First Wife's Last Tears
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Lisna was really not strong enough to hold everything herself. So, she told Mirna the problem. Including about the mental disorder he experienced.

"Patience to Lis. You're strong.."

"No mbak. I'm not strong enough to accept all this. I think I really should catch up with my parents." Say Lisna with a blank look and a flat tone.

Mirna was very worried about Lisna's state. She's not who Lisna is. At first he admired Lisna since he knew Lisna was so patient in accepting her unemployed husband and even Lisna was able to maintain her household without any quarrel for up to seven years.

The figure of Lisna who is always patient, breastfed accepting her destiny and never bring the ugliness of her husband in the least to anyone. Mirna was amazed and wanted to get closer to Lisna.

And now, Mirna is finally the only stranger who starts to make Lisna comfortable. Until he arrives at Lisna's lowest point, he wants to share his story with Mirna.

"Lis, do you want me to introduce you to a psychologist?" Mirna asked very carefully afraid that Lisna would be offended. However, Mirna does not really understand what Lisna really looks like.

Lisna's empty gaze now turned to look towards Mirna. He smiled thinly.

"Mau, bbak. I wanna…"

Mirna was happy to hear Lisna's answer.

"Can you introduce me now to that psychologist, mbak?" Lisna asked.

"Yes, Lis. We're leaving now."

Mirna took Lisna in her arms, helping her walk towards the car.

"Maybe telling your story about the trauma and mental disorders you feel will find a good point if it is told to a psychologist, Lis."

"Thank you, ma'am."

"I'm always happy to be able to help you, Lisna. So, don't ever hesitate to ask for my help."

Lisna only smiled faintly in response to the sentence Mirna had just spoken.

Mirna's car continues to race on the streets are quite jammed because it's the weekend. Many vehicles passed by to go to a vacation spot or return home.

Not felt, now Mirna's car has arrived in front of the building where the psychologist is referring to.

"Lis, we're here." Mirna woke Lisna who closed her eyes but did not fully sleep.

"It's over, mbak."

"Yes. Ayok. We'll see the doctor." Take Mirna down from the car first.

Lisna followed and followed behind Mirna who stepped into the lobby of the building. They were greeted by a receptionist at the building.

"Good day, madam. Can I help you?" Greet a beautiful woman who is certainly younger than them.

"Piang. Mmm, we'd like to see doctor Yumna, would you?" Tanya Mirna mentioned the name of the psychologist.

"I asked him his schedule first, mbak."

Mirna nodded.

The beautiful woman spoke on her phone with someone. He asked if he could see Yumna's doctor at this time. After getting an answer, he immediately closed the conversation.

"Can you fill in the list of visitors first, mbak?"

Mirna immediately filled the dafar of the visitors in question as well as the purpose of visiting them as well, complete with their names.

"Thank you, mbak. Doctor Yumna waited in her consultation room on the fourth floor."

Mirna and Lisna smiled, then they immediately took the elevator to go to the fourth floor of the consultation place with doctor Yumna the best psychologist in the capital.

"Why are you afraid, Lis?" Mirna clasped Lisna's hand in order to reduce Lisna's fear for what reason.

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Lisna was in front of Doctor Yumna. While Mirna sat on the sofa in the corner of the room.

"Hello, Lisna. How are you today, son?" Sapa Yumna was friendly with her motherly soft voice.

"Good thanks, doctor."

"Don't call the doctor, just call me mom."

"Yes, mother." Lisna was hesitant.

Yumna smiled as she stared fixedly at Lisna's two eyeballs which seemed clearly frightened and worried.

"What scares you, son?"

"I'm scared, mother." Lisna answered.

But, Lisna looks weird. He's not like himself. His eyes were unfocused, his hands were sweating coldly and he also looked trembling.

"Liss, lisna!" Call Yumna.

She grabbed Lisna's hand, stroking the back of that hand gently to make Lisna feel calm.

"Lisna, look at me, son." Yumna's orders.

Slowly Lisna stared right into Yumna's eyeball. There was a calmness that she got there so that Lisna felt better as she stared at the two tender loving look. Lisna could feel Yumna's sincerity.

"What scares you, son?" Repeat Yumna again.

"If I cry, my mom will be angry. They don't like me crying." Lisna spoke in a very slow voice.

"Don't be afraid, baby. Close your eyes, son."

Lisna closed her eyes. His hand was held by Yumna who was now pulling slowly Lisna to step towards the sofa which could make Lisna sit more comfortably.

After Lisna seemed calm and comfortable sitting on the sofa, Yumna also sat in the wooden chair right next to Lisna.

"Tell me everything, son. Tell me what you want to say. Don't hold it yourself."

Lisna started telling stories. He remembers his childhood when he was seven years old. That day Lisna left for school with her sister Lia. Then upon arriving at school, there were some of Lia's classmates who were mocking Lisna. They call Lisna the son of the levy because it does not look like Lia.

Lisna's mad. He even yelled at those who said it. But, they instead pushed Lisna down until Lisna fell, then they kicked Lisna alternately until Lisna felt pain and cried.

Actually the kick of the child did not hurt Lisna too much, but what made her sick because Lia's legs were silent did not defend her.

After school, Lisna immediately complained to her father and mother about the incident at school. But, they instead said that Lisna was too crybaby and compared Lisna to her sister Lia.

Since then Lisna no longer wants to complain about anything that happened in school to her parents. Because it will only end up compared to her brother.

Then, when Lisna was in fifth grade, she was harassed by her sports teacher. Lisna did not accept and put up a fight by hitting the face of her sports teacher. The incident made Lisna punished by the assembly of teachers. They judged Lisna without knowing what really happened to Lisna.

Everyone kind of cornered and hated Lisna. No one supported him including his family. Even her parents also punished Lisna by locking her up all day in the warehouse without being fed and minun.

Mirna who heard Lisna's story, could not say a word. Her tears just drip. She hugged Lisna and told Lisna that there were still people who loved her.