Give me back my son
Sean Has Been Gone

It was four months after the verdict. Even the level of appeal I still win but until now, even six months I can not also see my son. It feels like everything is over.

The authorities have not been able to do anything because from the side of Dira continued to make legal efforts. Since then we have not been able to find him, only being able to get in touch with lawyers who remain silent about the whereabouts of his clients.

Along with that, this health condition is getting worse. Can only go in and out of the hospital. Like a man who lives to die does not want to.

Actually mas Akbar and Vishnu have tried to help as much as possible. In addition to the legal way, they have helped to viral the effect is not kidding for the business of Kak Dira. The hotel and several restaurants were closed. But even now he has not given up.

"Sean, where are you, son?" I groaned, calling his name in my sleep. All it looks like is a big field, and I don't know where I'm going to look for Sean.

Every day, we wake up with a nightmare. Sleeping is too difficult. So the doctor prescribed me sleeping pills. I, who originally weighed fifty kilograms, now became thirty-five kilograms. The effects of separation with the child.

"Yan, there's Akbar's son." Viennese aunt came into my room. The days I spent in my room, not wanting to meet anyone and doing anything other than lying down. "Meet." she asked.

"Later on, bi. Tell him to go home first." I said, still lying on the bed.

"Yan, aunty look at these few months your life is not new. Want to get to when? If you do this, who's gonna fight for Sean?" aunty said, advising me.

"There's nothing more to fight for. Aunty knows, my son has been taken away to a land of people, to a place I cannot reach." I cry again.

"Yan, Akbar boy coming here probably wants to convey something important. They've been fighting for you when you gave up when they were still so excited to find Sean" Aunt Vienna said.

With a giant step I headed to the living room of the orphanage that we have occupied for four months.

"Today's Sean's birthday, right? Exactly one year. I prepared all this for

you two." he took me to the parlour hall. There are already children sitting with volunteers who helped Bibi Vienna, there is also Vishnu.

Apparently mas Akbar prepared food for the children with the aim that they would pray for Sean to return to my lap.

"You believe not, positive energy will have a positive impact as well. If you believe then I'm sure, you'll be able to meet your son. Wherever they take Sean, the boy will eventually find his mother. Understand Yan. Now you must rise. These six months you've wasted your life. If Sean was taken abroad then you have to pursue him there. Your enemy is strong, Yan. You should be stronger than him. The way, you have to succeed. I will always help you as long as you promise to not be discouraged like this!" mas Akbar said.

I wept. Somehow the spirit that had been extinguished is now back on fire. I will continue this search.

***

It's been two years. As per the advice of Akbar mas at that time, I went back to medical school until today graduated as a medical degree. Just a few more steps to be able to finish all of being a doctor.

Simultaneously, I continued to search for my son's whereabouts by establishing relationships in order to get information on where my former brother-in-law was. I also did not release all members of Dani's family, including my ex-husband.

"You sure you're gonna do that?" today Vishnu and I are planning to do something. Yes, a plan to pressure my ex-husband.

"Of course I'm sure." I said.

"Okay, I've always supported you!" vishnu.

We both made a strategy, set everything up in such a way that Dani mas got into a trap.

"I don't know anymore that today he can't be netted either." I said.

"Definitely hit!" Vishnu was so sure.

We both looked like we were hunting in childhood. Trying to get our victims into a trap.

***

The local newspaper this morning contained the arrest of a younger brother of a hotel and restaurant businessman. Yeah, Dani was caught having a haraam party with her boyfriend in one of my villas.

After reading the newspaper delivered by Vishnu I immediately smiled. He finally got into my trap!

Before long, lawyer Mas Dani came to negotiate with me so that CCTV and evidence showing that mas Dani and his girlfriend were doing the party was abolished. They promised me enough money. But I refused it.

The next day, Dani's father and mother, my former in-law, came to see me.

"So the villa is yours? But how?" ask mama Vio. He seems surprised by my situation now. Especially after knowing that I have completed my education and have been appointed as a general practitioner and also have several villa units. "You're just .." He was shaking, not expecting the present me.

For a few years, I changed my strategy. Struggling secretly to let them off guard and my efforts succeeded. All they know is that I gave up. I never stopped looking for a way to find my son.

A mother who loves her child cannot remain silent when people take it forcibly. They must have put up a fight. Whatever way. I also. After always failing, I finally changed my strategy. Keep watching them, try to be successful, get into their circle of friendship and the results are true. Now Dani's a prisoner of mine. They need me to keep my mouth shut so as not to show evidence that the man is a haram-wearer.

"We were once a family, please don't let our son linger in jail. He is our only son" said my father-in-law Feri, who asked me to keep my mouth shut, he even threatened if I dismantled the villa business would be destroyed because the owner could not protect consumers.

Unfortunately I never cared if everything was destroyed because my goal was only one. My boy!