Give me back my son
The Hospital

Time passed, I haven't found a way out yet for the orphanage. These children must be accompanied when tomorrow morning the home will be evicted. Want to evacuate at his home Vishnu is also impossible. There were a hundred children, while the residence only consisted of two bedrooms. There's no way they're being lined up there. While succumbing to Dani mas also I will never do. Even though I come from this home and love the children here very much, but I also can't sacrifice my own children. Now I'm not allowed to meet Sean, especially if later the custody is really taken away from Dira. I can't really be reunited with Sean anymore.

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The next morning, Dani really told her people to destroy the orphanage. Me, Viennese aunty and the children tried to hold back but we lost because they used heavy equipment. Only once the road alone then the building that had housed the orphanage began to disintegrate.

I who had originally resigned in the end had to go back forward when I saw one of the orphanage's sisters running fast towards the rubble of his room. Unfortunately at the same time the bulldozer destroyed the rubble until it was hit by brick rubble.

"You're really outrageous, these innocent kids why so heartbroken. They have nothing else on this earth but this place. But you guys destroy it. I will never forgive your mistakes!" I said I was out of patience. Especially when looking at Sigit, an eight-year-old boy who was affected by the rubble. His head was leaking.

After spewing out anger, I asked Viennu's aunt to take the children to Vishnu's house. Let them there first evacuate, while I by ojek immediately go to the hospital to treat the wound on his head.

Sigit wounds must be sewn. Two stitches said the doctor. I waited in front of the IGD while contacting Akbar. Actually don't want to trouble him anymore, but I'm completely dead-end, so I can only ask him for help.

Since I married Mas Dani, I have no other friends. All interrupted. For two years he didn't let me communicate with anyone. He was the only friend I had. Even with the parlour where I grew up, he doesn't allow any more contact. Although it turns out he and Ms. Tari already had an agreement before.

While waiting for a reply from Akbar, I suddenly saw a familiar figure. Dira's brother ran towards me with Alex. I just realized that he was holding a child. Sean. They passed me without realizing my existence. Meanwhile, I saw Sean as hypnotized, wanted to get close to the child, but at that time I realized, if he saw me here then I would not be able to get close to Sean. They'll definitely get in my way.

With my body shaking, I tried to find a safe position but close to Sean. Behind the pole, I could clearly hear Dira's conversation with a nurse.

"My son is spastic, for some reason. We just gave him formula milk as usual, but suddenly he was like this" Dira said.

I had a peek and saw Sean in Alex's arms. My son looked pale, his body trembled, he was also much thinner than he was before.

"Oh my God, son," I can't hold back tears. Closely smothering my mouth so as not to make a sound that makes brother Dira and Alex realize my existence.

"Whose name?" ask the nurse.

"Aldi the son of Alexander." replied Brother Dira.

Brother Dira took Sean into the examination. It was right next to Sigit's bed. After they entered and closed the curtains, I entered. I slowly entered, passing to where Sigit was. My foster sister was still lying limp after being sewn.

"Sigit, listen brother.you wait here, then Vishnu will pick you up." I said. While keeping an eye on the other side through their feet.

The doctor came out with Alex. Only Dira and Sean are left. I could hear his voice calling my son by another name.

I slowly sent messages to Vishnu and Akbar, hoping they could catch up and help get Sean. However, before the reply came, I saw Brother Dira coming out towards the bathroom.

Is this the time? With trembling hands I opened the curtain next door and now Sean was lying there. He's asleep.

Slowly, I approached. Hands still shaking, I'm holding Sean. Not knowing what to do, I just want to take my son away.

However, I saw Alex's feet walking towards Sean's place, so I hurriedly passed to Sigit's place. As soon as he came in, I went out, walking quickly while chanting prayers.

"Lord, I know so many of my sins. I am not Your obedient servant, but I truly surrender. Please help me bring my son. I just want to be with my son." I said.

Whether because of prayer or health workers in the IGD was very tired, so when one of them passed by me, for a moment he saw me and Sean, and then just passed. But I was convinced this was God's help until I finally escaped the IGD.

Up outside, I ran through the corridor towards the outer courtyard. Now all I have in mind is to take Sean as far away as possible so no one can take him away from me.

Unfortunately, I just passed through the hospital gates, from IGD to the noise I believe they were aware of Sean's disappearance.

As long as I stopped a taxi, asked to take her to Vishnu's house. Actually I don't want to go there for fear of being found, but I don't have another escape. Only there's the only place I know, so I'll be home soon.

"Vean ... Sean's my son." misses, misses me..After almost two months of not seeing each other, I finally got to meet my son. The baby is now Yebenagun, his pair of round eyes looking at me. The boy was completely calm, not crying at all. With all the limitations, I tried to give her breast milk, Sean's two-month rights are no longer obtained by her.