First Wife's Last Tears
The beginning of new life

Lisna sat quietly in front of the supermarket. She should have been shopping for monthly necessities, even the money was given to her ex-husband's family.

"I did my best. Let's just say today is the last time I see them. May there be no next day." Lisna said to herself.

Tin…

Tin…

Eagle's car horn surprised Lisna.

"Dreaming over here, brother?"

The eagle opened the windshield to greet Lisna.

"You're doing it here yourself?" Reply Lisna was a little upset because she was shocked by the sound of her car horn.

"You shop."

The eagle came down from his car which was right in the parking line special car.

"Aren't you shopping?"

"No."

"Why?"

"There's no money."

"Do you want me to buy all the shopping?" Fresh Eagle tried to comfort Lisna, she knew that Lisna's mood was not good after meeting her ex-husband's family.

Lisna nodded slowly.

"Goooo…"

The eagle stepped first and Lisna followed him.

"So don't shop anything please. I'll deal with it."

"Let's just cut my pay off El. Don't give me just." Lisna.

"OK fine. My brother's first salary was cut according to the amount of shopping today. How, deal?"

"Deal!" Sahut Lisna fast.

After the agreement was mutually agreed, Lisna immediately shopped for kitchen needs for the next month. While the Eagle only accompanied him, he only bought a drink and a piece of bread.

It didn't take long for Lisna to finish her shopping. In just under an hour, all kitchen needs are complete for stock one month ahead.

"Have, brother?" Asked Eagle is less sure because Lisna trolley is still not full, even though he said for stock shopping a month.

"It."

"A little too!"

"And I live alone, little."

"Remain sure?"

"No."

"Yes, let's pay."

Lisna pushed her trolley towards the cashier. And the Eagle paid for the total expenditure of Lisna which only spent six hundred and fifty thousand rupiah for a month.

"Sister, your salary is ten million a month. Can you usually just shop this way?"

"Why is that why?"

The eagle stared at Lisna's groceries, the most expensive five kilos of rice, eggs, noodles, cooking oil, the kitchen spice union, and the vegetables were just potatoes, carrots, cabbage and cucumbers.

"Sister why not buy meat, fish or shrimp…"

"Lazy Cook Eagle. Cooking is simple. Plump an egg, saute a cabbage, eat. Or do not cook instant noodles, eat rice, already. Simple."

"Basic slacker."

"It's just staying alone, it's okay to be lazy."

"Yes, it's up to the big brother."

The eagle brought Lisna's grocery bag especially the rice, because it was the heaviest.

"El, my salary doesn't have to be ten million. I wasn't serious then, just kidding."

"As far as I am. I paid my brother. I want to pay whatever I like."

"Where else are you going, brother?"

"To doctor Yumna's place, take my clothes."

"Okay, I'll take you there."

The car drove to doctor Yumna's place.

"Sorry El, I'm troubling you. I should be the manager who accompanies you everywhere, not even you who take me anywhere." Lisna felt bad.

"Look easy, brother. Today, I also have no work schedule."

Lisna smiled happily looking at the face of the Eagle who did not seem forced to accompany her shopping and drove her to pick up clothes.

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Year passed.

Lisna was still faithfully the manager of the Eagle. Only, now that Lisna was closer to the Eagle family also included her brother Erwin.

Like today, in between accompanying Eagle Filming, Lisna also accompanied Erwin who was with them to the ancol. Because the Eagle shoots in ancol.

"I'm sorry, Lis. Maybe if it wasn't for my recklessness riding a speeding motorcycle, your family would still be safe." Erwin.

He was not completely able to speak well as he could. Since the day of the accident, Erwin has been in misfortune. His legs were completely paralysed and had a concussion of the brain as well. Fortunately, slowly his brain began to improve.

"All has been described by God, bang. There is no need to remember the events that have happened if only to blame yourself. It's good to remember that it gives us the courage and strength to live life in the future so much better."

"You're right, Lisna."

Erwin was very happy to be able to chat and be alone with Lisna like now. Unfortunately, Lisna was too busy to keep seeing him often.

"Lis, do you have someone special?" Tanya Erwin arrived to make Lisna rather uncomfortable.

"Why did you suddenly ask that?" Search Lisna.

"Is that question not allowed?"

Instead of answering Erwin instead gave a question back.

"Mmm, for now there's nothing special. I still enjoy the day alone." Lisna answered in the end.

"If I want to be special to you, can't I?" Erwin asked without further ado.

Lisna was silent, her hand that was pushing Erwin's wheelchair suddenly stopped.

"Did my question offend you, Lisna?"

Lisna did not answer. He just stared at the waves ahead. Where there the Eagle is posing in various styles with a beautiful woman who is rumored to be dating the Eagle.

"Lisna, I know maybe you like Eagles. But, it's better not to. The eagle has a lot of beautiful women in it. He won't be able to have his own."

Erwin arrived saying so. Sure makes Lisna giggle.

"What the hell is that talking." Lisna still smiled with a smile.

"I'm just trying to warn you not to fall for the Eagle." Erwin Reset.

"I'm not falling for anyone, bang. Right now, I'm just happy with my own life. So, you don't have to worry."

Erwin's face became sad. Apparently Lisna was unwilling to accept her heart.

"I realize I'm not perfect, Lisna. I'm disabled, I'm paralyzed. But, believe me my heart is sincere to you."

That sentence made Lisna again stop pushing the wheelchair.

"I'm sorry, brother. Physicality is not a guarantee to make me stop loving someone. But, really right now I just want to live alone without anyone." Lisna explained.

Erwin still could not accept what Lisan had told him. To make him disappointed and angry. He expressed his anger by hitting his two paralyzed legs.

"Don't be like this, brother. It's the same as hurting yourself." Prevent Lisna.

"Leave it, Lisna. It's the foot that's been in trouble in my life." Erwin started to rampage.

She hit her leg even stronger, making Lisna unable to do anything to prevent it. Fortunately the Eagle saw that, he immediately hugged his strong brother and stopped his hand from hitting his paralyzed leg.

Lisna could only stand still watching what was happening in front of her. Lisna really didn't mean to make Erwin that way. But it all comes back to the heart. Lisna was still unable to open her heart to love again. The failure that used to be the reason is not willing to open the heart for any man.