Figurant Wife
The fear of Divan
"Do you have any business with Mr. Mahesa, Hanum?" Dea asked after a long time Hanum fell silent.
Hanum shook his head. "none. It's possible that Mr. Mahesa just wants to monitor the performance of his subordinates." Hanum answered so that Dea did not guess too far.
Dea nodded in agreement with Hanum's words.
"Let's get back to our work." Take Hanum and return to Dea in response.
Is it true that Mr. Mahesa came and looked at me. But why did Master Mahesa come here just to pay attention to me? Does Mr Mahesa have any interest in me? Hanum asked inwardly as he guessed the reason Master Mahesa had come to him.
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Time without feeling so fast passes. It felt like just yesterday Hanum felt his heart beating so fast because of the arrival of Mr. Mahesa and his family to propose to him. And now Hanum is made to pound again because in one week's time Mr. Mahesa and his family will come back to marry his son with him.
"Why dream?" Divan asked who had been watching Hanum just silently standing in front of the balcony of her room with a blank look ahead.
Hanum also realized from his long daydream. "Divan, are you done playing, son?" Ask Hanum.
"Already, Mah. Divan's tired of playing still, Mah." Answer Divan.
Hanum smiled hearing that. He asked Divan to come closer to him and rubbed Divan's hair.
"Mama why daydream?" Divan asked again because the question had not been answered by Hanum.
"Mama is not daydreaming." Lying Hanum while trying to smile.
Divan certainly doesn't believe that. He looked at Hanum intensely and asked Hanum to be honest with him.
"Is Mama scared?" Ask Divan.
Hanum shook his head. "Mama is not afraid. Just a thought." Answer Hanum.
"Mah..." Divan suddenly hugged Hanum's leg. "Will you still love Divan if you're married?" Divan asked with a face that had turned withered.
Hanum was of course shocked to hear the question from his son. "Why did Divan ask like that, hm?" Hanum asked who wanted to know his son's heart.
"Divan was afraid that Mama wouldn't love Divan again if she was married. Mama loves it more than just Om Dio." Answer Divan.
"Divan's..." Hanum rubbed his son's hair again. "Why think like that, hm? Of course, Mama will always love Divan even though Mama is married later. Divan is the heart of Mama's heart and Mama loves Divan more than Mama herself. Don't ever think that you won't love Divan again because that's not possible." Said Hanum gently.
"Is that right, Ma?" Ask Divan with teary eyes.
Hanum nodded his head in response. "Really... Divan is everything to Mama." Said Hanum then squatted to align his body with Divan. Afterwards Hanum brought Divan's body into his arms.
"Divan has always thought lately that Mama would not love Divan if Mama was married later?" Ask Hanum.
Divan nodded his head in response. Seeing his son's response certainly made Hanum feel sad because he did not expect that lately Divan harbored his fear alone without intending to tell him.
"Mama loves Divan so much and Divan is everything to Mama." Said Hanum while tightening his embrace on his son.
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