Don't Call Me Fat
Testpack

I went to the pharmacy to buy a test pack.

I put the testpack in my backpack.

My phone rings and Yugo says he's not coming home tonight. I'm trying to think positively maybe the problem in his family's company is not okay.

I'll let you go back to my house in the city. Very quiet if I have to go home alone.

I have arrived in front of the house. It's afternoon. Looks like the new son is coming home from college too. His face was very tired.

My son was surprised to see me go home.

"Are you okay?" ask the worried son.

I'm nodding.

"Tonight I'll stay" I replied.

"Is there a problem with yugo?" ask putra.

"No, we're fine, I just miss home" I replied.

I'm actually very worried about Yugo.

By night papa came home too late.

"Loh lidya?" he exclaimed papa when he saw me.

"Why reward, can I stay here?"ask me

Papa hugged me with a worried face.

"What's the reward?" ask me.

"Yes gpp, this is your home. You can go home anytime" replied papa.

"Lidya, you don't know about yugo?" ask papa.

"meaning? mas yugo just said not to come home tonight, then I'm allowed to come here" I said.

"Their tea factory is on fire, and they're on a big loss" he exclaimed.

"What?! is yugo okay?" my screeches.

"Calm down, he's fine, maybe he's busy now accompanying his papa" replied papa.

"Where is yugo now?" ask me.

"Checking the situation with his papa, papa was also there when he was told by Eric" replied papa.

I was worried about wanting to catch up but Papa held me back.

"Would you be here, yugo would be more worried if you catch up with him" prevent papa.

"But pa, do I have to just shut up to see the situation like this?" my many.

"Sorry, you shouldn't have told me, Yugo has forbidden me to tell you this. Before the fire their company was already on the verge of collapse. They suffered great losses as people in Mr. Eric's trust betrayed. More or less like that" explained papa.

My knees are limp. My aunt led me to my room. I tried to stand up and take a shower. His taste was so hot all day.

After that I went down to dinner.

It all feels bad. I quietly went to the bathroom and vomited all of it.

I remember the testpack in my backpack. You'll go upstairs to my room.

I don't know, I haven't felt well since college.

I brought the best 3 testpacks I bought into the bathroom in my room.

I dare not look at him. I'm not ready yet. Really am. Plis don't line 2. My inner.

I dip the 3 testpacks into a small cup of my urine.

I slowly opened my eyes to see the results.

"Oh no" I cried.

The three are 2 red lines and are very clear.

I breathe heavily. This is not when she was pregnant. Yugo is not okay, I am also active in college.

I also can't possibly tell Yugo about me getting pregnant at this point.

I came out of the bathroom with a lethargic face.

Astagfirullah, should I be happy now like a couple in general.

With a shunt step I sat on the balcony looking up at the sky tonight. Am I old? I'm not 19 now. It's just that I'm married and pregnant. Huft.

I hold my stomach still flat. His age may still be Sunday. It's still very small.

I didn't even dare tell papa that I was pregnant. I don't know, I'm ashamed. It's only natural that I'm pregnant that I'm married.

Auntie came into my room.

"Non , why don't we finish the food? mubazir loh" protest aunt.

"Eh, I'm sorry bi. I'm full" I replied.

"Non's okay? how pale?" ask auntie to worry.

"No, I'm fine" I replied.

I'm confused call yugo or not. I'm afraid to interrupt.

I went out of the room to the pool. My favorite place to calm down.

I didn't expect to get pregnant at this age. Can I be a mother? I looked up at the sky.

Mah, can I?

I stroked my stomach again.

"Are you okay?" ask putra.

"Yes, son, I was wondering who the sum sum donor was to you, do you know who it was?" ask me.

Son shakes.

"I don't know either, I'm curious too, I hope he's okay, and I always wish him all the best, may one day I meet her and be able to thank her in person, she has saved my life, ah no, God sent her to save me" replied the son.

"Aamiin, I hope we can meet him" I said.

It was getting late and I went back to my room.

I hid the testpack in a small box.

Ah tired of it today.

The next day.

"Ladyy!" call sumi.

"Yes" I replied briefly.

"How are you doing, is it okay? have you checked pregnant or not? can't wait to see ponakan haha" Sumi's laughter.

"Apaan sih sum. I'm confused" I replied.

"Why confused?" ask Sumi.

"I'm confused to be happy or sad. Because, I ... I am pregnant sum" I replied lethargic.

"Alhamdulillah. Thank you God for leaving the little angel to my somewhat troubled friend hehe" replied the excited Sumi.

"Where is sum. I'm not ready to be a mother" I replied.

"Hust, can't say that, a lot of women outside the fund difficult to have children. You should be grateful, but still young for many. So if you're old, many are taking care of" exclaimed Sumi awakened me.

"Not many times" I protested.

"Hehe. It's up to you. His core take care of him well, do not dizzy deh. There's his father really, you're like a pregnant person out of wedlock, wear all worry, you should be happy" Sumi continued to babble.

"Hm yes ma'am country" I replied.

"Well in class. Do not be late, the lecturer killer loh "sumi said without knowing the lecturer was right behind him.

"Who did the killer lecturer mean you were Sumiati?" ask arya sir.

"Eh there's arya sir. Not the father" replied Sumi lying while grinning.