
Embarrassed? Of course, I was really embarrassed to face the eyes of everyone who was fixed on us.
I stopped my footsteps and turned to face him. It was obvious that he was very angry with me. In my heart laugh seeing Diana's reaction to me in a public place this time.
Oi! Just because her phone was being so rude to me? My heart laughs at my helplessness in educating a wife.
Then what do I have to do now? Do I have to discipline her to be a good wife to her husband and a good mother to her children?
Is that what I can do now? I'm not crazy, I'm still shameless and know how to put myself. We were in a public place and I didn't want to embarrass myself any deeper.
I took the phone I kept in my pants pocket. I gave him the phone and I left him there alone.
My right hand was still holding Laura and my left hand holding Dave was trying to reach for the bag containing Dave and Laura's equipment.
With a feeling of resentment and anger that enslaved me to leave him alone there. I don't know where he's going, I really don't care anymore.
For now I think that way because I'm angry. And I'm not sure if I can really get mad at her because she's the mother of my children.
I smiled in a wry manner laughing at my fate. I thought Diana would follow us because Laura was with me, and she felt sorry, maybe?
But in fact, none of that happened. In how many minutes I turned back to see how he reacted, but what happened, he walked towards the exit.
He left us, left Laura who was very small and always needed her mother beside him, Dave who was independent but still needed the affection and attention of his mother, he said, and I am her husband who needs her to work together to please our children, to make them happy so that there is never a sad word in the dictionary of their lives.
My chest rumbled with anger. My pride as a man and a husband has been trampled on by her who in fact is my own wife.
Oh God... do I still have to maintain this unhealthy relationship of ours? There was no happiness, affection, love and peace in our family, I complained in my heart, letting out all my grievances.
Dave was a kid, and now he's back playing in the water and playing all the rides there.
Had I not been with Laura, I would have played with Dave in the pool and played all the rides until he was exhausted and bored.
The time that was rolling so fast left Laura and Dave exhausted. It is very troublesome to bring babies and small children alone to drive a car.
Dave was sound asleep in the passenger seat behind me. And Laura I sat in the chair beside me with the seatbelt I put on her.
I think Diana's home by now. It was already night time and it was highly unlikely that he was still with his friends from last day to this hour.
Very tired of the inner birth that I feel right now. Not yet relieved my anger at Diana, now I am stuck in the traffic jam of the capital, until night I have not reached home.
Huffttt. Soon I wake up Dave and I carry Laura to go inside the house.
It was dark, very dark in my house. Dave held my hand tightly in fear.
"Pa... Why is it dark?" he said with a trembling voice.
"Is it possible that Mama Dave hasn't come home yet?" ask Dave that I'm sure Dave doesn't know the answer either.
"Light the light Pa," Dave commanded me still with a trembling voice and his hand held me tightly.
Dave and Laura I took to Dave's room and I laid them down to sleep with me. Fortunately, I had eaten them before we went home so they could fall back asleep without having to worry about their stomachs.
Without me knowing it, I fell asleep in Dave's room with Laura and Dave hugging each other. I looked at the clock on my wrist and it turns out that it's showing at eleven o'clock in the evening.
Chequek!
I heard the door open. I'm sure the one who opened the door was Diana.
So outrageous. She is a wife and a mother of two young children and a baby who still needs her attention. But why can she forget her nature as a mother by traveling long hours without her children until the night before the turn of the day?
Does he think his kids need him the most? Does she not feel worried about her children that she leaves behind to have fun with her friends?
At first glance there is a question that comes to my mind, actually what is he doing with his friends until late at night like this? Are his friends also free to go home until night like this? Are they forbidden by their husbands?
Those questions all I wanted to ask her. Either I can ask her or not, and somehow Diana will respond if I question it all to her.
"Why are you all here? Where's Laura? Why don't you put him in his room?" diana suddenly came in and showered me with a few serious questions as if she was blaming me.
I slowly got off the mat and walked closer to Diana. I grabbed his hand and I pulled him out of Dave's room.
Of course he thrashed away his hand from my hand which held him tightly.
"Let go!" he called out to tell me to let go of his hand.
I threw his hand away when we were in our room.
"Where have you been?" I ask him not to lose ketus with himself.
"Together my friends. Why?" ask him with his coo.
"What time is this? Are they not wanted by their husbands and children?" ask me firmly.
"They were all very supportive of his wife. Not like you!"
Truly beyond my expectations, he exclaimed in front of me issuing insinuations that would insult me.
I kept my anger in check, as much as I could I would not get angry or emotional at him.
Please, I want peace! I shouted in my heart.
"Their husband is financially supportive and always complies with their will. While you? What are you doing for me? You can just -"
"Enough! What do you want now?" ask me with emotion, it feels my anger has now reached the crown.
"Certify me!"