First Wife's Last Tears
Patience with Lisna

Fsuzi came home at seven in the morning and Lisna was no longer home. He's gone to the office.

"I'm sorry, Lisna dear."

Fauzi felt guilty for not answering the call and also not returning his wife's message since last night.

His footsteps led him to the kitchen, his hands uncovered the food hood and found that the food was ready as usual. Even under the bowl of sambel, Lisna slipped two pieces of money a hundred thousand.

"What Lisna's been paying, yeah. But it's usually a payday on the second date and it's only the first date.." He mumbled taking the money.

Drrittt…

His phone shook, an incoming call from Wulan. Fauzi got Wulan's contact from his mother last night. And the reason he didn't answer Lisna's calls and messages, because he was busy chatting with Wulan almost overnight.

"Hello, Wulan." The answer is directly with a series of beaming faces.

"I just got home. Are you in the office?"

Fauzi smiled happily listening to Wulan's chattering across the street.

"Lunch at Retoran? This afternoon. mmh. I'll take you to the company or what?"

He left the kitchen to go to his room.

"Don't, if you invite me here later there will be a julid and even tell Lisna. I'm not ready to tell Lisna about us so soon, baby." Reject it in a soft voice.

"We met in person at the restaurant... Yes dear, bye muachh.."

As soon as the conversation ended, Fauzi immediately laid his body on the mattress and he fell asleep. Understandably almost all night he did not sleep because of a long friendly chat with Wulan, even to call each other dear to his love.

Meanwhile, Lisna in the office was very troubled with all her work that arrived piled up, because of the carelessness of the interns three months ago. The misrepresentation of the report made by the intern was only realized today by his superiors and all the mistakes were passed on to Lisna.

One hour…

Two hours…

Three hours…

Even now the clock has shown at two o'clock, and Lisna has not had time to eat lunch and pray for a while. That's because the report had to be sent to the center this afternoon.

"Lis, you haven't eaten and prayed, have you?" Sapa Gunawan, who works with him, but Gunawan higher rank above Lisna.

"Yes, sir. But it's not over."

"Let me help you here, you go to prayer the same as eating there."

"Correct sir?"

"Yes. Gih cepasi there.." Tukas Gunawan with his flat face.

Gunawan is famous as a cool widower who is cold or a two-door refrigerator in the company. But, it doesn't apply if you're with Lisna. Gunawan became very attentive and liked to invite Lisna to talk first. It was because Gunawan kept silent put his heart on Lisna, but unfortunately Lisna was married, so he had to be careful not to be caught by Lisna about his heart.

Lisna had already arrived at the small mushola at the back of the office. He prayed for a while, then had a little lunch. Because it is still in the period of maintaining a diet even though it is not regular, because it is past time.

"Huh, it seems like it's hard to fix my hormones if it keeps going like this. Where my mind is mumbling too... Oh, my God."

Lisna took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly. The activity was repeated three times.

"Prophe Lisna. You must be patient. patient. Bismillah." His murmur was encouraging to himself.

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Fauzi and Wulan had just finished lunch. They came out of the restaurant hand in hand and laughed happily.

"You're serious, who?"

"Yes I'm serious. You don't want me to offer a job at the company. But, I also don't want us to stay away anymore." Ocehniah.

"OK I agree to be a private driver."

Wulan smiled happily. "As for the salary, we'll talk about it later in the car, yeah, that."

"Yes. But true, which. I need a paycheck, not enough money to buy cigarettes and my motorbike."

"Dear, that's easy." Wulan.

Now that they arrived near Wulan's car, he told Fauzi to drive her back to the company. While the Fauzi motorbike was brought by the brother of the workshop to be delivered to the Wulan house.

Along the way to the company, Wulan asked a lot about Lisna.

"Where's your wife working, who?"

"Lisna works at PT Jati."

"PT Jati central?" Wulan asked with a surprised expression.

"No, he's an administrative employee at PT Jati branch."

Wulan nodded in understanding and her face returned to normal. "Circuit him in the company center.

"What if he works at the center?"

"It's okay, it's just it."

"What's the truth?"

"Yes, ayang. The truth is nothing." He put his head on Fauzi's shoulder comfortably.

"Wait where am I with your wife, who?"

Fauzi's face seemed to dislike hearing Wulan's question. Because Fauzi does not like to compare the physical person.

"You are as beautiful as the charms of each of you." Honest answer.

"You never change. Never compared to a person's physique." Puji Wulan's.

"Yes, since God created men, they differ, of course, from their own advantages and disadvantages."

"Yes." Kissed Fauzi on the cheek and that surprised Fauzi.

For some reason after being kissed by Wulan, Fauzi instead remembered Lisna. Guilt began to haunt him. It's not easy for Fauzi to forget Lisna's best wife for him. But Wulan is his first girlfriend and they used to love each other, then separated because of papa Wulan's blessing.

"Who wants to marry me. Like a promise first." Wulan's voice broke Fauzi's daydream.

"I will marry you, but not yet in the near future, who. Give me some time to tell you about our relationship with Lisna. I dare not tell him."

"Yes, I get it. I understand my position here as an affair." Rutuk Wulan's.

He felt sick and upset at the same time hearing Fauzi's words that seemed to keep Lisna's feelings in check.

"I'm sorry, Wulan." Fauzi gently touched the back of Wulan's hand.

However, Wulan did not wince. He still kept his eyes off staring out of the car.

I'll make sure you marry me, Fauzi. If Lisna doesn't give us permission to get married, then I'll make her allow us to get married at any cost. Wulan muttered in his heart.

While Fauzi still continues to stroke the back of his lover's hand to persuade him.

I'm sorry Wulan. You do have my heart, but I can't hurt Lisna. She was the only woman who would accept me for who I was even though I was an unemployed husband. He was too kind for me to treat cruelly. Fauzi whispered in his heart.