
For all children who have experienced broken homes or domestic violence but can not do anything because it is your own parents. Spirit well, strong, you are not alone. Author love you guys.
Resume.
The feeling is not just me being high in this class.
3 Days I've been practicing volleyball but still lousy, I'm not talented.
Mulan is the club's captain of volleyball, high stature filled. Its height reaches 170 cm. Her face was firm but beautiful.
Members of the volleyball club at this school are indeed lacking. It consists of only 6 people. There's no backup. No opponents playing. Volleyball at this school is rarely a fan of his.
They are more interested in the smart Olympics.
Now the club' volleyball members have many additions including me.
Now there are 15 people, I glanced at all the members of the club' during the briefing, flattened their bodies about 165 and above. Nothing is short.
And even more surprising, all of them beautiful and slim, this want to play volleyball or be a model anyway?
After the training I went home.
Tired of his taste.
Just for a moment I lay papa calling me to come down. Ah always interfered with my rest.
"Papa is getting married to Aunt Mona next month" he said.
I was eating my fruit salad and stopped.
"What?!" my strangulation's stuck.
Means soon me and son will be brothers??? ah no no. I hate that kid. I don't like.
Without answering I left the dining table.
"Papa's not done talking!!!" yelled Papa from the dining table.
I don't care about her.
Today was exhausting, I needed a break. I saw my wrists bruised from learning volleyball.
Why the ball is so hard.
I fell asleep.
The next day.
The state of the class gripped, silent as usual. I was confused and asked.
Adit approached me.
"You've been fake all this time?" her word.
"You mean fake how?" ask me.
Some friends started throwing paper at me.
"What is this.
"Sok pretty though oplas hahahaha" Maisaroh and friends laughed at me.
Maisaroh, the heart of it he said that to me.
Members of the club' volleyball arrived to my class.
"Club' volleyball can be polluted because of you, come out ajja deh, anyways from the beginning you do not deserve to be here!!" peekik Rara club member' volley, really humiliate me.
The child laughs. I don't know where I started to speak.
"I also did not ask to enter the club' volleyball, as long as I do not have interest, if not for the teacher's orders I do not want to enter the club' volleyball!!!" screech me while pushing Rara's body which starts intimidating me.
Rara clapped her hands.
They opened the phone and showed off my original face and body. I am ashamed to be immeasurable. Who spread it.
"Really I'm disappointed in you lili aka fat Lidya plastic monster! you can fool us" cried Adit.
My eyes started to look glassy. Even Adit, the person I trusted in this school, also bullied me.
Maisaroh is the same. Only the Maharani still sat quietly in his place.
Maharani.
"Basic fool!!!" her squealing at me as her hands pushed me away from the crowd of children in my class.
Maharani pulled my hand, I was forced to follow her somewhere. I'm the last helpless just according.
Maharani slapped me. My cheeks are red and painful. I also held my hot cheek from the Maharani's slap without cause.
"Why did you slap me!!!" yell me.
"So you realize, are you really stupid, naive, can't even see who they really are!!!" peekit Rani's.
I fell silent and did not understand the meaning of Rani's words.
Maharani pointed at the corner of the roof of this school building.
"There is where Maimunah died" explained Rani.
"I know what you want to tell me the truth" I asked.
"You know Mai?" ask Rani.
"Yes" I replied briefly.
Rani has not been able to continue her talk.The group of my classmates came. I don't know what they want to do.
They arrived crowded, pushing me to the roof of the school building. And I fell down, I screamed. No, I don't want to die.
"Yetoo!!!" my screeches.
Dark atmosphere. Am I dead?
"Non, non lidya, conscious non" said bi Minah panic.
With the weight I woke up, it turned out that it was all just a dream, sweat soaking my forehead.
"What's the matter sleepy yells non, nightmares again?" ask bi Minah
I hugged bi Minah for a moment and told her my dream.
"Only dreams non, flowers sleep, let's wake up, take a shower, it's 6 loh later late" said bi Minah.
"I'm afraid to go down to school" I replied.
"Everything will be fine, so before going to bed it's a habit to read the prayer first" said the aunt while preparing my school uniform. I also nodded.
With my breath still stinging I gathered the intention to take a shower that morning.
I was hesitant and afraid to go to school.
Done dressed I bite my nails, is it really going to be okay? my dream looks real. I fear.
Papa's waiting for me for breakfast, I don't lust for breakfast that morning.
"Eat it, you'll be sick" he said. I just kept quiet and just picked up an apple for me to eat along the way.
I still can't accept papa getting married.
Mr. Dadang is ready with his car to drive me as usual.
All the way to school I thought of my dreams. The sky was cloudy, not as bright as usual. Makes my feelings more ungodly.