to bed but I always broke it.


"Yes, let's go to sleep again, we think you are possessed, still at 3 am today" said Mai.


Thank goodness it was just a dream.


I sleep in the middle, Mai on my right and Maharani on my left. I'm safe now.


Still vividly remembered the figure in my dream, making me creep. Ah, you know this is how I go camping.


I should have brought my son here.


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By morning, at 6 we were awake, it turns out that since dawn at 5 they had been a lot of waking up and making breakfast activities outside the tent. So they had breakfast, while we were just about to make breakfast. The morning air was cold. I'll tie my jacket.


We cooked all we could, I actually brought fresh bread and jam from home,


just not as good as the others, who want to eat heavy like rice, inevitably I have to help them cook?


Later the bread for our snacks only.


I'm a new age this time I'm cooking.


I never even touched the kitchen utensils except the plates and spoons, because everything was always available and I just ate ajja.


"Wah girl again cook this, for dong" cried Dimas.


"Just doang gini really" Mai replied.


Dimas looked at me for a moment as if he was about to speak something but was restrained.


I remember my nightmare last night. Gratitude in the dream is dimas, imagine ajja if I am alone.


Haha what do I think, right, just any dream I need a friend? it's so funny to me.


They looked at me for smiling to themselves and I just woke up from my daydream.


"Hayo smiled at his own smile, why?" search Dimas.


"Haha, I just remember my nightmare last night" I replied.


Dimas was silent, not continuing. He looks a little agitated. Was he a nightmare too?


"What's a nightmare, why laugh?" ask Mai.


"Gpp, funny ajja" I exclaimed.


"Little you" Mai said as she shrugged her shoulders.


"There's no signal here?" ask me.


"Why?" Mai asked back.


"Nanya ajja hehe" I answered lying.


Because I actually wanted to contact my son.


One day he was empty this time of my life.


After breakfast is finished. We're morning apples.


Many of our activities require us to be independent.


After that brief ceremony.


Dimas approached me.


"Li.." call her.


"What?" reply me.


"Eh, not so deh, I'll tell you if you've returned to the city" replied Dimas again.


I don't know why he's holding back his story.


I was curious but yes.


I don't want to feel her fast night, I'm still traumatized by my dreams.


I had to avoid the forest any way.


Maisaroh sat next to me and took his cell phone and invited me to stand up.


Adit came with his camera.


We took 5 pictures.


After that Dimas forced to take a second photo with me, making me feel bad for Mai.


Mai retreated slowly into the tent.


After taking a picture I followed Mai.


"Sorry Mai" I exclaimed unmistakably.


Mai looked at me for a moment.


"I'm sorry why?" ask her.


"I don't mean to be close to dimas but.." My sentence was cut by Mai.


"I know" he answered.


"You what?" my word.


"Kalo Dimas likes you, I've known that for a long time!!!" pekik Mai's.


I'm silent. So all this time Mai kept her? I'm sorry Mai, it's not my fault if Dimas likes me?


"So I have to how's Mai?" ask me.


"Don't reciprocate his love, if it really wants our friendship intact and long lasting" replied Mai.


I'm speechless. But I haven't thought about having a girlfriend yet.


"Well Mai" I cried.


Mai smiled again and we went back to the front to gather with the others.


After enjoying the scenery in this nature the sky began to darken again. At night we gathered in front of the fire.


Dimas took his guitar and sang a song.


Nano, just a dream.


When I first approached you


According to all you want


And it's time for you to give an answer


You think I'm just a friend


Take me to your dreams


I won't disappoint you


Even if it's all just a dream


Make me the lover of your heart


I want you


I really feel like I'm in love


There are different ways to get your heart


You still think I'm just a friend


Take me to your dreams


I won't disappoint you


Even if it's all just a dream


Make me the lover of your heart


I want you


I really feel like I'm in love with you


Take me to your dreams


I'm not leaving you


Even if it's all just a dream oh


Make me the lover of your heart


I want you


I really feel like I'm in love with you


Source: Musixmatch


Everyone enjoyed the song Dimas was singing except me. I felt that song was her goal for me who was reluctant to give her an answer. Adit and dimas really made me dizzy.


I had to find time to reject Adit so he wouldn't hope.


If Dimas I told Mai not to reply. So in conclusion I will reject both.


I hope they are not angry with me.


Mai smiled at me, she felt relieved because I would not repay her love Dimas.


"You why, since daydreaming, it is not good that the devil's welcome" exclaimed the Maharani arrived.


"Hust don't just run, I don't daydream, I just think of something" I replied.


Dimas looked at me flirtatiously as usual. Many pairs of eyes began to glance at me, I immediately dodged and moved away from there.


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