Heart Sincerity
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As the operation was about to begin, Nissa looked at Arnold who was lying weakly beside her.
"You've got to hang on, no matter how much Alan needs you"
"I know, you never want anything from me. But only one I ask, please take care of Alan if anything happens to me" said Nissa shedding her tears, then she looked back at the white ceiling intensely.
Some time has passed, the operation went well. Arnold's condition has improved a little and has gone through a critical period. But unlike the case with Nissa, at this time the situation is still not normal. His heart rate is very weak.
"Doctor, what about non Nissa? Is she okay?" bibik asked so worriedly.
"Mother Nissa is still in a critical period, praying a lot that she can get through her critical period quickly" said the doctor.
"Oh my God, please handle the lady well, doc" the aunt looked at the doctor expectantly.
"We will always give our best to the patient, the mother should pray a lot. Then excuse me first"
"Thank you doc" said the bibik nodded which was then followed by the departure of the doctor.
***
2 weeks later...
"Bik, would you like to see Arnold? Can you?" said Nissa who was still asleep in the gurney.
"Don't be non, non isn't better. Wait for non-healthy conditions first yes we just look at master" said aunt while confirming the blanket Nissa.
"Bik, bring Alan here tomorrow. Nissa kangen's"
"Yes non, now non-rest ya soon recover" said bibik stroked Nissa's head. Nissa smiled and nodded.
The next day the aunt took Alan to the hospital. It looks so clear Alan's eyes are looking up because they continue to cry.
"Mama!" alan exclaimed as they entered the room. Nissa who was asleep was immediately awakened when she heard the voice that she had longed for.
"Alan dear" said Nissa justify her sleeping position to sit.
"Mama misses Alan" Nissa hugged Alan so tightly. He peeped at Alan's head in a row.
"Alan crying? Why cry baby?" stroking Alan's cheek while watching Alan's puffy eyes.
"Alan wants mama, Alan misses mama" said Alan again shed his tears.
"Sorry baby, don't cry anymore? Men shouldn't be whiny" Nissa said, wiping away the tears on Alan's cheeks.
"Alan wants to bust with mama, Alan wants to be with mama" whine Alan drowned his face in Nissa's chest.
"Dear, don't cry anymore" Nissa kissed Alan's head. He smiled, the warmth enveloping his heart.
"Why?"
"Alan was afraid, surely papa would be angry with Alan and also angry with mama. Alan didn't want my mom to keep getting scolded by me" the words just came out of Alan's thin mouth.
"Papa is not angry baby, it's a sign papa dear to us" said Nissa. Alan just kept quiet while looking at Nissa so fixed, then before long he hugged Nissa again.
"Mama, Alan loves mama"
"Mama loves Alan too"
***
"Why isn't anyone looking after you?" nissa said full of questions as she walked into Arnold's nursery, there was no one there.
"Sorry non, it is only mamang who take care of the master. Mr. Rey is also busy replacing the master in the office, most occasionally here"
"Where is that woman?" ask Nissa full of probes.
"I do not know non, since the operation they are not at all visible" said mamang with his head down.
"It's so you mas, the person you often defend and you flatter not at all concerned with your condition" said Nissa looking at Arnold's face that was a little pale and there were some traces of stitches there. Next to Nissa's hand stretched out to stroke the husband's handsome face.
"You're sweating?" nissa asked as she looked at the clear liquid on Arnold's forehead.
"Mang, can you please get some warm water with a small towel? I'll clean up Arnold's body. It seems like he is already uncomfortable" said Nissa staring at mang Ujang.
"Well non, wait a minute" said mang Ujang immediately moved out.
Nissa patiently took care of Arnold and treated him so gently. Almost every day Nissa was in Arnold's room just to take care of him.
"Ck, why aren't you aware yet? It turns out that I miss you who are often angry with your fierce face. Uh, look now! Even you can't do anything. Now that I can do anything, I can pinch you, punch and look at your face up close" said Nissa who was bored, occasionally her prickly hands continued to pinch Arnold's gnarly cheeks.
"You know, um, if it wasn't for Alan. I must have been gone a long time, but how else. Alan was more important, he still desperately needed a mother. If you were like most husbands, cherish and love me as your wife. I'll be the happiest person"
"But baby, you're mean, you're a jerk, you're cruel and you don't have a heart. It's all about you mas, it's annoying" Nissa really let out her heart, she doesn't care if Arnold hears everything. The evidence to date is no movement from Arnold.
"Sorry to interrupt buk, now it's time for mom to check up. The doctor was waiting for my mother in the room" said a nurse.
"Oh yes, I almost forgot. I'll go straight there sus, thank you" said Nissa smiling.
"Both open together" said the nurse who immediately left the room. Nissa looked back at Arnold's face, long enough to notice every inch of her husband's face. Then before long he got up from his seat, he grimaced a little while touching the abdomen of the former operation.
"Nissa's out for a second" said Nissa. Before he left, he looked back. There was a heavy feeling to leave the room, Nissa sighed and left Arnold alone.