Heart Sincerity
Extra Part

A beautiful girl is now spinning in front of the mirror. He examines his appearance. The jeans style she combined with a mauve colored hijab. It fits perfectly with the girl's pure white skin. His smile was glistened. He felt his appearance was perfect enough.

"Perfect Ara's. You are beautiful." she said, winking one eye. He grabbed his favorite handbag and immediately went out of the room.

"Morning bun, morning pah" she kissed her parents' cheeks in turn. Not to forget also he kissed the cheek of the sister who had been sitting waiting for him. Today is Sunday, so all the families gather at home.

"Look for a meal" said the middle-aged man while sipping coffee made by his wife.

"Where are you going?" the brother opened the conversation.

"Some, little children don't need to know." said the beautiful girl with a big smile. The girl's eyes accidentally met the mother's shady eyes.

"Alan?" ask the mother who managed to get everyone's attention. Arham looked at his daughter.

"Emmm, yes bun." said Ara nodding.

"Ck, I don't agree with brother bang Alan. Yes, even though he's handsome and nice. But he was targeted by many women. Mending sister look for another one." Azka said while devouring her favorite omelet.

"Ck, little boy don't be pretentious" said Ara nudging Azka.

"I'm in high school, so I'm not a kid anymore" Azka said. Ara laughed lightly when she saw Azka's cute face.

"What's the problem?" ask Arham full of probes.

"Don't know the reward, Alan met. He said there was something important to say." said Ara casually. Dara and Arham looked at each other.

"Pocus with your lecture Ara, do not think of anything else" said Arham firmly. Ara smiled and nodded.

"Yes, continue eating again" said Dara. Then they continued eating in silence.

"Ara pamit pah, bun." said Ara kissed her parents' hands.

"Assalamualaikum" said Ara entered his favorite car. The girl was always cheerful and never once showed her sadness.

"Wa'alaikumusalam."

"Our daughter is a big bun, she is an adult" Arham said embracing Dara.

"May our children always be protected by God and have happiness always. Aamiin." said Dara with a smile. Arham nodded. Then they went back into the house.

In a cafe looks like a handsome man sitting alone. He kept glancing at the clock that was coiling in his hand. Sometimes he saw the entrance. His eyes widened perfectly when he saw the figure he was waiting for.

"Too late by 10 seconds" he said flatly. The beautiful girl smiled and sat down in front of the man.

"Sorry, it was jammed in the front" said the girl put her handbag on the table. The man clucked in annoyance as he scrutinized the girl's appearance.

"What's wrong? Ugly huh?" the girl asked, noticing the man's gaze.

"No, you're still beautiful" said the man who managed to make the girl blush in shame.

"Ah, what's wrong? He said he wanted to say something important." The girl looked at the enthusiastic man. The man looked at the girl.

"I like you, will you marry me?"

"A... Alan what do you mean?" ask the girl nervously. Ara, yes that girl is Ara. He looks very nervous.

"Damn!! Do I look nervous?" ask Alan. Ara was getting confused. He did not understand what Alan was saying.

"Ma.. Mean you?"

"I like a girl. I plan to propose to her today."

Jem! It was like a dagger through Ara's heart. Tight chest. Breath choked. It turns out he had been wrong all along.

'Stupid fundamentals. How could he like you. Friend, I should have realized that a long time ago. He just thinks you're a best friend, nothing more than Ara.'

Ara tried to smile. He improved his sitting position to make it more comfortable.

"Who?" ask Dara curiously. He also tried to show his cheerful face. It hurts so bad, if you can at this time Ara wants to cry. But that's impossible for him to do. He did not want to ruin his friendship.

"You'll know, he'll be there soon" Alan said. Ara kept smiling. He was confused what else to say. Both of his hands were firmly adrift, sweat began to drench his palms.

"Will he accept me?" tanya Alan looked at Ara fixedly.

"Yes, he will definitely accept you. You are handsome, kind and polite. Well, even a little bit of a bitch." said Ara honestly.

"Ahhhhh... I hope so." he said looking nervous.

"Pull your breath, calm down. Don't be so nervous. You must have succeeded." said Ara encouraging Alan. As a friend, he will support his best friend.

"Thank you Ra, you want to be my best friend" Alan said holding Ara's hand. Ara nodded while smiling widely.

"Ah that's him." said Alan justifying his sitting position. He also made his clothes. Ara looked over because she was very curious. Ara's eyes were perfectly rounded when she saw the person Alan meant.

"Damn?" said Ara in disbelief. Jihan is one of the beautiful models who is also a student in the same department as Ara.

"Fuck? Are you here too?" jihan looked at Ara and Alan alternately.

"Aren't you, I'm just for a minute. I met Alan here by accident. I'm going back, Lan. Assalamualaikum." said Ara who immediately left. He deliberately gave time to Alan and Jihan.

Ara resuscitated her body at the head of the car seat. He touched his chest which felt tight.

"What am I thinking? I've been too far away hoping." said Ara staring straight ahead. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. But the clear details still escaped the defense. Ara could no longer hold it. Her chest is really tight.

Ara's cry broke, she was crying alone in the car. The matter in his heart grew even more as Alan's face flashed through his mind.

"Remember, don't expect too much from humans. It'll just make us sick. Show all our love to Him. God willing our hearts will always be calm and happiness will always be in us. Do not love man more than His love. Remember the message of dear mother." the words of the mother were back ringing.

"Ara understands now mom. Ara apologized for forgetting my mother's words. Ara apologize, God." said Ara. He felt himself really stupid. He loves man more than he loves the Lord.

'Forgive Ara, O God. Ara won't repeat it. Ara beg for mercy.'

The sweet girl tried to calm her heart. He continued to ask for forgiveness for his mistakes. After feeling calm. He drove his car home. He wanted to rest and calm himself.