Don't Call Me Fat
Feby Part

Finished my insignificant chat with Yugo I went home, many of my college assignments were neglected.

In front of the laptop I pondered, son is doing well, hopefully he is fine.

I'm getting married next month. Huft. I bent my legs over the desk chair. Laptop on. A notification appeared on my phone.

I lyricized my phone for a moment but I didn't pay attention to it because I was busy doing chores. My head feels full.

Feby version.

Elsewhere Feby is still weeping over her fate, not her will to reject Yugo. From the beginning his parents did not approve of their relationship but Feby still continued their relationship. Even if it has to run aground like this. He was confused to be angry at his parents. Once a parent doesn't allow his child to marry, just wants his child to succeed, for what? for them? to be their backbone?

Feby is not among the people. Feby lives a simple life with his parents. His father told him to go to college so that he was highly educated and later easily got a better job. Feby also often works part-time at the minimarket for extra money for himself. His money is also partly given to his parents who are not working. The backbone of the family, well, feby is the backbone woman in her family. He was forced to work for his family and college, thanks to Feby's tuition fees scholarship. And going out with Yugo is also very helpful for the economy.

It is not the intention of feby to use yugo but it is a difficult situation.

Feby folded his legs crying in solitude in his room.

He skipped work because of fever due to syock accept the harsh reality in his presence.

Feby squeezes a photo of her both with Yugo.

His heart is very sick.

In his final weeping exhaustion he fell asleep. Alone.

Yugo knows their relationship is complicated, hindered by blessing. Then he gave up. Feby bemoaned his own fate. God, is this the best of you? what sin must he have to experience, Lord, is very sick. Inner feby.

Feby days could only be silent on his bed lamenting his fate. It doesn't matter if it's not a match with Yugo that he's having problems with is the way Yugo who is silent disappears and hurts him.

Yugo used to love her so much now turned away. That woman, from among her equals.

Feby tries to meet yugo's family for an explanation. Because they also know that they are in a relationship, dating, but why do they keep silent to match their children with others?

In a slump, the steps of gontai feby also entered the luxurious house of Yugo.

"Assalamualaikum" said feby while knocking on the door.

Auntie stepped forward to open the door. But dimas who advanced first opened it.

"Sister feby? please come in" bargained Dimas.

Dimas noticed the alarming look on his face from feby. Her eyes were swollen, her eyes were also black as if she had not slept for days. Not as happy as usual. Feby used to visit his house sometimes, although not often.

"I'm sorry Auntie yah feby" exclaimed her mama dimas before feby said anything.

Feby silence. His eyes straight ahead. Like a man who has lost the light of life.

Eric was surprised to see feby coming.

"Why are you treating me like this?" ask feby.

Mama dimas was silent, she was not involved in this matchmaking, she was just following the wishes of her husband.

Eric sat in front of Feby.

"Son feby, sorry in advance if this hurts you, maybe you are not a match, so please accept the reality" said Eric.

"Stupid? I don't care if I'm not a match for him, but why are you guys keeping this a secret? are you afraid I'm ruining her marriage? is it hard between you good faith and telling me this bad news? you have hearts. Which man is not hurt because in staying married his lover. What else are you inhumane ways. At least tell me not to be this sick, at least yugo cut off his relationship with me first before turning to another, not like this!" peekkik feby crying again. Her head hurt from crying too much.

Dimas stared pity into feby. This journey has really hurt a lot of people. Including himself.

"It's not our fault, it's also the approval of yugo, he doesn't want to be with you anymore" he exclaimed. Is that all he can say?

Feby looked at her flat.

"Well, above the sky there is still the sky, what we plant is the one we reap later, if I am lucky I will witness for myself the reciprocity of this incident" answer feby while returning home.

Not only the feby parents but the yugo old parents also do not approve of this relationship. Not a soul mate, well that's it, if not a soul mate must be hard way.

Feby walked towards the exit, dimas ran after him.

"Sister, I'll drive you home" bargained dimas.

"No need to be dim, Makasi," he refused.

"Sir feby ride what, the house of brother feby is far outside the city, long hours abru abru.

"I can take the bus" she answered briefly.

Dimas still chuckles following her.

"Go!!!" I don't need your help!" pekik feby hard.

The steps are getting further, making dimas unpleasant.