Earth Without Dusk
126. A Regret

Flashback on day 30 Dusk falls into a coma.

At that time Mr. Dirgantara and his assistant went to the hospital for patients with mental disorders where Nesya was treated. He met the head of the hospital named Doctor Eka.

“How is the condition?” ask Mr. Dirgantara without further ado.

The female doctor already understood who Mr. Dirgantara meant. He also explained the development of Nesya.

“To be honest the patient has recovered, sir. He just needs to consult regularly with a psychiatrist and he also needs the support of the people closest to him at this time. I think he is a good child, he is also the impact of his family who had broken home some time ago. She grew up without attention and affection so that made her look for her own happiness out there, eventually she even missteps.”

“But that cannot be used as a justification for his actions that dare to endanger the life of my future son-in-law!” the Lord of the Aerospace.

Doctor Eka understands how Mr. Dirgantara feels. It's just that he's still trying to do his best for each of his patients. If indeed the patient has been declared cured and does not need to stay longer there, then there is no reason for him to hold the patient for a long time.

“Betul, Sir. What you said is true. His actions cannot be justified. It's just that here, the patient also can not change his habit that is ingrained with the blink of an eye. With this incident, with his punishment in this hospital, I think I can make him aware of the mistakes he has made. I think he deserves a decent and normal life out there, Mr.” said doctor Eka so that Mr. Dirgantara would accept his opinion.

“I don't think this punishment is enough for him. Even my son-in-law is still in a coma in the hospital because of his actions. And my son Bumi Langit Dirgantara, he is still tormented because he continues to wait for his lover to be in a coma. Keep your eyes on him! Don't let it out of here without my permission!” said Mr. Dirgantara who can not be denied.

Mr. Dirgantara also came out of the doctor's room Eka and immediately left the hospital.

After Mr. Dirgantara left, Eka's doctor visited the room where Nesya was. Nesya was sitting leaning on her bed while pensively distanced.

“Hai, New. How are you today?” ask doctor Eka while sitting on the edge of the bed to see Nesya.

Nesya blinked her eyes a few times. He turned to the source of the voice, and there was a doctor Eka there. Among the many officers there, he would only speak to Eka's doctor. According to him, it is only the doctor who best understands his condition at this time. The woman's doctor also always gave her advice and support so that she was always eager to live her life.

“I'm still the same as before, Doctor. I'm not better or worse. And maybe my whole life will continue like this,” Nesya replied bitterly.

Doctor Eka seemed to rub his shoulders, trying to give her encouragement.

“Sabarlah. Any minute. Just wait a little while. I am sure you will return to normal life as usual,” said doctor Eka.

Nesya shook her head. “No, Doctor. Everything has changed. I made my own life like this. I followed my stupidity too much, followed my unwarranted angry lust, so I could hurt people as well as my own cousin.”

Nesya continued to cry regretting her actions. He realized all his mistakes first. Almost every day when he got a visit from his parents, he did not react to anything but to stay in his place. To be honest at that time he was holding a deep longing for his family. But he didn't want his parents to know he was cured. He did not want to see his parents more sad if he knew his son was healed but still not allowed out of there.

Doctor Eka had already told Nesya everything as she was recovering. Doctor Eka also made him aware and made him regret his actions.

Once Nesya and Doctor Eka passed by in a hospital room where the patient kept screaming to die. Then Doctor Eka told Nesya that the patient was the victim of the forced rape of a man she did not know, and it happened a week before the marriage of the patient took place. As a result, the patient was lost his mind and always wanted to end his own life history. He always screams to die. He became the most difficult patient to calm down.

Not only there, armed with photos from Nesya's parents that show the childhood of Nesya and Dusk while playing together or being a family gathering, Doctor Eka reminded back to Nesya that Dusk is her cousin, and that she is her cousin, part of his family, he should not even hurt Dusk, instead they should love each other and protect. In their childhood photos, they appear to be laughing happily. From there Nesya finally slowly began to realize and regret his actions.

Doctor Eka also grabbed both of Nesya's hands that were covering her face. He wiped away Nesha's tears and tried to persuade her.

“Nesya, rest assured. If you really want to change for the better, you will definitely get the happy life you deserve after this. You just need to be patient waiting for that moment to arrive,” refer to doctor Eka gently.

“Thanks, Doctor. Thank you for helping me to realize my mistake. I just want to go home. Go back to my family, my Papa, my Mama,” Nesya said in between her posts.

“You will definitely gather with your family again, Nesya. That's sure!” sahut doctor Eka encouraged Nesya.

Nesya nodded and wiped the remains of her tears.

"In addition to your parents, you also have a man who always faithfully gives you flowers every time he comes to visit. I see he's a good guy. She was also close to marrying you not before this incident? I don't think there's any harm in you giving her a chance. He can also help you get better in the future" advises Dr. Eka.

He immediately remembered Marcel. The man who visited her often. Honestly, he had indeed begun to be intrigued by the persistence of Marcel who always visited him and tried to comfort him.

But I don't know, even with Marcel alone he felt unworthy to be together. Marcel was too good for him. Now he is more inferior and loses confidence.

Nesya smiled in response to the advice of Eka's doctor. He has not been able to decide whether to continue his relationship with Marcel or not for now. He just wants to focus on improving himself first.

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