First Wife's Last Tears
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Queen and Ridho have changed into swimsuits and played in a pool that is only limited to the knees of children their age. The two children seemed to be very happy to play water together. Even the Queen who was feeling scared, was even more active than Ridho.

"Don't go far.." Shouted Lisna to tell the two boys who could not be separated from his supervision.

"Who's that little girl, Lis?"

Lisna smiled before answering.

"He's a stepdaughter of Mas Fauzi, ma'am." He answered while looking at the Queen in front of him.

"Stepson.your husband is already.."

"Yes mbak. Mas Fauzi got married a week ago. The woman was my mother's choice. And it turns out he's also Mas Fauzi's ex-girlfriend."

Mirna was speechless unable to say a word. Lisna was as strong as it was storing everything herself without being caught at all by the people around her.

A hug was given by Mirna to the toughest and strongest woman she thought it was.

"You're too patient, Lis. You... How can you look okay?"

Lisna did not cry in Mirna's arms. She just smiled listening to Mirna's babble that had always been kind to her for the past seven years.

"I had no choice, ma'am. I'm a kara, my family left me first. And it's because of my selfishness that demands they have to give me affection and attention." He said in a very calm voice.

Mirna let go of her embrace to look at Lisna's facial expression that looked just as calm as her way of speaking.

"Lis, you can't be like this. At least you should shed your sorrow and pain in the form of tears. If not, you could get sick…"

Again Lisna just smiled.

"Since both my parents and my brother died, I vowed to myself not to demand affection or attention from anyone including Mas Fauzi and his family. I will only give them my whole heart and body as long as I can survive. Then, when they no longer need me, I will disappear from their lives. But.."

A long sigh rang out from Lisna before continuing her words.

"I'm scared now, madam. I'm afraid of losing Fauzi and his family. Because they're all I have. That's the reason why I'm staying, even if my heart breaks.." Reveals that in the end shed another clear circle that he thought was dry.

Mirna hugged him tightly.

"Cry, Lis. Crying fully. I'll accompany you here, I'll hold you tight."

Lisna's cry really broke. The crying this time was quieter than usual. Because usually when Lisna cries she will definitely be carried away by emotions, angry and end up wanting to end her life. However, the cry this time was not like that. He just spilled all his pain in Mirna's arms.

"You're great Lis. You're powerful. But remember, do not last too long in the midst of humans who do not want your presence. You must go and find another man who can accept your presence. If necessary, find a man who can't even live with you."

Lisna nodded in Mirna's arms despite still crying. But he understood what Mirna said. Perhaps it was time for her to leave the family that did not want her presence anymore. Moreover, now they have got a replacement that they think is the most perfect.

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Fauzi and Wulan had already arrived home. But the house looks lonely, there is only a bik Siti who welcomes their return.

"Bik, where is Lisna with Queen?" Ask Fauzi.

"The same lady non Queen went to play, sir."

"Where are you, bik?" Ask Wulan.

"If it's not wrong, the lady said she wanted to take non Queen to the water park." Answer Siti.

"What's? The water park." Wulan looked surprised and very panicked.

"Why baby?" Fauzi was astonished to see Wulan's reaction,

"Mas, Queen is traumatized by the water park. Queen almost drowned.."

"Light up, mas. Queen is my daughter, what if something bad happens to her?"

"Honey, Queen went with Lisna. It's certain that Lisna will take good care of Queen."

"That's impossible, ma'am. After all, Queen is my daughter. I'm the woman who took Lisna's aunt's husband. I think Lisna really loves Sam Queen. No mas, mbak Lisna could have deliberately harmed Queen."

Wulan explained with emotion. Fauzi could only fall silent and start to be affected by Wulan's talk about Lisna.

"If Lisna does evil to Queen, I will punish Lisna, dear.." Snapped Fauzi while stroking Wulan's back.

Unbeknownst to them, Lisna and Queen had already arrived at the main door as Wulan worried about Lisna harming Queen.

Lisna could understand Wulan's worries. Because if Lisna was in Wulan's position, she would do the same. But, said Fauzi makes Lisna really hurt.

*It turns out I was right, mas. It's not your mom who forced you to marry Wulan. But, you want to marry Wulan your first ex-lover who you love so much. Then, why are you still defending me, mas? Wh-wh-what for? Did you intentionally torture me slowly. Hell you, mas.*

Lisna's hand that was tightly grasping Queen's hand immediately she took off as it almost squeezed the tiny hand of the innocent little girl.

"Mother why? Why don't we go straight in. Papa same mom has come home, I with a towel meleka loh buk."

Queen pulled Lisna's hand in. The tiny hand grabbed the door algae and opened the door.

Wulan's eyes, Fauzi and Siti turned towards the door.

"Queen!"

Wulan immediately ran to hug her daughter's body and checked her condition.

While Fauzi was standing at the front there, he looked nervous about getting a sharp glare from Lisna.

"Sir, why did you take Queen so selflessly with me or Mas Fauzi?" Maki Wulan on Lisna.

"Mama, I'm not wrong. I'm gonna play with mom.." Obviously Queen is defending Lisna.

"Darling, mama's worried. You know, you almost drowned while playing in the water park."

Wulan tried to remind again the incident a year ago to his little daughter.

"But I didn't drown. Mom took good care of me. In the moment of sleep, mother held my hand with elat elat." He still defended Lisna.

That certainly makes Wulan more emotional. But, she could not vent her emotions on Lisna at this time especially in front of her little daughter.

"Whatever it is, you must obey your mother. You have to follow what Mom says. If you say you can't, it means you can't. Understood?"

Queen nodded with a guilty look. Seeing that Wulan immediately hugged her daughter again and carried her to the room.

When Wulan was gone, Fauzi walked over to Lisna who was still standing in front of the door with her flat gaze.

"Lis, you're okay, right?"

Lisna nodded. She tried to forget what she heard a moment ago from the mouth of her husband who did not defend her in front of Wulan.

"Then, rest. I'll take you to the room."

Fauzi took Lisna's hand to drive her to the room. Once in front of Lisna's room, Fauzi stepped into Wulan's room.

"Mas, don't you want to sleep in my room?"

The question made Fauzi stop, he immediately turned around and went back to Lisna.

"Lis. since we're newly married, I'll sleep in Wulan's room in a week, yeah. After that, I'll sleep in your room." Her speech was soft as she filled Lisna's cheeks.

And just a slow nod of response from Lisna, then she entered her room by locking the door. It hurt, during his stay in this house, never once again did Fauzi come to him at night to sleep together.

Poor lisna. Already the birth income is not given, the inner living is not he gets.