Give me back my son
When your Son Rejects You

With Akbar's mas, Vishnu that Vienna's aunt, Sean wanted. But not with me. From the very beginning, the boy seemed to reject me. He fought back, kicked with his little legs, beat me so I wouldn't touch him, if it didn't work out, he would cry out loud.

I who have longed to embrace, honestly feel disappointed. Humane, right? I am her mother, who conceived and gave birth. But he wants to be with the others but not with me. I miss him the most.

Akbar advised me to be patient. I spent three years meeting and hugging her. Time to melt his heart I can't be patient?

But still, advice is not always easy to run. Seeing Sean now play with the other kids, but rejecting me, made me sad. Not infrequently suddenly these tears spill just like that if you want to approach but with alert he even looks at me dislike.

"Try calling him Aldi" said Vienna's aunt, be careful.

"No. His name is Sean, not Aldi." I'm affirming.

"Yan, but Sean knew his name was Aldi. If you are clumsy to call him by the name you give him when he knows his name is not that then he feels it is not him you are calling. Try to understand his heart, Yan. There is no harm in trying, later gradually after getting his heart you can change it again to what you want."

"No, I don't want to. You should all follow me. Keep calling his name with Sean because it's his name. Not to follow Dira's sister changing her name!" I reaffirm.

Now there is a feeling of annoyance as well, why mas Akbar, Vishnu, Vienna aunt and children even come to call his name Aldi. They should have called Sean. As his mother I immediately ordered them to call Sean.

"Listen yes, don't call Aldi again. But call his name Sean because it's his name!" I said, holding the hand of Sean who continued to rebel refused me to hold

"No. I'm Aldi!" rich Sean.

"No, your name is Sean. I'm your mother, I gave you a name!" I said.

"No. I'm Aldi. I want to be with mom. Huhuhuhu." the boy came back crying.

"Yan, don't be so hard on Aldi." - Aunt Vienna.

"Seans. Name's Sean!" i'm affirming.

"Yes, Sean." Vienna's aunt tried to take Sean. At first I did not want to let go, but also pity to see him have to cry while screaming. That's why I let her carry Viennese aunt and she spontaneously stopped crying.

"Aghhh, why do you have to?" i'm upset. Frustration if this continues.

***

The car I was driving stopped in front of the garage where Dani was being held. I was forced to go back to see him because there was so much I needed to know.

"You've finally come too. So when am I released?" ask Dani.

"Until Sean's business is done." I said.

"And Sean is in your hands!" mas Dani's firm.

"Yes but there's still a little problem."

"Why does Sean hate his name? Me too?"

Dani is silent. I made it clear that he was still hiding something, so I didn't release him.

"alright then. So, since childhood brother Dira often play videos and show your photos to Sean while scaring so that he is afraid and does not want to be with you." mas Dani told everything. Dira's trying to make Sean hate me. He vilifies me, says I'm a kid-kidnapper, a child-slinger if I'm naughty. Anyway make me a scare ingredient Sean. "While the name is, Dira's brother told me that Sean is a little ghost. If not obedient, do not want to eat, do not want to sleep then it will be Sean. brother Dira also always shows a ghost or tuyul photo to explain that that's what Sean is."

Hearing that I got angry. My son is afraid of being called by his name. He doesn't like me, he always avoids me and hates me.

"So when am I released?" ask Dani.

I don't care, keep leaving the room with a chaotic feeling.

***

Sean is still at home in an orphanage. He really doesn't want to come home with me. At first I forced myself, but gave up long ago too. I went home alone, waiting for Akbar's return.

When he came home, I told him everything. Including what was explained by Dani.

"We'll take him to a psychologist. This is no longer true. How can a child hate his own mother. He also rejected his name." I was so hysterical about being carried away by emotions.

"Calm down baby" pinta mas Akbar.

"How can I calm down if all this is aggravating. You know, he's gonna hate me for the rest of his life!" I emphasized something that scared me after being told mas Dani. "He would never want to be with his mother. It's very sad. I had fought desperately but instead had another test that broke my heart to pieces. I'm really heartbroken!"

"I think you can still win Sean's heart" I said.

"How?"

"You're a mother. Mother's prayers go to heaven for her son. With sincere affection I'm sure you can tear Sean down."

"But I just touch it he doesn't want to "

"Can you call him Aldi?"

"What?" i'm chuckling. "I mean mas, I have to follow what has been made brother Dira? then I lose to him? Yeah, like that? I don't want to. It's the same thing I admit that I'm not Sean's mother and that child is not Sean but .. ahhh, just call it I hate!" I grumbled, annoyed at why I should be given such an idea.

"Yan, lower your ego to get Sean. That doesn't mean you lose. Sometimes we have to take a few steps back to do it. Sean was a kid. You can still make it good and love you. If it gets bigger, it gets harder. While time goes on. Please understand that. I'll pick up Sean first." said Akbar.

I am still sitting alone in this house. My heart still rejects what Akbar said. When should I give up? Is Sean my son?

This heart continues to rebel. Especially when Akbar came home carrying Sean. The boy did not want to look at me at all even though Akbar had directed him to greet me. Is his heart really closed to me? Can't she feel how much I miss her. How much I suffered all this time because I was away from him. Then now that I've met, I can't get any medicine from him. Can't he love me like a child to his mother?