Don't Call Me Fat
National exam.

National exam day finally arrived.

I wear the exam mark.

Sitting sweetly prepares the mental and energy to think.

First Indonesian exam.

The atmosphere is quiet, there are police out there, keeping the school safe to keep it safe, safe and in control.

Thank God the test went well.

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A week later.

Ah, the end of her national exam is over as well, I breathe a sigh of relief. The school exam was also completed first.

While relaxing at home waiting for the results of the exam about 3 weeks more.

Son has prepared abroad, take care of everything.

After the graduation announcement, he left immediately.

I'm not ready to lose a son.

More accurately, it will never be ready.

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Afternoon at 2.

A friend of mine came to visit my house.

Dimas and friends.

"Non, friends of his friends come, they wait under yah" exclaimed bi Minah.

"Yes bi, ask for a real wait, make a drink yah" I replied.

"Ready non" replied the aunt.

I went down to see who was coming.

I step my foot down. My eyes were swollen from crying all night for the sadness of letting my son go.

"Rame really, tumben" exclaimed when I saw a friend of mine come to my house.

"We're about to kidnap you" Dimas replied.

Roni hit Dimas' head lightly.

"What the hell ron, why do you always come, even though I never invite you" screeches dimas.

"Don't talk directly ajja tell us our purpose here" said Roni.

"Look, Sister Lidya Wijaya bint Rudi Wijaya. I'm here to keep my promise to invite you to stay at my family villa with friends after the national exam is over, be willing to accept this offer" Obviously Dimas with his hands outstretched like he was proposing to me.

I smiled at Dimas's behavior.

"Alay Lo" I reply.

The son came to greet dimas' hands. Then hit her lightly.

"Your eyes are why the swelling is so Li" exclaimed the worried Maharani.

"Gpp really" I replied.

Auntie came to bring you a drink.

"Let's drink first just chat, seneng deh many non lidya friends visit here" said bi Minah.

"Thank you bi" I cried.

"That pretty aunt why bother bother anyway, we'll just come here for a while it's going to kidnap Lidya for a few days" exclaimed dimas.

"Where can you kidnap?" aunt's laughter returned to the back.

"There's a bi" dimas replied.

Dimas and the others then stared at me, waiting for an answer.

"When the hell?" ask me.

"Now" replied Dimas steadily.

"What?! now?" my screeches.

"Yes Li, I'm sorry so suddenly, see we're ready. You were the last one we told you about, a surprise. Hehe, let's be ready now" explained Maharani.

I shook my head, it was absurd that their invitation was suddenly like this, arriving anyway.

"Yes I'm ready first" I replied as I stepped back into the room.

My son followed me.

"Where are you going?" ask putra.

"You want a vacation, maybe the last bus with them, because after graduation everything will be different, even though it can still be collected certainly not as intelligent as when I was in school" I explained.

"Well, be careful" replied the son.

Silent silent son pity me karema ever since son declares to let me go, my eyes are always swollen, my smile is rare.

But what is my power? I can't fight alone.

I held my chest which still hurt.

Even so I am grateful to have good friends like Dimas and comrades who comfort me.

There's not much I carry, just a few pieces of clothes I put in my backpack.

I got skincare and face wash soap.

"Aren't you allowed to papa?" asked the son who had arrived just stood at the door.

"I don't want to call her, just tell me where she's going" I replied.

"Be careful, take care of yourself." exclaimed the son.

I stared at him for a moment without answering anything. I finished packing and left.

My son looked at me away. There is guilt in his heart. No son, you are not wrong. It's both of us's fault. Wrong in putting this heart. You often say not to let our love for a creature be greater than for God.

But not this feeling, this heart belongs to God. God does not have full power in turning the hearts of men.

What we feel right now is his will.

I went downstairs, my friend was waiting for me enthusiastically.

We all got on Dimas' car.

From the balcony above the son saw me leave.

He sat down to endure the pain.

Mama came at the right time, mama calmed her.

Mama hugged him while crying.

"Faster is better, we don't have to delay anymore, you go before the graduation announcement, mama will take care of everything from here" he exclaimed.

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I stared out the window of Dimas' car.

"Lately you've been looking moody, what's up?" ask Dimas to me.

I didn't answer, instead, daydreaming at the crowded streets.

Dimas was finally silent. The other friend also noticed my change in attitude.

But they chose to be quiet, giving me space and time to be alone.

My swollen eyes are proof that I'm not okay.

My expression came. Travel far enough.

"Don't be cool if Lidya is so, upset, cheerful, the atmosphere is also so not excited" exclaimed Roni sonorous.

I don't mind him.

Another friend's friend lightly hit Roni for offending my grieving feelings.

It didn't feel like it was 3 hours of our trip.

We had reached the location, a vast expanse of tea plantations, we all got out of the car.

I look around. This place is so calming.

I grabbed my backpack in the trunk of Dimas' car.

"Come" asked Dimas. He also unlocked the villa.

My eyeballs were spinning around.

"Wahh, it's so beautiful, it's a lid" exclaimed Roni as she embraced my shoulder.

Dimas hurriedly separated my proximity to Roni.

"Come with me. I'll show you your room and the Maharani" take her.

I also according. The Maharani followed us from behind.

The villa is very spacious.

"This is your room" cried Dimas as he let us in.

"Thank you dim" replied the Maharani with a sweet smile.

"Hopefully comfortable" she replied.

I looked at the room.

"Kok bengong anyway, come on" cried Maharani while pulling my hand to enter.

Maharani put her backpack on the right side of the bed, then lay down on the mattress.

"Wah paduknya, comfortable as in the hotel" said Maharani amazed.