
My only happiness now is Dave, my little son who can take my grief away. She's my little elf and my encouragement.
Tonight was excruciating for me. After my heated struggle with Diana, Diana had fallen asleep, and even a soft snore came out of her mouth.
While me? I can't sleep because I remember Celine getting married the day after tomorrow to that son of a bitch.
I want to meet him right now and ask him.
Why not me? She and I are both sinners, we both have an affair, but why don't I just marry you Celine....
I wish I could say that to him. I want to be his companion and I want to have him. But how?
Tik.. tok...
The sound of the clock ticking in the silence of the night seemed to be a song in accompanying me thinking of thwarting Celine's marriage.
I'm sure she's not willing to marry that guy. And I'm sure Celine will be happy with me. But, what should I do now?
Think I can't, let alone cancel Celine's wedding? Will she be with me if the marriage fails?
I took my phone from the nightstand. I saw Celine's profile picture that was so beautiful and graceful. Strangely by looking at his picture alone I could feel my malevolent soul screaming for it. What's wrong with this woman? Is that as much love for her as it makes me almost crazy to smile at myself just by looking at her picture?
And something I missed turned out. Reni's message is piling up a lot I haven't opened yet. Damn, my finger slipped open the message. And....
Yeah, now he's calling me. I've been here five days, and that means he hasn't seen me in five days.
The message I did not read for four days since the first day that created a problem between me and Diana at that time. There was also a hundred and forty-three that I missed.
Crazy right? Yes, she is a crazy woman. And crazy again, I am the place to lean if he is tired at work. Everyone must have known what the cure of fatigue works. Yes, it was him he always hoped for. Maybe five days he was stressed because there was no place to channel his anxiety.
[I can't go back there yet because here still desperately need my presence ]
[What about me, Lex? I need you too ]
[But they're Ren's family. I have to be here until it's all over ]
[The reason you are Lex. Do I need to follow you there? ]
[You crazy? Don't joke you Ren ]
[Yes I'm crazy because of you. And you have to come home tomorrow so I don't go crazy ]
[I can't Ren, please understand. Maybe in two days I'll be back there ]
[ Okay. Once you get back here we get married ]
What???
I pulled my hair in frustration. I walked around in the room. I am very... very confused.
God... How is this? Should I marry him? I don't want to marry him. I have to how God...
Come on think Alex, you should be able to. You should be able to refuse that marriage. You should be able to get away from him. Yeah, away.
"Why baby? Is there a problem? Why do you seem to be confused? Is there a problem at the office?" diana's voice startled me from my daydream and stopped my uncertain steps in the room.