
Although my love for Celine cannot be lost, I dare not expect her to be more than a friend.
Our friendship is worth more than my love which makes it uncomfortable if I say so.
So I sniffed my love in the depths of my heart so that Celine wouldn't stay away from me.
"Are you still expecting me Al?"
This is the question I fear the most when it comes out of Celine's mouth. I was confused, what I should answer. If I answer the truth, won't he be angry?
"Why are you asking Cel? Umpah, it's not important, it's not worth talking about," I answered, who actually avoided answering the question Celine asked me.
Celine just chuckled at my answer. He seems to know what I feel. Maybe because she knew I loved her and didn't expect it to be too much that made her comfortable being friends with me.
"Mmmm.... Cel, has Gio ever seen you?" I asked Gio's matter to Celine to divert our conversation.
Celine looked at me for a few seconds, but next she turned her attention to her drink and busied herself stirring up her drink.
"For what reason did Al he meet me," Celine replied with a bland face when talking about Gio.
"Mmmm.. actually Cel, earlier..," I hesitated to say it.
"Why Al?" celine asked with her curious face.
"Ah no," I hesitated to say.
"I know you lied to Al" said Celine, revealing her face.
Forced, I was forced to say it. I took a deep breath, then I let out my breath slowly, and I set a sentence that would not have made Celine afraid or angry.
"So I actually saw him waiting for you in front of your office. And when you walked over and called me, she seemed to get angry and left by driving her car recklessly," I said guiltily.
Sure enough, Celine now looked shocked, confused and frightened. I don't know what scares Gio, but I do know that he might not want to be reunited with Celine.
"Are you sure Al?" askinya.
"That's pretty sure Cel," I replied without hesitation.
"Tali for what Al? Didn't he marry Reni? Where could Reni possibly release her husband alone without him by her side the money always accompanied her," Celine continued her opinion.
"She can't move on from you" I said unconsciously because of the jealousy of Gio back.
"Ahh...alah Al, I don't want to discuss him anymore," said Celine by displaying her smile that was being forced.
"Ok, we don't have to say anything, "my words to restore Celine's mood to be cheerful as usual.
Then we talked about my kids. The growth of my children and the school that Diana's favorite is not Dave's favorite, but his mother's.
Celine calmed me down with her words, and she said again,
"Don't lose them Al. Dave and Laura are your encouragement. So, you have to keep them all together" Celine told me.
"Sure Cel, I will definitely keep them together without my lack of affection" I said so firmly that Celine would believe me.
I got up from my seat and came out of the room following Celine who came out of her cafe after giving orders to those in it,
Gio, who had been following them unbeknownst to him, grew angry when he saw only Celine and Alex were alone and in one car.
"Bad! Alex is married, why would Celine want to be with him?" gio said in annoyance and his hand hit the steering wheel.
"Where are you going Cel? Go straight home or somewhere else?" I asked Celine when my car was on the highway.
"Actually I miss my parents Al. Are you taking me home to my parents?" askinya.
"What's wrong with my best friend?" I answered while chuckling.
Celine also laughed in the beautiful tone that came out of the song that I played in my car.
"Cell, may I ask you a question?" ask him before Celine gets out of the car.
"What did Al ask," he answered without thinking of anything.
"If there is a good man who wants to make you his wife, do you accept him Cel?" ask me a little doubt.
Celine looked surprised at my question. And he seemed confused to answer.
"Why are you asking me that, Al?" tanyanya.
"There's nothing Cel, I just wanted to ask. If it's incriminating, you better not answer" I decided something I never expected.
Though all this time I wanted to see Celine happy, but honestly I did not want to see Celine with other men besides me.
I admit I was selfish, I can't let Celine go to any man other than me. But I promised to protect her at any moment.
The atmosphere in the car looked tense. Alex no longer dares to ask Celine about her love life.
"I don't want to answer Al, I just can't answer. What would I say if no man entered my heart. And also I still want to enjoy my life like this Al. To be honest, I was afraid that I would fail again in my household. So.... I have to be selective not in finding a husband?" answer later.
"I can only hope that you are more careful later Cel. I also don't want you to feel what I'm feeling right now," I gave my view on choosing a partner.
"With him Al, do not need to talk about spouse and household problems so that we do not remember about our problems. Yes indeed we both may not be lucky in choosing a partner, but maybe later we will be lucky in other things. The proof is that you already have two children Al," said Celine while chuckling at me.
"But now you know for yourself my condition Cel. I don't know what to do myself. Only I'm sure if I do it with the right people, it's possible to react" I said, chuckling at Celine's words.
"Ah You Al there-there aja. Try Al you do continue with your wife, who knows if it will make her react again like before. And maybe it will produce children again" Celine said later.
"Is it possible Cel?" I doubt Celine's words.
"All of those possibilities could have been Al. And there is also no such thing as impossible if the power has willed."
"You're right Cel."
"Or maybe... You don't want it Al?"