Give me back my son

Give me back my son
Confident Friends


[Can I tell my mom?] I ventured to send a message to his mother Mas Akbar. His name is aunt Seruni. I made that decision because I really needed a friend to talk to. The weight of this test makes me worried. It's not that I don't complain to God, but sometimes it also needs people who can respond. [Sorry if I'm presumptuous, if you're displeased and this message is disturbing, please ignore it. After this I will not send any more messages.]


Not up to one minute in a reply message from Aunt Seruni. [This must be Yana. Akbar's friend, right? It's okay to send a message to Auntie. Aunty understands you must be sad right now. What can Auntie do? Just say it, don't bother. Think of Aunt as your own mother.]


The reply instantly made my eyes glaze over. If there were still a father and a mother, it might not feel like this. [The weight of the test, made me unable to think clearly. It hurts so much because I can't see my own kids.] I said.


[Akbar has already told Auntie about this. He promised to help, so please trust him huh. He is also trying hard, although he looks relaxed and remains calm. You are a strong woman, so you must endure. Don't think anything. This storm will surely pass.] replied Aunt Seruni.


[Aunty Really? I am very grateful to Auntie and Akbar. Right now I am completely alone, Aunt's existence has really been an encouragement to me. Thanks again a lot Aunt. Please pray that I may soon meet my son.] My reply.


[Yes Yana, definitely.]


I closed the conversation with Aunt Seruni, it feels like her heart has calmed down more. Although Sean is not yet known whereabouts but at least there are already willing to help it is like getting water in the Sahara mountain.


***


I've decided to go back to the police station because Akbar wants to meet. Something to say about Sean. I really want to get there but was constrained by money for taxi or bus fare. When I left yesterday only this phone I brought, the rest was left in the room.


That's why I dared to borrow some money from Ms. Tari. I promise I'll return it when Dani's back. Actually it's not nice to ask money like this to my foster mother, but there is no other choice. I have to go and it takes money.


"No need to hesitate, Yan. I'm your mother. Although you were not born to me but you are the son of my best friend, our friendship is like a brother, so you are like my own son. My love doesn't change with your parents "He rubbed my head slowly. "But mother's advice, you better go with Vishnu. He will take you home. At least someone's looking after you so you can calm down. I'm just worried about the responsibility on Dani son. Although we did not meet when driving you but he has entrusted you to mother so whatever your condition during here later I will be responsible to Dani's son" said Bu Tari.


No other choice, I was forced to comply to be allowed to the police station. Along the way I avoided talking to Vishnu because I did not want to argue, but the man continued to search for me.


"Do you prepare yourself if the harsh reality really happens." asked Vishnu. But I'm oba. "Don't pretend you didn't hear Yana!"


"I told you I don't want to be prejudiced first Nu. Besides, why the hell do you have to lead me not to believe in Vishnu!"


"Now you can't be sure how she feels about you either, right? Or maybe you know he is just playing you and you don't care even though this year


that can be done.


I was quite offended by Vishnu's guess which I thought was too pretentious and impressed to want to interfere in my household affairs with Mas Dani. He doesn't deserve to know everything. Especially about my husband's feelings. We're married, he must love me. Otherwise why would he marry me. It wasn't me who approached her but it was Dani who approached me.


"Quite Nu, you don't have to find out too much. I don't like my relationship with my husband being interfered with!" I confirmed it to him. "If you want to help enough to help according to the limits, after that there is no need to intervene!"


"Yan, I just feel sorry for you. We grew up in this house together, even if you don't want to repay my love but at least we are being reconciled here so I beg you to really think about it. It's not just that he disappeared and your son is nowhere to be found, it's more Yan. I'm sure it is. I don't want you to have to suffer again after a pretty tough little test of life" Vishnu said, leaving me a little moved.


"Thank you for worrying about me but now is not the time to talk about it all, let me find my baby first. I don't know where he is now and how he is. I just wanted to meet him. That's all." I said, trying to hold back the tears but in the end fell as well.


A woman with the title of mother, for her, the loss of a child is a great torment. He could die if he couldn't find his son. So, how could I possibly think of anything else right now. Only my son is important.


"All right, I'll help you find Sean. But if he's involved in this, you can't prevent me from smashing his face to pieces. He can't behave as he likes you because I'll take care of you like I promised when I was a kid."


"Yes, thank you Nu. Do whatever you want if it's true." I said.


We continued our journey to the police station. There we met with Akbar. He explained to me about Dira's other abode. There are a few houses, chances are they're there. He was asking his men to find out to make it easier to find Sean. It's unlikely they don't know where my baby is considering they're in the same house Sean left.


"Please take me there, ma'am" I asked.


"Yes you're patient, we're checking where they're moving. It seems like this is a covert plan." explained Akbar who was guaranteed by Vishnu.