
Today, yes, today is Celine's wedding. My heart was broken even though I did not see the event and the wedding procession.
Even so it is undeniable that my heart is very painful. It felt like my eyes were so hot, it felt like my tears wanted to burst out.
After that night, the night Reni sent me a message to marry her when I returned there, I again ignored Reni's messages and phone calls.
I've sent Celine a message to wait for me, because I'm going to marry her. I'm so stupid that I don't think about Celine's position that would be more blasphemous if I married her.
Of course Celine refused firmly. He doesn't want to be blamed anymore for being close to me. Celine did not want to become an actor as Reni had mentioned to her.
I'm selfish, I'm a selfish coward. A man who is married and has children but loves other women from the past until now, even I am willing to do anything if I can get the woman I love.
Can I see him if he's side by side or side with another man? God... What should I do?
I should have been there by now, where Celine was. I should've taken her away or made her my wife. But again this is because of Reni, all this happened because of her.
Stupid...I am so stupid that I can get stuck and fall into a trap set up by Reni. And now he who is the source of my troubles is laughing glad to see my suffering from losing Celine, the woman of my heart's choice.
"So when is Pa?" Diana asked me.
Now he's in a position to hide from me.
"If not tomorrow the day after tomorrow maybe I'll come back," I welcome Diana's body to be thrust upon me.
Turns out my wife was like chasing a deposit when I was home. Diana started playing her part to make me fall asleep with her crib. His hand turned out to be an expert in finding a place that could make me want more.
Naturally, she was my wife, she already knew exactly where it was. I'll let him be in command of our fight tonight. He was enthusiastic and aggressive. I don't know unlike Diana who had always resigned every time she did it with me.
Hahahaha.I laughed at myself who was easily distracted from Celine's marriage.
The first time that my thoughts about Celine's marriage can be distracted by Reni's cradle. And tonight, my thoughts about Celine's marriage were also sidetracked by Diana's cradle. It's so easy for me.
Is it just because of their cradle that I can forget my tangled thoughts because of Celine's wedding? It seems so trivial, doesn't it? But you should know that what I saw when I did it with them was not their face, but the face of Celine, the woman of my heart whose name is always in the depths of my heart.
After laughing at my stupidity, I took my phone to see that there might be news from Celine.
And sure enough, my Celine, the woman who owns my heart now belongs to that man. The wedding photos are so beautiful. It was fortunate that the bastard could get a woman as beautiful and as good as Celine.
If only the one next to Celine right now was me, my life would be perfect. And of course I won't be stuck with Reni, because wherever I'm on duty, I'll take Celine with me, because I won't be able to calm down if I'm not with her.
Suppose that......