Heart Sincerity
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The sweet smile was so clear from the lips of the beautiful woman who was now staring at the two children who were playing.

"Are you not hungry?" the two children immediately looked over. Both are enthusiastic.

"Ara wants to eat shrimp just like your crispy squid" said the little girl with a cute smile.

"Alan?"

"Alan wants to eat the mother buger, which has green leaves" said Alan a little thought.

"Burger means? Ok, I'll make it. You guys wait here, okay?" said Dara who answered the enthusiastic nod of the two children. Dara smiled happily and stepped away towards the kitchen.

It didn't take long. Trays containing food according to order are now sitting sweet on the table.

"Byok eat first, then continue playing again" said Dara brought two glasses of drinks.

"Thank you" said Ara and Alan at the same time.

"That's good. Dedek Azka wants dong" said Arham who just appeared with Azka in his arms.

"Dedek was a little papa. Where can eat, there are no teeth" said Ara. His mouth was full of food.

"Spend first, just talk." said Dara sweeping Ara's lips with a tissue. Ara nodded. Without speaking he returned to eating it with great gourd.

Dara's gaze was fixed on Alan who was staring at him fixedly.

"What's the matter, baby?" dara stroked Alan's head.

"buger is less mother, Alan wants two" said Alan put on his sad face. Dara looked at Arham, then the two laughed together.

"Our mother's son is very smart, yes, wait ya mother take again. Fortunately for her many" said Dara moved to the kitchen. Arham smiled at Alan's funny behavior.

"Eating full" said Arham stroking Alan's head and Ara alternately.

"Papa, tomorrow papa's off, right?" tanya Ara sat on Arham's empty lap.

"Emm, looks like papa's not on holiday. Why huh?" tanya Arham kissed Ara's cheek.

"Well, Ara thinks papa's off. Ara wants to go to the sea. Alan must be bored at home." said Ara blushing her lips.

"Other times" said Dara, putting some burgers on the table. Alan looks happy when he sees his favorite burger.

"Yes mother" said Ara with no spirit. Ara sat back in her place.

"Other times dear, papa has to work tomorrow" said Dara rubbed Ara's cheek. Ara looked at Dara and nodded her head.

"Eat a lot more" said Dara pinching Alan's cheek with anxiety. Alan was enthusiastic.

"This is the daughter of a handsome mother, very good from earlier silent not fussy. Happy in papa's car?" Dara. He took Azka from Arham's sling. Azka smiled with her hands trying to shake Dara's face.

"Bun, papa also wants dong carried" whine Arham hugged Dara from the side. Dara gives a murderous look at Arham. How not, shamelessly Arham whined like a child in front of children.

"Sorry bun, papa's just joking" said Arham kissing Dara's cheek. Dara rolled her eyes in disbelief at what Arham was doing.

"Papa, there are children" said Dara pinching Arham's stomach. Arham complained and then laughed. Ara and Alan just looked at his parents confusedly.

"You're so pretty when you're angry. I love you, my wife." Arham kissed Dara on the cheek again and immediately darted away. Dara breathed a heavy sigh.

"Basic!" said Dara shaking her head. Then he asked Azka to talk.

***

"You're so beautiful" Arnold looked at Nissa sitting in front of the mirror. Nissa had just finished her bath and was wearing her hijab.

"No need for a fight, it won't change everything" said Nissa flat. He walked to the window.

"This morning you can go home. Your condition has improved." added Nissa. Arnold was silent, but his eyes kept on the beautiful woman.

Nissa turned her body and looked towards the nightstand.

"I have no appetite" replied Arnold closing his eyes. He pulled the blanket because he was cold. Nissa narrowed her eyes.

"The base is spoiled" said Nissa softly. He walked over to the husband.

"Wake up, you have to eat. To get out of here" said Nissa, pulling Arnold's blanket. Arnold smiled faintly.

