Give me back my son
Reasonableness Back-and-forth

I'm still in the hospital. The doctor just finished cleaning the wound on my face. The pain is still felt. Although I want to cry, but I try as hard as possible to toughen up. This journey is still very long. If I give up now then the chance to meet Sean will be gone. Although not yet know what really happened, at least now there is clarity that mas Dani who hid Sean.

Remembering the man's name, I didn't realize my tears were falling. Remember two years ago when he approached me who was still a new student in medical school. I who initially had no intention of getting married young made sure that this marriage was what I wanted.

Mas Dani kept trying to get close to me until I finally collapsed too. He promised, after marriage then I can continue college again and he will bear the cost even though I did not ask.

At the beginning of the wedding, Dani asked me to take a semester off because he wanted us to get to know each other better with more time together. I guess it's not wrong to give up anyway. As a new couple who knew each other with a very narrow time, honestly I really need more time to get to know him. That is why I received the request.

For six months we spent intense time together. Mas Dani said honestly that he wanted to have offspring sooner or not to retreat. I objected to the fact that after six months, I had to go back to college, but he managed to convince me that having a child would not interfere with my studies. She will provide helpers and baby sitters to help me, plus her mother and sister as well.

In addition to spending time at home, Mas Dani really likes to take me to the top. We vacation together. After six months, when I wanted to apply for permission to go back to college, he was ignorant, never responding if I asked. Until finally one year of marriage I was pregnant. The whole family was so happy, they were more attentive than ever. My contents are properly guarded as best as possible. In fact, Brother Dira provided two nurses to make sure my condition was fine.

The pregnancy was a very happy one. All the conveniences were given by my husband, in-laws and in-laws. They never tired of giving input so that I feel comfortable living this time.

Arrive at the birth of the baby, which we later named Sean. The baby was welcomed with joy. At the beginning, the mother-in-law had suggested that I not breastfeed Sean so that later if I wanted to continue college then he would not be an obstacle.

I who originally wanted to go to college in the end chose a vacation first at least until Sean released asi. I want to support him. Until Sean was six months old, he suddenly disappeared from me.

Dani has changed too. He who once loved me so much is like a stranger. We were angry and also said rudely. Not really like the one I know. I don't know what happened to him.

My tears spilled when I remembered he dropped a talaq on me. Now he is no longer my husband because we are religiously married, we are legally divorced.

It was that easy to divorce me when it was not easy to get me. He fought for nearly two months until I finally collapsed. Don't you remember all those memories?

These tears fell more and more, until suddenly Akbar and Vishnu entered my place. They did ask me to make a report on Niki's beating. Maybe that's why I met Sean.

"Hows it? Can you get to the police station now?" ask Vishnu. "Hopefully with this report can be a weapon to get Seqn. " said Vishnu so I immediately excited.

No matter how broken my heart is for being divorced by my own husband just for the sake of another woman, now I must continue to stand firm for my son.

***

Tired of having to go back to the police station. Although accompanied by mas Akbar and Vishnu.

But unfortunately, it is not that easy to fight against Dani and Niki. They are very clever at turning reality around. I who have no evidence of anything but facial wounds can only be patient because now those who threaten to turn back if I do not end this beating report will be the ones who will report back about the unpleasant deeds I did was to go to their house and make a noise.

"It's bad." I said. "He was wrong but now throw it at me!" I said with a growl. I wanted to go berserk but Akbar was calming, he reminded me not to be provoked let alone to attack Niki again because that's what they wanted. For me to be brutal, a police report was made so I had to get punished. "Then what should I do?" much

"We have no evidence so we can not go forward" said Mas Akbar.

I feel like getting angry. Not accepting what they do. But I can what? They have the power that Mas Dani and my in-laws have repeatedly said.

"I'm just afraid I can't see my son, it's okay to die even if they give Sean back to me." I asked in tears. It feels like this heart is very tight when you remember Dani casually hugging her lover while the Woman has hurt me.

I still love her. That feeling cannot be lied to. In addition to heartache I was also jealous of their closeness. So insignificant did I end up being ignored like this?

"We'll find another way. You have patience. Reports about Sean will continue to be processed. But from now on please, no matter how angry you are, never come to that house again, let alone come to them alone, huh?" mas Akbar said.

I'm nodding.

Akbar and I again discussed with the lawyer who was appointed by Akbar to facilitate the process of taking Sean. According to the law, a child born from a series of custody marriages would fall into my hands as his mother.

"When can I see my son?" I said, it feels very happy to hear the testimony of the lawyer.

"We wait for the verdict" said the lawyer because until now we did not know where Sean was.

"Can't you just take it, sir? Please don't take too long, my son is still asian.It's been a few weeks we've been apart. I can't afford it sir." I asked, begging the lawyer to work even faster. I can't wait to be away from my own son.