Give me back my son
Gathering

"Open that door!" I said, when I realized there was a room that was neglected because it really blends with the color of the surrounding walls. But if observed carefully it will seem clear that it is a room, there is a door.

"What room? never mind, now leave this place. We don't allow anyone to enter here because there are many traces of the late Sean here!" mas Alex confirms.

I didn't care, I walked straight to the door I meant, but Alex brushed me aside so hard I almost bounced. Fortunately there was a mas Akbar who swiftly caught my body so that it did not fall.

"Hey, don't be rude to women!" mas Akbar said in a high tone.

"Your wife is too presumptuous. As a sane person you shouldn't follow all his genitals. If the pain is brought treatment, not followed by his will!" tejek mas Alex's.

I went back forward, until between us there was a push. The local RT had asked me to back off but I insisted that this was the last. If you've checked the room and there's nothing, I'm ready to give up.

"Aghhhhh!" alex is grumbling. I don't give a shit.

Mas Akbar and some police personnel re-opened after being asked to open properly but Alex refused.

Crackling. Door opens. There was a scene that made me tear up. In front of me, Dira was holding a boy. My baby, who I haven't seen in almost three years. He also closed his mouth so he wouldn't make a sound. They sit behind the bathtub.

"Sean!" I said.

I broke through, approached my son, but Brother Dira got in the way. He screamed hysterically until Sean shouted. Crying loudly.

"Don't take my son, don't!" brother Dira retreated until he was completely cornered, reflexively holding Sean's neck, threatening to strangle the boy if we kept forcing him to take it.

"Don't hurt my son!" I was hysterical. I don't want anything bad to happen to my heart. It's enough we've been made to suffer by being separated all this time, so don't add any more.

"Go all of you. Let me be with my son!" said brother Dira.

"That's my son!" I said.

"This is my son!" me and brother Dira argue with each other until without him realizing it mas Akbar managed to seize Sean from behind despite having been pulled back by brother Dira, but once a jolt, the pull of Kak Dira immediately released.

"Aaaaa my son. Don't take my son!" brother Dira was very hysterical, he tried to retake but the police swiftly held him.

Sean was still crying, no less hysterical than Dira's sister. Mas Akbar gave it to me. Finally the boy was in my arms again. I hugged her tightly, cradling while trying to silence her even though her crying never subsided.

"Hahahaha, look, even the boy knows which one deserves to be his mother by not. She won't shut up with you because she knows you're not a good mother to her." Alex sneered at the police.

I continued to hold Sean, trying to calm down even though his crying never subsided.

Meanwhile, the police secure Dira's brother Alex, Vio's mother and Farid's father. They were taken to the police station for hiding my son.

***

My heart is actually broken, I understand Sean like that maybe because it's uncomfortable. Since the beginning he has been smothered by brother Dira, treated not well. Then he must be in my hands that he has not seen for almost three years. He must not recognize me anymore even though I hope our instincts can make my relationship and Sean better.

"Where?" asked Akbar, after I covered him.

"He was exhausted, so he slept. Not eating all day. I'm really worried." I said. "Tomorrow InshaAllah I will take him to the pediatrician to check everything whether he is okay. I was so worried something bad happened to her." I said

"Maybe not" said Akbar. "But baby, it seems like tomorrow I can not accompany because there is still work" said mas Akbar again.

"No why. There's a Viennese aunt who can accompany." I understand, all this time it's been for me.

"Oh yeah, one more. Mama ... When can we meet mama?" tanyakanya.

I have never met my in-laws. His mother was Akbar because our marriage was impromptu and my focus was only on Sean. I got married because I hoped Akbar's mas could help speed up finding Sean. After all, I've been communicating with my in-laws so much that I'm pretty sure he'll understand my condition.

"How about this weekend, after all Sean's business is done?" my many. "I'm sorry, I hope you're not offended or thinking badly."

"Of course not." he smiled. "Just .. mama," he was a little hesitant. "But I'll tell you before we meet mama. You focus on Sean first. Hopefully the results of the screening are good." mas Akbar rubbed my head.

***

Two o'clock at night, when these eyes are really sleepy and the body is so tired. Just then Sean screamed. He woke up from his sleep. Maybe it was a nightmare or because of hunger.

"Darling, what do you want, son?" I asked, trying to grab her in my arms. But she refused, moving away while crying. "Sean going to the bathroom?" I offered, she kept crying. "Want to eat? Or want a drink?" ask again. She kept crying.

Akbar woke up. He helped persuade Sean but the boy didn't care about us. She kept crying

"Son, come on say. What do you want?" I asked, who was very tired.

"Patience dear, he must still be confused because he was suddenly with us. Give him time to recognize you again." mas Akbar advised that I keep in mind that Sean was separated from me at the age of not even one year. He must have remembered nothing. So I have to be patient. "Oh, now you sleep. I'll carry it while calming" said Mas Akbar.

I think because I'm too tired. As soon as I lay down, my eyes closed. Even so I can still hear the conversation of Akbar mas. He persuaded Sean until finally the boy's cry subsided. After that I slept. No longer can hear any sound because it is already sound in the dream world.

***

Azan Fajr looked up, I woke up, saw that Akbar was holding Sean on the sofa in our room. A very beautiful sight. Seeing that I am so grateful to have a husband like her. He can really accept my son. Unfortunately, there is no doubt. It's the one that's the most rewarding until Sean and I get together again.