"You're so pretty if you're that fierce." - seduced Arnold. Nissa's face was red.

"Don't say much. Eat up!!" Nissa feeds Arnold, but she turns her face away. Not because of anger. But he was afraid that Arnold might see a red patch on his face.

"Really, you're so pretty, baby."

The deg! Nissa's heart seemed to be dislodged when she heard Arnold's last words. Nissa swallowed her saliva from being so nervous.

"What's the matter, baby, why is her face so red? Are you sick?" ask Arnold who ended up with a faint smile. Nissa placed the bowl of porridge on the nightstand and immediately left.

Just a step away Nissa walked. His body was pulled until he staggered back. Nissa gave a startled cry as her body fell down. It was not the pain that Nissa felt, but rather she felt something warm and hard.

"Mas, lepa. "has not finished Nissa's talk. Arnold hugged her so gently. Nissa did not refuse.

"I still miss you, just let me be like this for a moment" Arnold whispered. Nissa closed her eyes feeling a warmth that penetrated to the bone.

"Come home with me" Arnold added. Nissa opened her eyes.

"don't want. Just go home with your lover" said Nissa pushing Arnold's body hard enough that Arnold gasped in shock. Nissa looked at Arnold sharply and immediately left.

"He's been gone a long time. I've been dumping it into the sea for a long time" Arnold said flatly. Nissa who was about to open the door also broke her intention. He looked at Arnold for an explanation.

"Did you kill him?" nissa asked a little. Arnold did not want to lose, he also gave an indecipherable look.

"Yes, he won't be able to come back to bother us."

Nissa closed her mouth and started crying.

"You are evil" said Nissa. Arnold got up out of bed. He walked slowly closer to Nissa.

"I'm a bad Nissa, you know that a long time ago. I'll kill anyone who tries to betray me." Arnold rubbed Nissa's face. Nissa looked at Arnold's face with fear. Arnold changed his serious countenance so quickly. He smiles. Nissa was confused by the man before her.

"I told you, baby. I've changed. I sent him with my mom to an island. You know, honey? They planned my murder. Quite interesting, no." Arnold put Nissa on the cheek. Nissa looked Arnold in the eye so deeply. There are still so many wounds there.

"Good people will never be hated by others" Nissa said. Arnold smiled bitterly.

"The world is cruel. It is very difficult to gain human loyalty. Some even believe he is a loyal man. But he chose to stay away from me" Arnold said meaningfully. Nissa looked down, she knew exactly what Arnold meant.

'I'm sorry, I'm still scared. Afraid you'll only change for a moment. If you really change. Please convince my heart.'

"Ah... It is very difficult to gain the trust of others. But baby, I've always been stupid. Trusting people is so easy. Then I was the one who got hurt." Arnold walked away from Nissa. Arnold smiled again. A smile that cannot be understood.

"You know Nissa, I only have one love. A love that is always neglected." - Arnold.

'I love you mas. Love you so much.' cried Nissa inwardly.

"So, I don't know what else to say. Even you don't want to be with me. I won't force you, I know too many wounds I've inflicted on your heart."

'No mas. Don't give up quickly. I'll be sure if you really change and love me. I beg.'

"Maybe I'll give up Nissa. I'm sorry." now Arnold's walking up to Nissa. He looked at that pretty face. A warm kiss landed on Nissa.

"sorry. May you always be happy, dear. Forget me, I don't deserve to be in your heart. Looking at your eyes, I realized that you suffered so much when you were near me. I'm gonna go."

'No mas. You can't leave. I beg. O Allah. Why is my mouth so cuddly. I beg you not to go.'

"I'm going, take good care of yourself." Arnold kissed Nissa's forehead for the second time. Then he immediately left. The death of Nissa who is still faithful sculpting. His mouth is locked. His body was stiff, very difficult to move.

"I love you" said Nissa, dropping her body on the floor. His body shook violently. The cry that was held back was now broken instantly.

"I love you... "