First Wife's Last Tears
Perceiver

The last few days Fauzi rarely came home, he was busy preparing for his wedding with Wulan. Although her heart told her not to hurt Lisna, but it turned out that everything happened as well. He not only hurt Lisna but also destroyed Lisna's mentality which had been hard-earned in her repair since marrying Fauzi.

Before marrying Fauzi, Lisna was just a girl who had a mental disorder. He is easy to be emotional and very temperamental. But since meeting Fauzi, and when Fauzi promised to take care of her, love her giving her affection, that's when Lisna refrained from going crazy anymore. She tried hard to be a patient and loving woman.

Tonight Lisna sleeps at her mother-in-law's house. He just didn't want to be alone in a house that felt increasingly lonely and made his heart even more broken.

"Lis, you haven't eaten dinner yet, you'll be sick."

That was Fatimah's voice trying to remind her daughter-in-law that she was going to dinner soon because it was ten in the evening. And Lisna was still loyal in front of her laptop.

"I'm not hungry, ma. Anyway my work is pretty much done and should be handed over in the morning." Lisna replied without looking at her in-laws.

Actually, there was a sense of compassion in the heart of fatimah when she saw the look on Lisna's flat face when she arrived at her house. She knew Lisna was injured because Fauzi was about to get married again. But, Fatimah chose to pretend not to know about Lisna's broken heart. His obsession with fondling the granddaughter of Fauzi blinded the eyes of his heart.

"Yes, then my mom sleeps first. You also don't stay up too long, you need to rest."

The sweet word really touches if Fatimah is a good in-law. Unfortunately Lisna knew her in-laws were just a stale base. So that all Lisna could do was stand in her heart over and over again.

Fatimah went back to her room. The house suddenly went back to sleep. Lisna stopped staring at the screen of her laptop. His back was propped up against a chair to make the spine feel a little comfortable.

Suddenly there was a message notification coming into his phone. Immediately Lisna saw who the sender of the message was. It was a new number he did not know. It was just that since it was sent through WA, Lisna could see the profile of the owner of that new number.

"Is this the widow that Fauzi was judging?" His murmur stared at the photo of Wulan kissing Fauzi's cheek.

"Huh, actors. What did he send me?"

Lisna immediately opened the video submission from Wulan. Once the video was played, apparently it was deliberately sent to show that she and Fauzi were choosing a wedding dress.

"Astaghfirullah's. Patience Lisna. patience."

Lisna took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly over and over again until she felt more comfortable and could control her emotions.

However, at that time Wulan sent again this time a photo of them kissing affectionately in Wulan's room at his home.

Whistler:

#Tonight Mas Fauzi slept in my room, Miss Lisna.

Instead of getting angry or crying, Lisna smiled reading the message.

Lisna:

#please. I slept every night for seven years next to Mas Fauzi. And it feels boring.

Sure enough Lisna's answer made Wulan upset and ignited emotions. He even showed Lisna's reply to Fauzi.

Fauzi's response was different to Wulan's. The word 'please and bore' that Lisna said made her heart hurt. Somehow it felt when Lisna instead allowed another woman to sleep with her to make her heart hurt. But this is what he wanted.

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Found his mother-in-law who acted as if nothing happened to make him heartbroken and began to feel that he was really not considered his presence by the mother-in-law who he considered as a substitute for his mother.

"Weight, God, is sick. Am I born to hate? In the past, mom and dad also hated me so much because I was too whiny. But, when I turned into a selfless person again, they even said bad boy even they accused me of being a woman of the night. And now, in my husband's family, I'm also useless for being a woman who can't get pregnant."

Lisna was really not strong in facing the trials that came at once with an unusually high level.

"Well know God, the test You give Your servant never goes beyond the limits of Your servant. But, I am not that strong to accept and complete this test alone by continuing to be patient like this, O God…"

Meanwhile Lisna tried to control her emotions as usual by breathing and exhaling repeatedly while beristighfar. But this time it felt so bad. His chest felt tight and seemed to be about to explode right now.

Aaakkkhhrrrgg…

Lisna shouted out loud enough, even to the point of being heard by the neighbors of the rented house complex.

"I hate you, I hate you. I don't deserve to live, I should have just died that time.." The screeches gave off all the claustrophobic feelings that he kept holding back all this time.

"I'm not good is it with you anymore, mom? I'm willing to do everything so you don't leave. I'm willing to endure all my anger, because I'm afraid of losing you mas, it's enough that I lost both my parents and my brother because I cursed them." Lisna chirped in her cries but with an increasingly weakened voice and she no longer shouted.

The clock hand kept turning, Lisna still continued to cry even sobbing sobs. But he no longer yelled or shouted. It's just that now his eyes are empty staring at a pair of scissors located on his dresser.

Should I catch up with you guys?

Yes, I must leave this world. There's no place for me to come back. Everybody hates me…

Lisna stood up from her sitting position on the floor, her feet stepped quickly towards the dressing table, then her hands grabbed those sharp scissors and…

The scissors he swung were so powerful as to stab right in his heart. His eyes were closed very strongly waiting for the scissors to arrive at his heart.

Good bye to the world…

When Lisna tried to end her life, Fauzi who was eating dinner with Wulan at her mother's house also choked on food.

Uhhuuukkk…

"Drink first, baby." Deftly Wulan held out a glass of water as Fauzi choked.

"Eat him eat it don't rush it." Fatimah with her worried face.

Fauzi drank until the water ran out of a glass. But then he still coughed. Wulan also helps pat his back to help relieve Fauzi's cough.

"Want to drink again?"

Fauzi shook his head while continuing to cough, until he finally vomited out all the food he had swallowed. His vomit even to the point of gushing dirty the dining table. Wulan and Fatimah were also exposed to splashes of vomiting that came out of Fauzi's mouth while coughing.