First Wife's Last Tears
Don't want to lose again!

Tonight Fuazi could not sleep. I don't know why she felt so missed Lisna. His heart was completely overpowered by Lisna.

Lisna, are you okay? I miss you so much, Lisna. I want to hug you. I'm sorry for believing you cheated. I know you never did that. I'm so sorry Lisna.

"Liss!" Fauzi muttered softly.

She unconsciously hugged the bolster tightly while imagining that the one she was hugging was Lisna. And he called out the name of his ex-wife, while Wulan lay next to him.

"I don't like that Fauzi always mentioned Lisna's name when it was clear that I was here with you. I hate that mas." Shouted Wulan annoyed.

Fauzi's eyes that had been closed immediately became literate again when he heard Wulan speak.

"I'm sorry, honey. You know, seven years I lived with Lisna. What do I need I always call him for his help, so it's only natural that I still call his name." Fauzi asked to be understood by Wulan.

"Then go see Lisna. But remember, don't expect me to sit in my company again." Wulan.

Yes, threatening Fauzi is quite easy, because Fauzi is also easy to control with money.

"I won't go back to Lisna again, Wulan. I just haven't gotten used to it without him.."

"I should have told my friend to get rid of Lisna."

"No Wulan, no. I promise I won't say his name again. You're my best wife, baby."

Fauzi tightly hugged Wulan's body. And Wulan did not rebel, she could only remain silent in her husband's arms.

Basic men have no stand. I am also married to Mas Fauzi. How could Lisna have survived seven years with a man like this.

Wulan, just a few months into being Fauzi's wife has made him feel sorry.

Shit, why do I have to get pregnant too soon.

Wulan was too pampered with her family, so what she wanted should be hers. But, he never gave up on making his Fauzi because it was hindered by parental blessing and of course because Fauzi was also a cool man at that time.

But, after Wulan was widowed, she wanted Fauzi instead and she got it despite having to be a second wife. But, it's just for a second. Now Wulan already has the Fauzi completely and married life with Fauzi slowly began to make him bored for whatever reason.

"Mas, tomorrow we check the contents. I want you all to know the gender of our son." Said Wulan then with her flat face.

"Yes, honey. Tomorrow I'll accompany you to check the contents."

Fauzi was about to kiss his wife, but Wulan quickly turned her face away.

"Sorry, mom. I'm so tired."

Wulan immediately lay down and hid herself under the covers by turning her back to her husband who had made her angry and bored because her husband always called Lisna's name every time they had sex after her husband divorced his first wife.

Why does Wulan seem to ignore me. Is Wulan so angry because I still say Lisna's name?

"Mas, don't move. Noisy knows. I'm going to sleep."

Wulan was really upset because Fauzi switched the position of the bed that made the bed move.

"Sorry baby. I'm not moving anymore."

Fauzi slept in a bad mood. Actually, for almost two weeks, Wulan has always refused to have a husband and wife relationship with her. Wulan said because she was afraid of hurting the baby. Though the doctor clearly recommends to have sex at least twice a week.

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Lisna couldn't sleep well tonight either. Not because she remembered her ex-husband, but because she was still in the shadows when the reporters stormed her earlier this afternoon.

"You haven't slept, Lis?"

It was the voice of Doctor Yumna who had just come out of her room, but she saw the lights of Lisna's room still interrupting and she stopped by.

"Mom's not home yet?" Lisna asked somewhat surprised.

"This is just coming home. But I saw you weren't asleep, so I stopped by."

Yumna went into Lisna's room. He sat on the edge of the narrow bed where Lisna lay.

"What's up, kid? You look uncomfortable."

Lisna changed the position of her bed by leaning her back against the bed rest.

"The shadow of a bunch of journalists who stormed me this afternoon is still always imagined, ma'am. It makes me uncomfortable." His speech.

"You want me to help you relax your mind?"

"Then close your eyes."

Lisna closed her eyes. Then Yumna instructed Lisna to think of one of the most comfortable places she wanted to live there.

"Have Lisna found the place?"

Lisna nodded with a smile.

"What kind of place is that, son?"

"Vavilions. I was in a vavillion surrounded by beautiful flowers." Lisna replied with her eyes closed and lips smiling calmly.

"Do you like that place?"

"I really like this place, mom."

"Who are you there with, son?"

"alone."

"Is it not too lonely to live alone in that beautiful place?"

Lisna did not reply, the smile that had been seen at the corner of her lips slowly disappeared.

"What's up Lisna?"

Lisna still did not answer. He looked like he was having a bad dream.

"Lisna, wake up son. Open your eyes if you feel like the place is dangerous." Yumna's whisper tried to wake Lisna from her subconscious.

There was no response from Lisna. For now he enters into the world of his dreams or perhaps delusion.

Lisna saw the Eagle standing at the end there extending his hand towards Lisna.

"Will Lisna be friends with me?" Ask the Eagle in Lisna's delusion.

"No."

"Why? Did I treat my sister badly?"

"No, El. It's just that I'm not a woman who deserves to be friends with you."

"What kind of woman deserves to be friends with me."

"Much if you look for it, El."

The eagle stepped closer to Lisna, making Lisna step back.

"Don't ignore me anymore, brother. I want to always be near Lisna's sister." The Hawk's whisper was so the distance between them was very close.

"I'm not ignoring you, Eagle. I just don't want to let my heart be tied to you."

"Why? Does your sister hate me?"

"No Eagle. I'm just not ready to give my heart to any man right now. I still love my husband." Lisna said.

"Alright, I won't force you anymore." The eagle moved away from Lisna.

"I won't bother Lisna anymore. I hope Lisna's sister will continue to be happy." Shouted the Eagle while waving his shield without turning towards Lisna.

While Lisna could only stare at the back of the man who was getting away from her.

Lisna's face looked sad. That's what Yumna saw. He tried to wake Lisna.

"Sir, Lisna!"

Yumna touched Lisna's shoulder many times. Eventually, the eyes opened again.

"Mother…"

Lisna immediately hugged Yumna tightly.

"What's up, son?"

Yumna gently stroked Lisna's back to calm her down.

"I'm afraid of losing someone I love again, I don't want to…"

"You haven't lost anyone, son. They are the ones who have actually lost you. So stop blaming yourself. Live life without thinking of such a bad thing."