Give me back my son
The Journey to Find My Son

The journey began, we flew from Jakarta to New York for twenty-two hours and ten minutes. A very tiring but enthusiastic journey because I was accompanied by a new husband and to look for my son.

It was my hope that this was the end of the search. I can meet Sean.

Getting there, I impatiently asked to look for that day. Mas Akbar had offered to rest for a moment because the trip we traveled far enough, of course, very tiring, plus there is jetleg also because of the time difference. But such a big miss made me not care. I don't want to keep pushing back time.

Mas Akbar assisted friends from the government to find the house of brother Dira. Luckily Akbar's link was enough to easily find the address my ex-mother-in-law gave me.

A house that is quite simple, but looks exclusive because the owner has a lot of money. He is a hotel and restaurant businessman, although some have closed but still savings Kak Dira quite a lot. Moreover, according to information one of Akbar mas links, during here he was actively starting his new business in the culinary field. Although not as successful in the capital but still add to the coffers of his wealth.

"Sir .. Brother. open the door!" I can't wait, started banging on the door of his house after a few polite knocks but there was no answer.

"Excuse me, are you looking for Mr. Alex and Mrs Dira? He left three days ago and did not return" said neighbor Dira with English.

My body immediately limp. are they this slippery to the point of being unable to be caught? escaped again.

But Akbar assured them that they would be caught.

"Now we go back to the hotel ya." take mas Akbar. "The police here have blocked it, it is not possible to go anywhere other than to Jakarta. We'll come back tomorrow and find them" said Akbar.

Still, I can't calm down. It's getting more agitated. Afraid that I might never see Sean again.

"How long will I be separated from my son!" my tears started to break after we got to the hotel. Tiredness that had disappeared now returned many times the taste. I'm really afraid I can't see you. "Come on, meet me with Sean. Didn't you promise?"

Today I was really fucked. Keep crying while making fun of him, asking him to bring me up with Sean. Mas Akbar was overwhelmed to handle me until finally what we avoided for a while according to our agreement finally happened. When the heart is completely upset, sometimes the song of love can treat it. For the first time after legitimately being a husband and wife, my duties as a wife were fulfilled as well.

I was lying in Subuh local time. It tastes fresher than ever. Get up to the bathroom to purify yourself. After taking a bath, Akbar mas who had been awake since the beginning invited me to pray together. In prostration we prayed for Sean.

***

Like Akbar's promise, he took me back to his homeland after getting word that Dira's brother, her husband and Sean had returned to Jakarta. He could not go to another country because he was banned.

Arriving in Jakarta, I immediately made an appointment with my former mother-in-law to bring me together with Kak Dira or the case will grow longer. Mama Vio was evasive at first, but after I told her that I knew her whereabouts and the police were monitoring her while reminding her of Dani's punishment, she finally opened her voice as well.

[Another week I'll bring Sean to meet.] A message from Vio's mama.

[Why so long? Right now or the police are going to take you. Remember, if the police have intervened then there is no peaceful term!] I kept threatening while applying pressure.

"Why is it so hard?" I can't bear to not

forgetting emotions.

"patience baby, a little more." she asked.

As collateral, Vio's mother and Farid's father are held until Dira's brother and Alex's mas turn themselves in.

The next day Alex told us to go to the hospital. He said he'd give up Sean.

Arriving at the hospital, I immediately approached the IGD room where Sean was being treated. My heart was worried when I found out my son was in the hospital. Worried about his condition.

"Vean ... Seane ... Sean. Where are you, mama?" I opened the curtain where Sean was being treated. How surprised to find a child lying with a body already covered with cloth. "What's this?" ask me with a trembling voice.

"Sean is dead" said Alex.

"Died? meaning how? Don't talk recklessly. How could you say my son died. My son is healthy - just fine. Where's son?" I was angry again, about to claw Alex's mas but was blocked by Akbar mas. "Let me teach him a lesson. He told me my son was dead. What a heart!" I keep chattering.

"Yan, Sean was sick all this time, me and Dira tried their best to heal him. We've been medicating here and there, but you keep getting in the way of our efforts. By blocking, we can't get Sean to China. That's why it's like this!" said Alex.

"Don't lie to you. So now you want to blame me? You guys are wrong, separate me from my son. Where's your wife? Why isn't he here if it's true he's trying for Sean?" my many.

"It's frustrating, so choose to pull over. Go somewhere. I don't know "Alex replied.

Mas Akbar examined Sean, of course, assisted by doctors and nurses here. Based on the results of the examination, the child had died about four hours ago, possibly asphyxiating.

"Yan, look at Sean" said Mas Akbar, persuading me to see the child I so longed for but returned in this condition. As a mother I can. "Help Sean for the last time" said Mas Akbar while holding my hand closer.

"It's not Sean!" I said, when I realized that this kid wasn't Sean. His face was different from Sean's as a baby

"What are you talking about? The same time the child himself did not confess" said Alex

"Yes, that kid's not Sean, mas. I know my son." I said to Akbar.

Everyone looked at me who kept convincing everyone that the boy wasn't my son. But Alex didn't want to lose, he said this is my son. His face could have changed after the baby, but it was still very similar.. Plus our blood type is the same.