End of the Affair Reunion
Chapter 69 Are you satisfied?

It turns out that it was not only me who had been holding back my desires, it was my wife as well. Then, why did he always reject me for a year?

I was tired of persuading and seducing her. Because every time I asked him, he would always reject me and bring up my mistakes at that time. And worse, he would hit me every time he got emotional and lost control.

I have made mistakes, but have I not had a chance to change? I've proven it all this time, but what a power, Diana seemed to close her sorry door to me.

And now that she wants it, damn it's mine don't react to her. Why is it like that, I don't know.

I'm sure I'm not as sick as the doctor said, because somehow mine reacted to every look at Celine.

So, is it wrong if I doubt the doctor's diagnosis. Or did he give up on his treatment because nothing had worked so far to diagnose me like that?

It's time to prove it to Diana. My wife asked me to prove to her that mine could react.

I really want to tell you the truth if I'm okay. But I don't have a good reason to tell him.

It can't be if I say that mine reacted when I saw Celine? If I say it like that, it is certain that he will hit me all out.

I was surprised that my parents never hit me. And now that I'm married, why am I now the target of his anger? A wife should not dare to beat her husband, right? But this, Diana had really gone too far.

Maybe he can't help it anymore. Now he wants me to humiliate me. Although he thinks it's normal, but I'm really ashamed to do that in front of him.

It turned out that he was looking at me with interest when I did. He approached me wearing nothing on his body.

He did what he saw in the movie we were watching together. This film is her choice, a film that makes people want to practice it when watching it.

I was just told to do it myself by watching the film, but for a long time, I never reacted even though I saw the film.

Be he now who seems to want it too, making me complacent with his touches and his treatments that he is an example of from the film.

I don't know why even seeing the actress in the film who has a sexy body and a beautiful face does not make me react. And now what is really real is that Diana was in front of me wearing nothing and served me so much that I was satisfied, but strangely mine never reacted.

Oh God.. help me...!

What the hell is this really?

I can only scream in my heart. And....

"Dammit!!!" Diana shouted in front of me while slapping my left and right cheeks alternately.

"No problem? Whatisthis? Looky!" hysterical shouting.

Patience? Fuck the patient!

I turned her back and I made her fall in love with everything I did to her.

Look, he's enjoying it. Then why has he been rejecting me all this time?

Now he's drowning because he's enjoying what I've done to him.

"Did you enjoy it, honey?" ask her.

Diana nodded, she smiled at me and closed her eyes.

"Are you satisfied?" I asked him to make sure.

He opened his eyes, looked at me intensely for a few seconds, then he smiled back and nodded.

"Do you want any more?" ask me enthusiastically so that I can please her and so that I know how to handle mine in order to react when it comes to Diana, my wife.

He shook his head and said,

"I'm tired, tomorrow again" he replied with a smile, then he closed his eyes again.

I covered her with a thick blanket on our bed. This originally cold bed is now a hot bed that is messy and full of sweat both of us, especially Diana who I made very satisfied with the sweat that comes out a lot of her body. Until his body repeatedly stirred enjoyment.

I kissed her forehead and I whispered love in her ear to let her know that I didn't want to divorce her.

"I love you my wife" I whispered in her ear and sure enough, it made Diana smile even though her eyes were closed.

After that I left him to clean my body. In this bathroom I felt so cold and quiet. I don't know why I feel empty in solitude.

I looked at myself in the mirror in this bathroom, and I unfortunately saw Celine's face smiling sweetly at me and calling me by a name that I consider her a favorite name.

"Al...!" celine's soft voice and smile made me smile to look at her, even though it was just a mirror image.

Damnit damnit! Why not react? What's wrong? Is it because I don't want it? Wrong, I wanted him but he still didn't react. Is it because I don't love him? Of love? Haha... How can I love him if he always takes his emotions out on me? Is it because she's not Celine? Aaaargh.... Why is this happening to me? I can't even have the woman I love. Can I survive all this? my inner rebel says all that.

I think I should take a break and clear my head so I don't feel frustrated like this. It feels heavy burden of life that I go through now, so I want to scream and run from this reality.

"That's it, this is all Alex. You can definitely! Now I'd better get some sleep" I said to encourage myself by talking to my reflection in the mirror after I finished my bathing ritual.

I hugged Diana's body so she knew my seriousness about not letting go and the kids. My assholes, my family is the main thing for me. I don't want everything to end just like that even though I'm tormented later.

At midnight I heard Laura crying so hard. Surprisingly Diana did not hear it, it seemed like she was asleep very soundly.

I approached Laura who was in the next room and I carried her. I pacified Laura affectionately, and strangely she fell silent and closed her eyes again after I gave her the drink I had made in her pacifier.

It seemed like Laura understood and felt the love and affection from me, Papa who always missed her from a distance.

After Laura calmed down, I put her back in her big box. Then I took my foot to Dave's room.

Poor you Dave, Papa should have played with you earlier. Because your Mama is alone, you play alone and fall asleep alone. A truly understanding and independent child. What is this teaching that Diana meant? Good thing, but Dave is still a kid and still needs attention from his parents so he doesn't feel ignored, I sat in with a look at Dave's innocent face.

Did I think wrong like that?