First Wife's Last Tears
Can't forget yet

Lisna was comfortable living in her new residence. Really comfortable. Unfortunately, the refrigerator is still empty. So Lisna hasn't been able to cook anything for a while.

Since Eagle has no schedule today, Lisna decided to shop for her monthly needs. Although not yet paid by Eagle, Lisna still has the rest of her savings while working with doctor Yumna.

Lisna also plans to pick up her clothes at doctor Yumna's place. He only has the only clothes on his body.

Drriiiittt…

Lisna's phone is ringing. Incoming call from an unfamiliar number. Lisna initially ignored him, but the call was many times, making her think there might be something important that the owner of the foreign number wanted to convey.

"Assalamualaikum, hello!"

"Lissna? Is this Lisna?"

That voice, Lisna was still very familiar with that voice.

"Mas Fauzi?"

"Yes, Lis. Its me. Sorry to bother you, but can we meet?"

"Where did Mas Fauzi get my contact?"

"That's not important, Lis. Please, can we meet?"

"Why meet, if there's anything important you want to say, just say it now." Lisna replied firmly.

"Lis, mama's sick. Now mama's taken care of and I need money to pay for your hospital.."

"Oh so that means you're calling to borrow money?" Guess Lisna judes.

"I know I was wrong, Lis. But I beg you, please help me Lisna. Wulan's also in the hospital right now, she's going to give birth and I don't have a penny." Fauzi told Lisna.

"I don't have any more money to give to you either. You are rich people.."

"Not anymore Lisna. I'm the same Wulan in slander, we were fired from the company. Now we don't have anything else, help me Lisna.."

"Sorry, I can't. After all, Fauzi can still ask for help with the Word and Yuni. Not to me."

"Pick them up not enough, Lis. Please, only you can help us now."

"No mas. I'm sorry."

Lisna closed the call and made her mobile phone.

"Whatever. I don't care." Echoed.

Lisna continued her plan to go shopping for kitchen necessities and also picked up her clothes at the Yumna doctor's place.

But, Lisna's heart turned back. It felt like she was too evil to let her ex-husband in big trouble.

"Astaghfirullah, what should I do?"

Akhinya Lisna rushed to the hospital that had been told by Fauzi. Lisna did not have enough money to help, but at least she wanted to see how her mother-in-law was who she said was seriously ill.

Lisna went to the hospital by taxi. But before leaving earlier, Lisna had already sent a message to Eagle that she was going to the hospital to visit her former mother-in-law.

Not long after, Lisna arrived at the hospital. He saw Fauzi, Firman and Fitri standing in the hospital corridor with a sad face.

"Sir Lisna!" The Word first saw Lisna.

Lisna stepped closer to them. She immediately hugged the crying-looking Fitri.

"Mama mbak's. Mama's very sick." Rengek Fitri complained to Lisna.

"Mak Lisna is healthy?" Ask Word.

"Thank God be healthy."

Fauzi was silent looking at Lisna who was hugging Fitri.

Lisna was wide-hearted. Even though he's been hurt, he still cares.

"What's Wulan inside?" Ask Lisna to the Word.

Lisna was just the origin of guessing, as she saw the room in front of Fauzi standing was the maternity room.

"Yes, ma'am."

"Cesarean section?" Ask Lisna again.

"Yes, mom. The baby's crossed and wrapped around the umbilical cord." Answer the Word explains.

"Hopefully the operation goes well." Lisna Mumbles.

"Thank you Lisna." Fauzi looked at Lisna.

Actually she was very embarrassed to face Lisna, but she had no choice but to ask Lisna for help.

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Wulan is still not fully recovered. He was lying limp on his bed with a very pale face.

"Darling our baby has been born." The whisper of Fauzi in Wulan's ear.

Lisna felt lazy to see the affection of the couple, to make him ask to be delivered to the room of his former mother-in-law.

"Fit, take me to mama yuk's room." Bring Lisna.

Fitri followed suit. They left Fauzi and Wulan alone, while Fitri, Firman and Lisna went to visit Fatimah.

Upon arrival in the public poly room where Fatimah was being treated, Lisna could only see Fatimah's unconscious pale face lying on the bed.

"What's the pain, Fit?" Ask Lisna.

He clasped the cold hand tightly.

"The doctor just said, your stomach acid goes up. But, mama has been like this since these four days, madam. Mom never woke up." Fitri.

"Later in the afternoon you've been told to take it home, because you don't have enough money to pay for the hospital." Speak Word.

Lisna did not answer. He also had no money to help pay.

"Ma, get well soon. The grandson that you were waiting for was born. He's handsome ma, like a Fauzi mas." Lisna's whisper in Fatimah's ear.

The sentence that came out of Lisna's mouth just made Fitri and Firman feel moved.

"I'm sorry for your mistake, ma'am. Mama was too selfish to hurt Lisna." The Word represents the apology of his mother.

"That which is past, let it pass, the Word. I'm happy because Fauzi can finally give a grandchild to my mom. And mama must also be very happy, because the granddaughter of her first child has been born."

Fatimah's hand moved. The weak hand tightly grasped Lisna's hand. His eyes also began to open.

"Mama?" The Word approached his mother.

"Liss…"

Fatimah actually mentioned the name Lisna earlier than her children.

"Mama!" Fitri approached and stroked her mother's head gently.

"Lisna. forgive me, son." Fatimah said.

I don't feel Lisna's eyes are glassy. She felt compassion for her mother-in-law, but Lisna's heart still hurt considering that her mother-in-law always held her infertile daughter-in-law and could not give her grandchildren.

"I'm sorry, Lisna…"

"Yes, ma. I'm trying to forgive you, so you have to heal and see for yourself how I can forgive you." Lisna said while holding back her cries.

"I'm sorry mom…"

Lisna just nodded. Then he asked the Word to sit beside his mother.

"Where are you going?" Ask Word.

"I must go, Word. I have a job." Lisna stared once again at the face of Fatimah who was also staring at her.

"Oh yes, Fir. Here I have a little money. Accept it, though it may not be enough, but I'm sincere."

Lisna gave away three million, the rest of her savings. He gave everything the same Word just for the cost of Fatimah hospital.

"No need to mbak. How about Lisna?" Reject Word.

"I already have a job, so just use the money."

Lisna's gone. He really came out of the room and Fauzi was waiting for him.

"Sina."

"Mas Fauzi!" Lisna was a bit surprised because Fauzi was waiting in front of the room.

Suddenly Fauzi knelt before Lisna.

"What are you doing, mas?"

"I'm sorry Lisna. I'm really sorry." Fauzi was crying out for forgiveness from Lisna.

"Here you go, I've forgotten everything. So, don't overdo it like this."

Lisna asked Fauzi to stand up again, but Fauzi would not. So Lisna just left in front of Fauzi without caring about Fauzi who was still apologizing from him.

I have given what is destined for me. But, I have not been able to forget how much pain you gave me. I'm sorry I won't be able to be like you guys again.